Today has been like a really great day. God is still having to reassure me that the bottom isn’t about to fall out, but only a tiny bit now. I trust Him and I trust that I’m ready. He’s telling me I am and I’ve kinda wanted to slam on the brakes a little. I want everyone to know that I have no idea what I’m doing except I’m doing what I am told to do. 😂 I am learning just like everyone else. I am the same as everyone else and since He did it for me He will do it for you. I believe Him, He brainwashed me well.

Jesus has told me that anytime I talk about my love for Him Holy Spirit is healing people around me. I’ve tried this and I’ve seen this work and I want to go live so others that I can’t physically get to can be healed. Do I know if everyone will be healed, no not 100 on that and only bc I’ve seen people He’s told me to go pray for transition Home. I didn’t like this and took it kinda personal, but I’ve learned I can’t stop a persons time, that book. I do want to lift the dead tho! I want to see that w my own eyes! He’s told me I would and He confirmed this Word 3 times.

I don’t know what is going to happen tbh. I just know that this is a test and I take it tomorrow. If one person gets healed or I can plant the seed of Jesus in one I’ve passed. I want everyone healed but small beginnings. My family has been my guinea pigs. If a doc can’t fix it Jesus and Grami can and I love that. I hate my babies being sick and when they are I get a call, then when they wake up they are better by what I’ve told their parent to do. It is the coolest thing ever!!

I know what it’s like to be sick bc I was. Jesus healed me and now I want everyone healed bc I understand how much it sucks to be in pain, for your body to not do what you want it to do, for your thoughts to be 5M different places at once making sleep impossible. I have lived it and we don’t have to! I love the fact that I am here to destroy the works of the enemy. Sickness, illness, disease etc are all from the enemy. Jesus doesn’t want His bride sick! By His stripes you are healed! We don’t receive bc we think we don’t deserve it. Ladies and gents we are sooo worthy! God lives on the inside of you! He’s coming back for a church without a spot or a wrinkle.

Heartache causes a lot of diseases. So does our soul being damaged. We manifest soul pains in our bodies. We have to forgive. When you don’t it causes resentment, anger, wrath etc and all of this causes dis-ease or disease in your body. That is one of the enemies tactics – get you so angry you hold a grudge. You are forgiven AS (meaning the same way) you forgive others. If it’s only half way then … yep, you’re only forgiven partially too. Unforgiveness, lies, pride, … all demonic legal entry and when they can they will pounce. There is no sin bc Jesus became sin but when we don’t live by the commandments Jesus left us we allow ourselves to be hit by the enemy bc we were stupid. Forgive!! It’s not for them it’s for you!! And are you humble enough to say you’re sorry?

That jumped off track. When I tell people all I do is talk about Jesus it’s the truth. I’m way too much for some folks and I’m ok w that. I will be crazy to the world but to believers they will understand or they will want to. My job is to help everyone know what I know, heal all and bring as many as I can into the kingdom before I die as possible. That sounds like a mission statement haha. I kinda like it.

This live to talk about my love for Him and His for us I’m kinda excited about. I’ve seen Him heal backs, necks, asthma, aneurism gone, tumors dissolve, skin conditions cured, and a blister disappeared! See why I want to do this. My God this is phenomenal!!

This going live stuff is way out of my comfort zone but I’m not failing a test!!