Valley of decisions

I have been in the valley of decisions. All these blog posts about choosing rightly were for me and I had no idea. I forgot about a choice God gave me. I am laughing at myself right now and it is 1230 in the morning while I sit here writing this to get this breakthrough out. If I had to do this chances are so does someone else. When God gives you a choice He is really wanting you to make the right one. Make it and then take communion. Repent. Get back in His good graces.

God told me to choose. I couldn’t right then when He told me this back in June 2020. I was at my moms and in the courts of heaven. God gave me a choice between this or that.. I had to see and boy did He show me. I really want to be able to tell the entire story but I can’t just yet. He will let me in due season but it is not this one.

When faced with a choice in your life look at the peace or the lack there of. I mean seriously! There is major warfare over decisions too. The devil will bring up some nasty stuff. None of what was brought back to my remembrance bothered me and I could laugh at all of it. I knew something was up because I have been at war since Sunday morning. I went somewhere with someone and I didn’t ask in advance if I could go. I just assumed I could and that was a huge mistake. My gosh I will not make that one again. Learn from me!! I had to lay still and praise God to stop the warfare and get the breakthrough. I had to make the choice and it was not an easy one to make. He told me in June 2020 to make a decision and I couldn’t at the time. I had to see hearts. I had to see what was in these people He was telling me I could be around and those He told me I couldn’t. I haven’t been around hardly anyone since Oct so when I tried to introduce someone back into my life the warfare got intense. God kinda shut my social life down and now I believe it was for this decision. I had to make it. I thought I had completely but I hadn’t. Not in my heart just in my head. They have to match.

I was able to tolerate the warfare and I was really trying to figure out what was going on… all these messages in the blog about Egypt, not going back.. etc.. they were for me and I was seriously being such a stupid human I didnt even pick up on it because in my mind I had already made the choice. In my heart though, I hadn’t. I did. I did tonight and I made the choice to move forward with God and stay the course. I do not need certain people in my life anymore and when God says let go I will not second guess Him again. It is hard though because we want to see the best in people. Sometimes what you see is their best. They will put up a front to try and trick ya but if you’re paying attention to Holy Spirit He will tell you even the smallest of lies that come out of that person. Why do people still feel the need to lie? I will not ever understand this. One lie will make you tell 5000 more trying to cover up something when the truth would have been so much easier. Most lies are just stupid, especially when I am told by Holy Spirit “that was a lie” and I sit and shake my head wondering why and what were they thinking? Why did they feel the need to lie about something so stupid or petty? Something I would have never thought twice about? Something I didn’t even care about? And, one lie gives satan access to their lives. I am not sure they care either but I care. I do not want any warfare that isn’t mine. I am beginning to think they like playing with these demons.

Do you ever get sick after going around a certain person? Stay away from them! You have become stronger and these demons know that but you will still have such intense warfare if you choose incorrectly. Be cautious and make the right choice. I cannot be the only one in the valley of decision before walking into the promises. I am going to try and go to sleep since I took communion. I have not felt good today and I couldn’t put my finger on why until right now. God is so good on how He will ensure you make the right choice lol. He cracks me up! He will allow everything to hit ya to make you be still so you can catch the breakthrough and make the tough choices that need to be made for your good. Of course, I knew in my head, but my heart was a different story. They are on the same page now. Do I know what is next? Nope.. not at all. I feel like I am going into the next season of my life kinda blindfolded. I pray those are God’s hands over my eyes for a massive surprise.

Daddy God, thank You. Thank You for such a great breakthrough the was needed. Lead us, guide us and continue to teach us Your ways. I praise You for helping me and showing me what I needed to see and I am so sorry it took so long. Forgive me for being stupid and disobedient. Remove all things and people that hinder our progress and do whatever it takes to keep our hearts pure at all times. Thank You Holy Spirit for checking us and making us see things Your way. Thank You Jesus for your healing touch. Thank You for healing our hearts, our minds, and our bodies. Thank Y’all so much! We love You! Pull people in and take people out for Your will is best. Keep us in alignment no matter what it takes. We remove all spirits of delay, assassination, failure-ism and fear that has been attacking our futures. Thank You, Daddy. In Jesus name- amen. Let’s do this!