A cry from the wilderness

I feel kinda like John the Baptist must have. He must have felt so entrusted. So terrified of doing it wrong. How do you pave the way? How do we do this? How can we possibly prepare people for You?

I’ll show you. I showed him, I will show you. Thank You Holy Spirit! Thank You! I praise You for divine instructions! Guide us, direct our steps, and we give You full permission to take over and do it Your way, with zero hesitations! Thank You for infusing Your Will for us into our hearts. Thank You for merging the head and heart. Thank You for getting us all on the same page. I praise You! Your praise will forever be on my lips!

Demons in hell. I know hell is real because I have experienced it. When I died I went into hell first. I never wanted anyone to know this. Who would? But, as time as progressed and He has shown me why and I have come to realize this was a huge blessing for me and my family. if it had been my time to die I would have busted hell wide open on a slip and slide that had been soaped down. I was not a bed person in our definition of “bad people” but I was a wicked person according to the word of God. I praise Him! Thank You for smacking me back in line! He has been setting me free of not wanting to talk about this all this morning. He is so good to us. This post is supposed to be about the demon lizard looking monster things in hell that are torturing people. People we may know!! This should hit your heart and you should never want people to go there. That is what knowing does to me. I know it’s there and I don’t want anyone to have to experience it, EVER!! I didn’t want anyone to even have to get a visual but I understand bc I wanted to know too. If it’s out there I want to see it. I’m sick of life this way and there has to be more. There has to be a new way of doing things. Show me something. Change me and do whatever it takes. I bow to You! If You are real show me. This was my prayer the night I died. And He told me He was going to show me. Before I drove off I told my kids God was not finished with me yet. He had told me but I didn’t know it was going to go down the way it did. I praise Him that it did though! I saw! I felt! I breathed it in! I felt it! I felt the horror! I saw the demons. I saw the principalities. I saw the Word. I saw heaven! I saw the throne room of God! I saw the giant staircase. I saw the train. I saw. I saw!! It amazes me. I praise Him for healing me and for showing me bc in the midst of all of this I met Him and He threw His love all over me. He put Himself inside me and I live in Him. We are one but He is greater than me. He pours His love into me and it’s fabulous, beyond words.

He won’t do anything without our permission and I have agreed so we have to talk about hell. Demons are ugly and the demon lizard looking monster things are the ugliest most retched thing I have ever seen. They looked like something off of some sci-fi movie where creation had been manipulated and deformity occurred. The head is like sort of a t-Rex but not all dinosaury but it has some fleshly looking appearance as well with huge gnashing teeth like the dinosaur teeth, but size appropriate ya know. The body looks like a lizard without feet and fat. Like some lizard some snake. And they have hands. They have those horn looking things that frogs have all over them. Disgusting is what they ate. They have such a stench. So bad it’ll take what little breath you can muster in the heat and burning fumes of hell. I’m not sure if there is even oxygen there or if air is needed bc there is no life there. I’m totally not sure about bow all of that works nor do I want to know. Some things I don’t want to know or experience!! Be careful what you ask for! I asked for this but didn’t ask for this, ya know?! Haha

Know it’s all real. Excuse my language but this 💩 is all real. It’s like a science fair project gone bad and we need to examine ourselves from within. Ain’t no bitterness or hatred or pettiness in heaven. That must all be healed bc He is coming back for a church without spot or wrinkle. Those seeds, plants or trees living in the garden of our hearts must be chopped down. God is our battle ax and He will chop it down and clean it up so great that the soil is ready, that the weeds are extinguished and the blooms are pruned so well that they yield fruit in every season. I love Him so dearly and incredibly! He fills my heart with gladness. He is my sunshine! He is my life!