Journal entry

Yesterday I was told, “you saw too much!” I said, “I sure did!! When I died I saw it all!” The enemy is really mad that I made it out of this, but he can straight piss off bc I know who I am – now! I will expose all his crap lies!

There have been many that don’t believe me and many more that will come that don’t. I can’t make people believe. All I can do is tell what I saw, what I experienced. Idk if this call was placed on me after this happened or if I was born into it. I know I was born a prophet and have always had the gift but didn’t know what it was or how to use it. Chances are you’ve always known you were different and didn’t really fit in. The black sheep … me too! You know what God showed me the other day? Let me show you…

Therefore I’ll reward him extravagantly—
the best of everything, the highest honors—
Because he looked death in the face and didn’t flinch,
because he embraced the company of the lowest.
He took on his own shoulders the sin of the many,
he took up the cause of all the black sheep. Isaiah 53:12 MSG

How beautiful is that!!

You know that verse where Paul says “whether in body or out I do not know, was swept up to the third heaven?” (2 Cor 12:3) I get that verse bc 9 years ago it happened to me. I know it wasn’t in body tho bc my body was in a coma. I get how a person wouldn’t be able to tell and if I didn’t know where my flesh was I wouldn’t know either. You know in the matrix where Neo asks why he looks like he did while in the matrix and Morpheus says it’s the mind projecting your image. I get this too bc I looked the same to myself but different. Idk any other way to explain it. If you haven’t seen the matrix I encourage you to watch it. It taught me a lot about being truly born again and believing in who we were destined to be. You are the one!

People don’t have to believe me they will see the power of God working through me and know I’m telling the truth. John 10:38

Demons will manifest in your presence! Don’t pray w your eyes closed you need to be watchful and ready! Don’t be scared tho bc that authority is yours! You’re prepared for this. Don’t forget about binding.

I encountered a witchcraft spirit yesterday and I think this is bc of a family curse that was broken when I felt it. I laughed! I giggled and was like thank you for showing yourself. Finally to the root! Umm, goodbye and don’t come back. You can’t retaliate or cause any recourse in the mighty name of Jesus and it lifted. I don’t get angry or loud. I don’t have to. I know they can hear me and I know they have to obey! I will not entertain a demon, or a curse or a lie! Destroying the works of the enemy is my job! I gladly accept this position… look at this world. I can’t make a difference but God with fill control of a body can!!

I didn’t choose this, it chose me! I was called to this. This is who I’ve always been but if anyone fought Him it was me. I ran. I was like Jonah. I will not ever run again!