My love for Jesus is why! That is why I do this bc this is not anything I would have picked. Of all the things to be in this world an apostle wasn’t one I had on my list- I’m learning this one. Being a prophet wasn’t anything I would ever do. Some of these things coming that I know about is so cool but at the same time there is the responsibility of letting others know bc God doesn’t tell us things like that to keep to ourselves. There are some warnings and some preparation words coming. Things are exposed to me by Holy Spirit and it’s just not something I would have done. I didn’t love people enough to listen to their problems. I got some of them myself. Now, everyone has a beautiful story of how they’ve overcome! He has overcome the world and so will you bc He lives in you. Pushing Jesus wasn’t on my to-do list either. He has made it all I want to do! I’m a pusher- aka an evangelist. Teaching is my jam bc I want everyone to understand and learn so they can apply it. Preaching well, let’s just say this was not ever on my list of people I wanted to be. God has really had to convince me of all of this. That I was worthy to walk w Him. Love covers a multitude of sins. Jesus operated in every area of the five-fold ministry and I believe we can too. He will train you! He will prepare you for your destiny. These are all the reasons I have been in self doubt mode. I’m coming out of that! Today!! Now faith!

It has taken a whole lot of isolation breaking through all of this. I have been isolated and alone for 2 years. He slowly added people back into my life and I’m happier than I’ve ever been w myself.

I feel like I have been fighting in a reckoning … facing myself and all that is or was in me from the past. I faced all fears and doing this Facebook stuff was one of them. Idk why and idk when that hit me. I’ve never cared what others thought. Never! But when it comes it hits hard! I’m telling y’all the enemy tried to shut this down w all he has. Death, brain injury, disease, heartbreak, curses, lies, loss, jail… jail! He threw everything he has at me but then there was JESUS!! Take a look at what you’ve overcome already… don’t stay there and don’t turn back but reflect on it. Look what He has pulled us through! I have so many testimonies of what He has done in, for and to me. Some of my own story is so unbelievably crazy that if it hadn’t of happened to me I wouldn’t believe some of it. I believe that’s why it happened bc we don’t believe Him! You go after Him and you will see Him in your life. He will bring it all back to your remembrance- ALL!

His love isn’t based on what you do or don’t do. It isn’t superficial but it is unconditional! This is a deep love. This is a love that overcomes the tests of times. It is a love that endures. It is a love that withstands every storm. It is a love that never fails! All the love you’ll ever need is on the inside of you! And His grace is given in the measures it is needed! How many rotten things have you done in your life? Grace is enough to give Him praise for!! And, you’re walking around w all that grace and favor on you! Run! Run as fast as grace allows! Do exactly what He says when He says it!

As soon as you get your heart to fall head over heels in love w Jesus it’s smooth sailing from there. I promise! Once you love Him you can love everyone!