I am in my bed at noon not feeling 100%, something has been up w my tummy since 0200. I did get up and take communion and my belly felt better. I am healed! In the name of Jesus!
I don’t feel bad. I don’t hurt. I just feel like I need to rest, so I am.

Ever had people try to make you feel bad, guilty, worthless for laying in bed because you don’t feel good? I have too, but I don’t feel like that anymore and you should never allow others to make you feel that way either! Romans 8:1

Me not feeling good and needing to lay down would cause me great anxiety and distress bc internally I’d be fighting to help myself while at the same time trying not to disappoint others. It was exhausting and I’m doing me now! I was so afraid someone wouldnt love me if they knew how broken I really was on the inside, not just the injuries but in the inside of me. We have to live inside out. All the love you’ll ever need is on the inside of you! The people pleasing part of me died! 😜 I love me and Jesus loves me!

These days never happen bc I do not ever feel like I’m not at a party – unless it’s bedtime. I love the energy, strength and stamina. It’s superhuman and I have heard the noises my belly has made but no pain. It’s like I’m witnessing my body fight a stomach virus but I am not feeling it. Communion helped!helped sooo much the noises have stopped.

Take the day!
Take it bc you can!
Take it bc you don’t feel good.
Take it bc you feel great!
Take the day!!
Sometimes we need to reset and take the day!

I’d rather get up and dance. It feels like it takes way more energy to make myself be still.

Nope can’t do it. Going to take communion again and then outside to sit in the grass…
Stop
Gotcha! It’s a be still kind of afternoon.

I knew there was something You wanted me to see! I don’t ever feel bad but when I do I know something is up. Thanks for all the time I get to tabernacle with You!

Not sure what He’s got planned but I’m just gonna chill in my bed talking to Jesus for the rest of the afternoon.

A strong spirit will sustain a man. Proverbs 18:14

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