So, I heard a rumor somewhere that anyone that dies whether they knew it was COVID or not is getting put COViD on death certificates. Do you think they are blowing this up? Conspiracy theorist I wanna know what you think. I got some research to do. My next assignment is politics… wow, that is a bit intimidating. Don’t get me wrong I’m good at debating but this subject used to would irritate me so badly it was really hard to love people like Pelosi.
Wow, He is revealing so many things that I had forgotten about and telling me why I went to hell. He’s finishing up the story bc I didn’t want to know. I didn’t really want the revelation that if it had been my time to die I would have stayed in hell for eternity. If I went how many of y’all would be headed there?
I didn’t want to know all my past sins bc they are great and many. I have to walk in love or I lose my Spirit man feeling and that cannot happen! I cannot lose Him. He got me to a place in Him where He is all that matters. He did it!! He created me and makes me feel worthy when He is inside of me. He gave me back my flair!! I had lost that aire about me that made me me! I am a highly likable person and kinda charismatic. I can’t believe I just said that about myself bc I’m sure after my wreck people thought she died. I lost me in that accident! Well, she’s baaaaack! Yep, I said that like on “poltergeist”.
Demons can do all that stuff and it’s a little frightening … I am pissed off at satan though! You should be too!! That rat punk ass liar is making the world shut down. Instead of complaining y’all need to start talking to God and shut your mouths. Do you understand the more you complain the more you speak negative spirits in the world. Our words are walking. Shut UP!! The Bible tells us not to complain but we are such stupid humans and do not pay attention to it. I never knew spirits were so intense and there were so many. We are seriously at war w principalities, and the spirits from the devil, it is not against flesh and blood. God taught me today that demons can possess people and they do. they just aren’t as stunningly portrayed as in the movies. These things are smart and wait until the time is just right and then they come in like a freaking tornado. I am seriously pissed off and tired of that rat bastard beating me with the world.
And, what spirit do we have the most problem out of? Addiction!! This thing is running rampant right now in all the world. Look at all these addicts and they don’t even realize they are being harassed by Satan and need to kick his ass. We have dominion and it’s time we take it!! We can remove these spirits and allow the angels to fight this battle. We must grab our authority and speak the Word of God. This is terrifying… people are gonna think I’m insane. We are all addicted to something …. I dont care if it’s your dang morning coffee. Quit and see how you feel w caffeine withdrawal!! I went through it and I can tell ya I ain’t addicted to no coffee anymore. I do not like pain and it was like coming off benzo withdrawal!! I was sick! That is an addiction and I had to break that. I have had to break every addiction I’ve had and some where harder than others. That is a tip for all you folks that wanna walk in the Spirit ALL the time! I had an addiction to cigarettes, coffee, sex, gossip, pot, peanut butter, red velvet, pancakes, peanut butter m&m’s, there were several!! You get the point, right? Anything we put in front of God is an addiction and an idol. Can’t have those.
He lets you feel the Holy Spirit just enough you become addicted to Him instead of all this worldly stuff. Every time I sin it grieve Him I can feel His power leave me. I have to get out of His way and stop wanting to revel and get on board w all of this. I quit! I don’t want to not please Him anymore. Idk what all is coming but He’s making me learn a TON! I love to learn and I love to research – I think we are about to really start writing again. I have to stop walking, except to jog for my exercise, and start dancing again. I can see the future when I dance and I think I might have saw me giving everything up and quit dancing. I got aggravated about having to let some folks go. I won’t lie and I’m sorry if I am off schedule but I really think God already knew I’d buck a little. That is just who I am. I mean I asked Him if He would be quiet bc I was trying to watch my code. I’m so stupid like that and that is one aspect He loves about me when the world got in so badly I lost that boldness. Brain injury is some serious crap and ain’t no joke. And y’all should be more patient with them they are sick! No! They don’t look it, none of us look sick, they look like ME!! I am a brain injury survivor and people are asshats! Y’all all think you’re so good but you don’t treat people like you want to be treated. I think God had to show me what I was like. I was like y’all. I never thought anyone that looked as good as us were sick either. People are walking all around you with #BrainDamage and we are so full of ourselves with no regard to our fellow man! I cannot believe I was such an arrogant bitch. I mean people are just awful to the ones they are supposed to love and want to get better.
