I need a vacation. My gosh at the warfare in October. I’ll be so glad when the moon changes and we shift with it. Chances are you’ve been all up in your feelings and some want others to feel all their junk too so they will come at you with their words. Rebuke everything that is not speaking life over you and you only speak the Word. This month has been a true test of controlling emotions. Some have failed and miserably. I know this bc they allowed the devil to use them against me … I was like, umm really what the crap is this 🤷‍♀️. Why you gonna let the devil use you like that?

The last few weeks have been full of the devil using folks and I just told them all “you need to take that to my Daddy and not me.” I smiled and was done. Whatever they were mad about had nothing to do with me. I can’t take their bad days personally (this was an excruciatingly hard place to get into) I was a firecracker and quite mouthy! But now I am being obedient to the Lord. This same situation has tried to get a response out of me since Oct 1- never happened! I prayed and told Holy Spirit to put His hand over my mouth if I even thought about getting mouthy. The odd thing is this time I expected it, was prepared for it, and it was ok. Daddy said He’s got it and I believe Him. October was tough last year and it has been so far this one but I’m walking out of this now! I felt like my whole world was crumbling last October and a volcano was exploding in my living room. I come out without being touched by an ash and didn’t even smell like smoke. He will do it again, that I’m sure of! He promised!

It’s become a predictable pattern of this month for a few people. Last year this moon made some of these exact people change. I could see what was in their heart even more clearly and this time it is all the way open and I can feel and see what’s bothering them. There ain’t no mask on anyone anymore. If you haven’t seen it you’re about to see. People are showing exactly how they really feel. Better get your heart right bc what’s in it will come out.

Power struggle between good and evil. Good will win out every time. I send love! Lots of His love and the enemy cannot penetrate my love bubble!

Love is a gift. The greatest of His gifts. I get this now. It is a fabulous gift how it expels negative energy bc I can feeling what others feel. It can be exhausting if there is even a crack in the foundation. Your built on the rock. The rock is truth. Truth is Jesus. Truth is a person you gotta be in a relationship with. And, you’re gonna have to tell the truth even when it hurts. I will say what He says say if I have tears streaming down my face.

I couldn’t settle in on a heart for a long time bc I’ll feel everything and tbh I haven’t wanted this. I don’t like grief. I don’t like depression. I don’t like fear. I don’t like rejection. I don’t like hate. I don’t like lies. I don’t like pain. I don’t like feeling those things and I know His people dont either. Love gives all the compassion you’ll ever need. (Matt 14:14, Acts 10:38) His love wraps around them and it’s healing. I don’t ever know what to say except “you wanna talk about it or just sit and hold hands? And, let’s give this to Daddy.” I don’t have all the answers.

He’s starting to tell me what all I will be teaching and digging deeper into and well, it’s all of it. This is for life and I’m all in! This is what I want. I just wanted to teach, settle down, open a business or something and travel… It isn’t necessarily what I get. I didn’t want to have to tell my story, not too much anyway, it’s crazy lol. I can laugh at it now and last night I was crying. Amazing what a nap can do. I’ve begged Him to not make me tell but I lost that. I’ve ran from it so when I tell people don’t be a Jonah I’m mainly talking to myself. I have to remind myself when the devil comes knowing what God has already done and I have to remind the enemy who is really the boss. Owning the authority!

You know how dumb we are as humans? Stupid humans man I tell ya! Jesus talked more about hell than he did heaven and people don’t believe. I didn’t believe but seeing is believing. Now that I know what I know and have seen what I’ve seen I want to shake people into reality. I have my words back now and the only thing I can do is plant seeds. I pray the seeds I plant rest on good soil.

We could go on a trip! There is Dallas, Denver, Gatlinburg, Nashville, Harlingen, Atlanta … we could 🙏😁