Journal entry

I’ve learned that if I can’t prove it I can’t teach it. I want to be proof! I am proof! He’s about to show Himself mighty and through me. Wow! I have been terrified of this. I will forever be grateful for small starts. This also scared me bc of airports hahah I was almost scared to fly again. I do not want to go back to jail. It is not somewhere I’d choose to be. I learned a whole lot being on the other side of the bars, about everyone, good, bad and ugly. I saw kindness but only after I prayed for everyone there, and myself bc I needed strength. They were kind to me. It was not great conditions by any means and I pray I never go back but I’m not scared to.

I’ve also learned if I don’t want to see it I will not say it. His word sets out to do everything He wills if for and will not return void (we curse ourselves) and He will do all we say. Isaiah 55:11, Jeremiah 1:12, Numbers 14:28 when I say shut up this is why. We are in the decade of the mouth. If you want it say it otherwise shut up! If you don’t want to see it don’t say it! We have been ignorant y’all! I don’t want anyone cursing themselves so if I tell you to shut up this is why. Then I’ll tell you why I told you to shut up. I will teach you.

Speak in tongues as much as you feel prompted to. He is commanding your angels. There are so many angels at our service and we haven’t known how to help them help us. We didn’t know we had to employ them to help us. I don’t know how to command angels but Holy Spirit does but He will give me the interpretation and what He is commanding them to do. It’s odd to be honest but I love it. Sometimes I feel like I’m walking in a dream. I’m still asking “is this real?” Is this a dream?” Ya know?! My perspective is so different on everything. I laugh as a reaction. I don’t get mad. I don’t get irritated but I laugh. How is this even possible!! Boy, God did a number on me. And then I will pray right there on the spot for what I need and I see Him delivering. He taught me to pray. He prompts me to pray. He gets me up to pray. I’ve been warring hard over and for something bc I haven’t slept much in the last week. I was out of town 3 days and the fire alarm went off on the day I was supposed to go to the beach. I had been up half that night and that alarm at 5am cost me my day on the beach. I did get to see it so I’m not complaining and I got to walk out to the water, have coffee, and pray. It wasn’t ideal conditions but Jesus made it happen. He had told me when I was in the tanning bed that I was going to get to go to the beach but it wasn’t going to be what I wanted it to look like. I was still kinda hopeful lol it’ll be alright. I will get to have my beach day and soon!

We were in a small stint of reflection the last few days. If you haven’t got here you will. I encourage you to keep going! Now comes reconciliation. God is reconciling things according to every area of your life. 100 fold!! 100 fold!! Daddy don’t run out of funds! May He give you back 100 fold of everything stolen. Devil has to pay it all back so this is part of the wealth transfer. He stores up the riches of the wicked for the righteous. Not sure how He is gonna pull this off but I trust Him. I’ll do whatever He says when He says. We just jumped to the next level!

I was scared of the unknown too but now I’m really excited to see what He does next. I’m just along for the ride at this point and it’s so fun watching Him work. I’m so very excited!

Some of this stuff coming was kinda like I knew but didn’t know when and thought it could be like maybe 10 years or so down the road but it is about to happen now. We are there! 30 in 1! What it would normally take us 30 years to do is only going to take a year. I can’t wait for the testimonies on this. It all starts now! No more lock, delay, or denial and everything attached to this DNA will locate us starting now! Expect it!