Y’all have no idea the negativity we’re spouting in the world. Every word out of your mouth is a spirit and alive. You either spew hate or you speak like God and release the good. For every bad there is good! A good spirit and your angel can kick that bad spirts ass. You gotta learn to discern the spirits or get to talking to someone that can. Become analytical for a moment. When there is an addiction spirit I can feel it. When you know yourself, your true self, where you will judge yourself you can tell every spirit that is around you bc you know how they make you feel. Addiction, for example, makes me want to do whatever my drug of choice is when I run into it. Say, a smoker. I can feel that addiction spirit bc I’ve dealt with it. I had to say some final farewells to a few of my favorite sins tonight. I can drink coffee again on occasion- if I can handle not getting addicted again. I like coffee but I do not want to be addicted to anything that crosses or grieves the Holy Spirit. My body is His temple and so is yours. They carried the ark of the covenant around in the OT. Today we get to carry Him around is us and produce those same kind of miracles. What are you waiting on? I want to see this show and I’m ready for it to start.
Get out of God’s way. He told me that tonight and it kinda terrified me, excited me, and made me curious all at the same time. I am so excited for my King. He is about to show out and there us about to be such an amazing harvest for the Kingdom. I’m curious at what all He is about to do. I mean He has shown me new organs, new limbs and healing in the spirit bc daggers from words are hindering the body from healings. I wanted to write something nurse-y there and was stopped. I had to back it up and delete it all bc He had to bring me to a spot where I believed He could and would heal anyone w the right vessel. Idk if that is me but I give it up!! I quit bc I don’t want anyone sick. I been there and I’ll spend my life praying for folks healings. I pray for healing and I promise your heart healing is much better than physical. Once your heart is healed you’re ok w everything going on around you. God’s peace is all you’ll ever need. He truly takes all the cares of this world away.
I do not care what one person thinks of me except Him!! He had to get me here too. It’s hard loving everyone. There is a way to say everything and our approach is everything. I can tell you many things bc of my life experiences and put it in a perspective everyone can grasp to hear the truth. People that get all up in their feelings over politics are truly selfish individuals… see there He’s profiling!! I knew He made me learn all of that for a reason. I had to be them so I could see them. It’s so true that what you do not like in someone else is what you dislike about who you used to be like and the things you didn’t like in yourself. When you were broken. Wow! That is deep… I can spot a fraud a mile away bc I used to be one. It’s all a facade mostly.
I was not ever a mean person, really, but had to appear that way bc of where I grew up and well, I’ve always been a smart ass know it all. 😂 I know who I was. I still know it all but I can tell someone much more politely now. Tact is such a wonderful thing. I could really cuss someone out and never say a curse word. Wow!! He did that too bc I was a fighter. I mean fist fighter! Let’s take it to the streets and handle this. I was over that petty Betty bs. Put up or shut up was my motto lmbo. I have had to fight for everything and my pride was definitely one of them things. I never heard I’m proud of you too much so I made myself proud and never let a bully go free. I was mean but not bully mean. I was not really mean until someone crossed me and then one match became an explosion. I wouldn’t stop making their life hell until I was happy w the end results of revenge. I was my very own god… vengeance is the Lords and me taking the reins away leading my own life was taking His job from Him.
He wants us all to have this relationship with Him and created us to commune with Him. The blogs this week is what He has taught me this week. That is now what the blog has become- what He is teaching me so I’m sure there might be one on sex demons … I’ve got some more research to do on this subject. God leads me to certain books of the Bible to show me things. It’s all really cool bc I won’t talk about a subject until I grasp it. I wouldn’t but now I kinda wanna know what others think.
He reveals things to me when I am still w Him. I can’t get sucked in by this world or worry at all. You’re not supposed to either. Bible tells us to be anxious about nothing instead pray about everything. This keeps us in constant communication with God. He talks back when we make Him our all. I mean full blown conversations all day. I even argue with God or plead with Him in my heart. I feel like that is where some of my sense is now. You know the good senses that are supposed to be in my head? This is all SO crazy!! I love I’m not the only one He is doing this too. I just get to be a revealer. Wow! That is intense… do y’all know some of the stuff He wants said? I am such a sinner and have quenched His Spirt (grieved Him) that is a verse Eph 4:20. Wow! I can’t even believe what all He has done. Can y’all even believe this? If He can do this to me He can do it to you!!
