There are a few ways to try and figure out what God’s will is but the only real way is from the Holy Spirit and through His Word. We are stupid and will never comprehend His magnificence or Knowledge. I used to think I was pretty intelligent but now I just kinda giggle at myself. I am just a stupid human. I joke about having God’s wisdom but I guess it isn’t really a joke. If I settle down and be still (shut up too) I can hear Him. He tells me everything I need about : what to do, how to do it, when to do it and what to say. I have become so laid back that nothing gets to me anymore … I avoid my triggers!! If I can’t handle it I steer clear. I know my flesh and how much it took to heal my heart. It took a little over a year to complete this crazy healing process.
I had days where I’d relive all trauma. Then, I’d eat some of my feelings. He’d heal my heart and fill me up, we danced a few more days and then I’d be broken again bc of something He would tell me to do; or something He showed me. I’m not doing that again. I cannot let anything in my boat. I was healed and got some negativity on me… had to shake it again. Some folks will not heal or even try to get rid of their demons; move on honey.
I am walking in complete healing!! Faith and a pure heart got me healing… try it. What have you really got to lose? He doesn’t want to just do this for/with me!! He is trying to get ahold of His folks right now. Before God makes a move He tells His prophets and this never stopped!! Amos 3:7. It’s time for y’all to get in gear, that is Him trying to heal your heart when you have junk come to the top of your heart (head) and can’t get passed it. 🙄 see how dumb we are … lol. Heal!! There will always be a trigger or something that makes you want peach cobbler, red velvet and cream cheese cupcakes and tacos…. you’re always gonna want to eat your feelings on some things but you will move past it. Some stuff will hurt from now until your death; you’re always gonna miss him.
God is such a gentleman!! He will never hurt your heart and He’s always opening the door for you! As long as He has got you what are you waiting on? You can trust everything He tells you. You can trust Him with your heart. Get rid of them!!
I have to get rid of 2 things and it’s been driving me crazy. I’ve been wrestling with Him but God is insistent now! I’ve been trying to change His mind w fasting and prayer, that is not happening though so it’s time to get rid of it or I’ll be stuck. I am not getting stuck!! Does it hurt ? You betcha but I’m ok picking up my cross and following Him! He died for me! He let me come back!! I am so blessed!! You may not have had an actual death to get over but we all have something that only God can heal. This is my last step before I walk into all of me! I didn’t want to hurt anyone therefore I’ve put this off. God is just hilarious…. I am obedient to a fault!! I have to be to obtain what He has shown me. I have to stay in His way! He is trying to get ahold of you so He can include you in on His plan. We all have a part in this !! It’s time for the Christian party to stand up!!
#BeTheChange
#GodsLady I’ve grown from God’s little lady to His lady. One day I dream of being one of His leading ladies.
I wish someone had of told me how AMAZING it felt to be healed. This is what I felt like when I first came back to life after being with Jesus!! I had been wishing I never knew what it was like to lose this but I’m actually glad it happened bc it made me so much wiser !! I had to saturate myself with Him to get here. This is love!! That giddy “in love” feeling you’ve been missing is in Jesus. Soak in His love!! If you don’t meditate in Jesus you should start. Get on YouTube and type in “meditate in Jesus” and a lot comes up. Pick one and do meditate for 20 minutes. Get a journal and write down what He gives you!
Be Still & Shut up 