Thursday will be 9 years! Nine years since umm… my death, burial and resurrection! This has been such a process. Healing is hard work, but I am living proof it can be done. The body will heal itself but it takes dedication and doing right! We can’t eat brownies or peanut butter m&m’s 24-7 and expect to be healthy. It just doesn’t work that way. Muscles must be used, especially your brain, it is a muscle too. I’m proof severe TBI can be healed by Jesus! The brain is so cool!! It is one of the most untapped weapons we got. You choose Jesus and He will teach you how to use it for Him. He rewrote me and He is still writing my story. He put His word in me and in my mouth.

I died a few times with that car wreck. It has taken me this time in training to bury the fleshly appetite, to learn how to heal myself, and I got to know who I am. He taught me and I want to teach you! Your first step is prayer. Second is forgiveness.

Prayer is like a superpower. I watch Him w my eyes heal people immediately! The prayer bank!! Miracles! I want to see them every day of my life! The more you pray and step out in faith the more you’ll see.

Today is resurrection day! I am stepping out of the cave!! If I don’t He’s gonna push me out. It’s like a kid with candy to get me out, He’s lured me and I want it! I want my surprise haha. He will show me something and then says “this is what’s waiting for on you on the other side. Come on kid, don’t be scared. I’m right beside you. I will catch you. If you gotta walk on water I will protect you. “

How could I not be ok? How could I not do all He asks? I owe Him my very life and I freely give it to Him to use as He sees fit. Blow my mind Daddy! If God be for us who could ever be against us. Right?! Right!!
I’ve had to coach myself too. I say these things over and over to get them inside me and to remind myself. Faith comes by hearing hearing the word of God. And, I ask myself what is the worst that could happen? Die?! You already did that. Jail? You did that too.. what is the worst that could happen?! Umm, nothing! Nothing is worse than those two things to the natural mind or the heart. I’ve been there and done that. So what! I know the death threat is a lie bc I know when I’m gonna die. Paul knew he was going to be ok bc he knew he was getting to Rome. No matter what happened in the natural he knew he would make it bc God promised him, I felt this deep in me when meditating on it. I’m not afraid of it! There is power in no fear! Ask yourself what is the worst? If you’ve died or almost did there is nothing worse. If you’ve been to jail… you already know it is not where anyone wants to be!

Lord, let the bones you have crushed rejoice! Take us back to the first days and joy of our salvation! Dry bones come alive in every area of our life, in every area of our body, in all! ALL! Search us and find no wicked ways in us. Search us and know our anxieties. Burn everything not of You out of us with the fire of the Holy Spirit! In the precious name of Yeshua!

The days of suffering are over!! Today we step out of the cave and into the new. You are ready and you are prepared!
I’ve ran … it doesn’t work. He will always catch you. You cannot hide from Him. If you make your bed in hell He is there. He never leaves! I praise Him for this so much! I had made my bed in hell. Been there and done that too – nothing will ever be worse than this and I will not go back for anyone or anything!!

Might as well listen the first time and stop delaying yourself. He will get your obedience! He will use a trauma to get you back on track if He needs to- don’t allow it to come to this. He is God and creator of everything. He can use anything at His disposal to make you get in alignment- trust me on this one! Just trust me!! He will allow you to be sifted like wheat – don’t make Him do that!!

Yahweh runs one time in the Bible. One time!! When the prodigal son returned home the Father met him running! Go back to Him! He’s calling you! You answer and you won’t be let down!