Something is up and I haven’t been able to put my finger on it, yet. I woke up today wanting to day drink… haha… I don’t even drink but I want to go to Beale and have a burger, and maybe a blue fruity drink 😅 possibly a Bloody Mary, maybe a beer.
Drinking would lead to dancing. Dancing to flirting. Flirting to swapping numbers. Swapping numbers to texting. Texting to let’s hang out. Let’s hang out to sex. Ummm… that might be the root. I miss sex! Not even gonna lie about it. Daddy, you gotta nip that until it’s time to awaken that aspect of me! Recreate my virginity in my body and in my mind so I have absolutely nothing to base this experience by. Oooo, that is exciting! 😊 a reboot!

Those are things old me did and we have to put her up. She must go! In the name of Jesus!! Thank You Daddy. Every knee will bow to include yours! I looked for love in all the wrong places only to find all the love I’ll ever need is on the inside of me. God is love!

If you have to have a substance in you to hang out w someone you need to check the inside of you and stop dating until you know real love. Speaking from experience! The bottom of that barrel is empty. Emptiness! Trust me when I say you’ll be so much happier! Happy in all areas of your life!

The winds of change are blowing furiously! He is about to shake everything up! I love that!! MORE, MORE, MORE- I hunger for more of You!

Ho! Everyone who thirsts,
Come to the waters;
And you who have no money,
Come, buy and eat.
Yes, come, buy wine and milk
Without money and without price.
Isaiah 55:1

I am going up into heaven and hanging out w my brother, my best friend and my Daddy today! Yay! That’s so exciting and I’m sure not bored anymore!