Don’t you want to be addicted to your 1st love? God is love and we love because He loves us first. He was and will always be our 1st love. We all came from heaven and that is supposed to be where we all return. He knew us before we were ever formed in the womb… we are spirit with a shell of a body to house it. He formed us in His own image. God is spirit. Idk if y’all are getting this but I’m getting a.Bible lesson. I told Him I was nothing more than a stupid human and He had to break it down for me. He does and He can get down right to the nitty gritty. He is your friend and knows your personality and He wants to please you too. It’s a relationship of give and take. He wants what He wants and it’s really best to give it to Him. He is the best feeling ever!! I mean He hooked me. This is like walking in pure ecstasy every second of my life. I love Him so much!. God has become my new drug !! I can’t even believe Him and what He has done. I get to wake up like this tomorrow too. He’s taught me how to stay one with Him!
We are definitely under grace but there are still some things that will take folks to hell and the Bible clearly states that. He’s serious about His word. I’ve had to say I’m sorry and mean it a lot!! What is so funny is I do truly mean it. Some of those sins were fun!! Some of it I didn’t really want to say I was sorry for and mean it. He got me to a place where I truly want to please Him. I just can’t even w our God! He truly amazes me and I want everyone to get here. Are you ready? I think this means I’m gonna have to do some research and go live once a week for sure. Maybe more bc I like getting y’all to think about stuff too. I don’t think a lot of people are seeing the videos. Can you share them w others. I really didn’t want to put myself out there like that but I’m game if He is. This is a huge trust level. Do y’all understand there is #Double judgment attached to me for all of this? I ain’t going back to hell for nobody or nothing!!
I had a love for money and liked making it. It was an addiction. God had to break me from that too. I had money not too long ago but God removed all of it. I lost absolutely everything bc He made me let it all go. I held on to what He allowed and it was all meaningful… things attached w feelings stayed with me. I had to let a lot of things go to include people. It was not the easiest thing I’ve ever done. I had to get over every heartache that was inflicted upon me and love them anyway. Which means I truly forgave them bc I really don’t want any harm to come to them.
Three strikes and folks is out of the VIP section of my life. They went to the balcony and I can live them from afar! God has shown what is really in people’s hearts. It isn’t wise to stay in relationships that don’t make you feel better about yourself. That hurt a lot, I’ll be honest. We think we know someone to only see what they really fill their lives with and I can’t be apart of that negativity!! When you’re around only negative spirits your whole like will be sucked in by it. We are what we will ourselves with. Turn off that tv and get in the word of God. He reads your thoughts ya know? What you put in your head is what you’re constantly thinking about. I don’t want to think negative bc I don’t want to be negative. What is in our hearts will spew out of us.
This was a whole lot tonight and I didn’t even document all of the stuff we went over. Tonight was intense but I’m thinking life is about to take off… I’m really excited to do life God’s way. I’ve never done this before and I said I’d do anything for science. This all started as a hide and seek God and I playing about 12 years ago when a lot of me changed bc of Him the first time. I got around negative and resorted back to old ways… that will not happen again!! I am strong enough to handle my comeback and you best believe I’m coming for all of it. I’m pissed of at satan and I want 7 times more than what he stole from me!! I wish I had known all of this a while ago and would have really faced that chic looking back at me in the mirror. I would judge others but not look inside of me. I felt terrible when God showed me that sin. I dance walking on HWY 1. At first I thought people would react but they aren’t paying attention to me. We are so stuck on ourselves and problems we forget to have fun. Slow down and enjoy your life. Look what all He put for us to enjoy. We rush around like chickens w our heads cut off and miss everything that could be special. Making money isn’t everything. Don’t forget who really owns all that money!! God has a mass treasury department in heaven full of what we think are riches. He is the only true provider! We think we do it by our jobs but He did that. For He knows the plans He has for us…
God, Thank You for tonight and all these cool revelations. Thanks for Your teachings and I am all yours. I submit totally. You have me and You had me at hello!! I know it was cheesy but so am I. Thank You for my family and my friends and all the readers. Have their angels go before them and cover them with Your precious shield. Guide us, protect us, and put us in Your will. Thank You for trusting me! Thank You for being an awesome God. In Jesus name- amen. We declare the Holy Spirit is living on the inside of us.
Be Still & Shut up 