I am so amazed by what Yahweh is doing in my life. It is simply amazing to watch Him work. I am not doing any of this I am just a willing vessel. I LOVE the testimony’s and people reaching out and telling me their stories!

You know how He got the people pleasing out of me? What do you have to lose? Not a thang! I’ve died and been to jail… I think that is about as bottom as one can hit. As long as I have Him I have everything! As long as I do what He says He will always take care of me. He has had to take care of me because without Him I’d be homeless. People think they know but they don’t have half a clue about my life. Don’t let all the pretty pictures fool ya! I died fighting for this life, like literally.

I can see ignorance everywhere. Ignorance is living in the darkness and there is a light that can save everyone! I am sooo grateful to Him and His light. My God thank You for showing up for me! Jesus is your answer!

It was ALLL worth it! All of it and I’m grateful! Being grateful for a tragic event sure does help tell it. I didn’t want to tell anyone I went to hell. Saw hell, went to hell… same thing right? I’m not there now and I give Him all the praise for that! I’m so glad it wasn’t my time to die! Nobody will ever know the true measures of gratitude that lives in my heart.

Not only did He reach in hell and pull me out but He healed me! I promise to tell it all. We know you are… We are right here with you. It’s a hard truth to hold and carry. I am bawling as I write this. Ahh! My heart gets me right next to Him, the angels show up and I can’t help the crying. You’re gonna see it a lot and I never want that to change. I’m beautiful even when ugly crying. It’s ok. I’m ok for them to see.

My granddaughter, Lily, was with me yesterday and I was writing with Holy Spirit when all of a sudden He flooded my house and Lily came and sat in my lap and I was just crying. She was loving all over me and said what’s that? I knew she felt Him and I told her that’s Jesus. That He was with us. I said, “yes, I leak when He shows up like this” and we laughed.

After Lily left I had an angel of His presence show up and my body bowed before I knew what was happening. I had to ask … what’s going on? My body felt His presence … it was cool. I hit my knees and then bowed before Him! I’ve had this happen twice now.

I know He is with me and I feel Holy Spirit all the time! If I don’t I start repenting and asking where I went wrong. I do not want to grieve Him ever!! My heart is set to please the Father. My Father and I are one but He is greater than I.

If I can’t hear Him well I fast. I will fast whatever is bugging me away from me! There is POWER in a fast!!