I have had to get to learn this new person so much that at times I felt like there was an imposter, like an identity crisis for real. I mean look what Jesus did to me. A year ago if you’d told me I was going to go to jail and go there for talking about Jesus I would have said that is a big fat lie maybe murder or hiding a body but not for Jesus. Sometimes I have to ask myself is this real… haha when I heard that steel door slam behind me and then the lock clinched I told myself “yeah girl, this is real!” 😂 I have been so pissed off about this I couldn’t even really talk about it. Straight facts! I promise that sassy thang is still in there. I am very much an American and my constitutional rights were stepped on! 95% holy but the hood is still there. I grew up where you had to be tough to survive!! It’s a daily struggle keeping her in check. It has been a chore getting my flesh to line up!
I tell people all the time “if you don’t want to talk about Jesus you don’t want to hang w me bc He will come up in conversation! I can’t help it anymore. The Word is in me! IN US! IN! Jesus is the Word! The Word manifest! You are the word manifest. You gotta know who you are and that it is not you people are mad at. Idk who needed that but I didn’t intend on saying anything like that. Haha People are dying and more will and I have to know in my own heart they know Jesus bc I have been to where people that don’t accept Jesus will go. Hell is so very real!
He’s been talking to me about persecution and I got to see it w my own eyes! It was an experience for sure! But I am rejoicing and viewing this as a Paul experience! How many people actually won’t shut up about Him and go to jail 😂😂. I am shook by what Jesus has performed in me. I can’t help but praise Him. He brought me out of Egypt but even better than that He got Egypt straight out of me!! Escaping oppression mentally is a CHORE!! It takes work people of God ! We have all been in our very own version of Egypt (oppression). Release it unto Him. Give it to Him and you do not have to carry it anymore. I promise I want all of y’all free!!!
You are practically perfect in every way! You were made in the image of Yahweh! In His image! You are a spirit and not the flesh you live in! You are energy! You have a vibration and so do demons. When you lift your vibration (which is merely your consciousness so don’t freak out on that word) you rise above everything and fly. You will crawl before you walk. And you will walk before you fly! You were created to do what Jesus did, He is our example and God is molding! He is molding you into a son! Can you see it? I see everyone changing in some way or another. It’s amazing when He points it out to me about myself and others. Look how far we have come!! Flying!! Flying right above everything! If you’re still in it I cannot stress the importance of meditation. Don’t freak on this word either, it’s getting still in the presence of God! He will fix you. He will heal all that hurt! ALL!
