Why…

Why do bad things happen to good people? Why are we allowed to suffer so much pain? Why? This seems to be a common question. Why do bad people have good things occur in their lives? Why do we allow things for way too long? Why can’t we walk away from things that will kill us on the inside? Why don’t we see people for exactly what they are immediately?

I do not have an easy answer, if one at all to these questions but they are things I have asked in my life. We all want to know why and I will tell you mostly it is because of our ignorance. So many things that have happened in my life is because I did it to myself. We have this mishap of our own ways of thinking and want to blame everyone else. Know what happens when we throw blame? We lose power! Remember when Adam and Eve fell in the garden? They gave all power to satan by blame… We can usually track down the root of everything that has occurred in our adult lives if we take the time to and we will see it was our own fault. Most of the things that happen in our lives is our own fault but we never want to analyze ourselves. We mess up! We are totally stupid humans that get in our feelings. We let things bother us that shouldn’t and then we say things we do not mean. Humans are full of emotions that have not been controlled. Controlling emotions is an art, in a sense. There is no easy way of learning this. It takes time so do not quit!

We have been ignorant to spiritual laws of reaping and sowing. Bible is clear about you reap what you sow. What are you sowing? If you’re sowing discord when it comes to reaping season you will see discord. If you’re sowing good things you will see good. If you’re sowing kindness you’ll see kindness. If you’re sowing strife and lies you’re gonna see that. Everything we do can and will come back to haunt us. This is why the redemption of Jesus is essential to making a comeback. Our mouths get us into a lot of trouble. Our human emotions that we do not sit down and take a look at will come back and bite us in the butt. Bible talks about idle words, and that it isn’t what goes in us that defiles us but what comes out. Our words! If there is one thing God has drilled in my head it is to shut my mouth. Why can’t we keep our mouths shut? Why do we think we need to explain ourselves? Why do we care what others think? Have you ever asked yourself these things? Why can’t we control every emotion? When it comes to those emotions we can learn how. We can control every single one of them if we work within ourselves and get to the root. Mostly we do not want to get to the root of the problem. We do not want to accept our part and own our responsibility to whatever the issue is at hand.

This process of cleaning up the heart is no easy task. Anyone that tells you it was easy for them to relive all that pain is a liar! If they worked on themselves they know it is no easy task to move away from the past. They keep letting the past come back and haunt them. Mostly this is a familiar spirit attacking us. That is unless you are being still and working on your own junk within. Even then they will still try and taunt you and bring up things you know you are over. These demons will try and get a reaction from you. When we react we have come into agreement with them and usually something has spewed out of our mouths that shouldn’t have. As soon as those words leave our mouth we have given them something else to use against us. No matter what comes up do not act on it. If you’re mad remove yourself from the situation. These are not easy things to do because we always want to be right. We always want to justify our actions and tell someone else how bad they are. It is part of human nature. This human body can get ya if you allow it to.

When we are hurt it damages our soul. It puts holes in us, dents us, and that can stick with us. It looks like daggers and arrows sticking out of someone in the spirit. I have good news though.. there is a cure. There is a way to fix those holes in our soul. It is not easy but there is a fix. You’re gonna have to feel it. You’re gonna have to work past it. How? Let me tell you what I have done. Instead of taking it to that person I put a stool in the middle of my kitchen and pretend that person I want to go off on is sitting there. I close off all doors to my house in the spirit, kinda like going into your prayer closet and shutting the door, this is what that means. You’re shutting off access to every demon coming at you. Then, I let that stool and the person I want to know how I feel have it! This sounds funny and insane but if we do not get it out it can cause like an explosion within us. Try it! Once I get it out I feel so much better and I feel like on some level that person knows, especially if they are in the body of Christ. We are all one body. I have found this technique easy and effective. Even if they never know, I do. I know I got to say what I felt and then I can let it go. Once we deal with those emotions and the pain from the past those daggers or arrows that were shot at us are removed. This is why counseling is so effective but there is really no need to pay for a therapist when Jesus is the Great Physician. When those daggers are removed the holes that were there Jesus will fill up where there isn’t even a scar left.

As soon as the revelation is caught that we are all one body you can do so many things in the spirit you cannot do in the natural. Why does that stool work? Because you are speaking directly to that persons spirit. I have seen this in my own life change people in real time, in our natural world. You are not only getting your feelings out of you but you’re telling that person what is wrong. This works! I will never tell you things that I have not personally experienced that is the only thing I can teach. Did you know that the judgement on me is more because I teach? That is why in the book of James he puts out a warning to teachers of the Word. I want everyone healed though so I make sure to only tell things that work and things I have personally done to help fix myself. People are going to think I am crazy but I am. 2 Cor 5:13 seems to be my verse for the most part. Go look it up and then read it in numerous different translations. Look up the words. Dont be a stupid human anymore and do not allow the past to come back and bite ya in the rear. Fixing ourselves is never an easy road to walk down but it is completely necessary to transition into what you have been called to do. I would much rather teach than go over anything that has happened to me. I love to teach and it seems that it has become all I know how to do. The grace needed to do this is intense and I will be the first one to admit that. God gives the grace to teach and enlighten everyone else. That J word nobody ever wants to discuss (judgment) use to scare me. Now, it makes me choose my words cautiously because the last thing I ever want is to steer someone in the wrong direction and make them stumble. I am not perfect, by any means, none of us are. And, we tend to forget that and we tend forget who our real enemy is. It is not flesh and blood, it is the demonic activity over that person and situation. Get it out of you and discern the activity over you and bind that junk up. The power is in you. All power lies within you. The Holy Spirit is power! He raised Jesus from the dead and He will help you. He is your helper. He is your counselor. He is your healer. He is your real best friend. Don’t let ignorance ever be your friend.

When you get finished with the stool ask Jesus to redeem you from this situation. Ask Him to walk into it and fix it. He will. He is faithful. He has provided me with many tools to help the masses wake up. I do hope this helps you on so many levels. God wants people to carry all of Him and that is why we shift. We shift into a higher dimension with Him. Once we shift we can help others shift as well by giving them tools that help. This is kinda like therapy but Jesus is the therapist. When you give everything over to Him He can fill those holes and each hole that is filled is giving you more of His presence. Dont you want it? I do and I did or I would have never done the work on myself. I would have never given Him all of me if it were not my passion to help others. Jesus is coming back for a church without spot or wrinkle. These holes in our spirit are spots and wrinkles we need to fix. It is not easy but I am living proof that it can be done. Let that stool have it and get it all out- it works but you gotta do the work. Let me know how much better you feel once you’ve done this. 😉 I love hearing from others on their walk and their testimonies. It increases my faith and it will increase yours. Faith comes by hearing.. hearing the word of God. Every time we hear another’s testimony we are hearing from God. We are hearing their experience that increases our walk of faith. The Word works if you work it. Do not back down and do not ever quit. This is a marathon not a sprint. Fight the good fight of faith. You can do this!!!