Today I almost broke, well, yesterday now. Oh my what a day but the Lord came through. I got up, had coffee, went back inside to get dressed and it was hot in my house. I checked the vents and hot air 😱😱 If you follow me you know my air went out last summer but I prayed it back- I know but I promise. I think it needs some freon now, I pray that is all it needs.
I turned on a fan and opened the back door, turned on my Mac and was gonna work on my book Praise The Lord it was cool outside and the temp steadily dropped all day. I was talking to Daddy and said a few thunderstorms wouldn’t be so bad while my air is out … we are getting some showers and got some unexpected ones today. It amazes me how in my greatest fit of despair He comes through. I got a window unit for the living room and set up a fan to help push it through the rest of the house. I even slept in my bed with the window up and a nice cool breeze shot through there all night. Woke up at midnight but that is nothing unusual. I’ve found there isn’t a lot of sleep w this.
That isn’t all that made me want to crumble. I lost an entire chapter to my book 😱 … I cried! Literally cried! I have since come to realize that the info going in the book is in my head! I know it and it’ll prolly be better when written this next time. It’ll be ok!! I thought this was maybe the worst aspect of the day and then…
I had a guy talk stupid for a bit, on all days. This almost really made me lose my __! I promise I am still in here and it takes all of me for self control at times. I just sat there and looked at him with a facial expression that let him know he needed to shut up! Of all days for someone to be making sexual advances 🙄 He is still alive! I promise! Devil could have sent him to get me out of character but that didn’t work. Seriously?
If today was a test …. I PASSED! The only fear left inside my heart was uncovered and smeared out…. it was coming out of character and turning back into Ann. Yahweh has allowed me to be put in situations to allow myself to see “I got this!” and I’m not in this alone. While I was going through my crazy day Holy Spirit comforted me the entire time. Today wasn’t as great as Him singing to me in jail but all’s well that ends well, right? 😜
Back on the road and back to work today 🙏
Lord, show me something!! Something amazing that confirms Your word spoken over my life!
Moral of this story: in my darkest times He is always there to help me and today I needed Him more than I needed air; air conditioning! 😘
Be Still & Shut up 