I went on such a great little day trip today. Friday I got a call from someone in my past. I was shocked, but answered. The next day he called back 7 times. The last time I heard from this person in this manner he had a stroke. Praise Jesus He sent me there and I was in town when it happened. I was able to stay until he was released and home. I think this was about 7 years ago, something like that. He lives about 2.5 hours from me, and that is how far he lived from me my whole life. I, personally, could never have a child that lives that close and not see them but to each their own. Some live in the same cities. I’ve made peace w all that but I’m not sure he has.

I’m guessing you’ve figured out this person is my biological father. God had to deal w me yesterday, knowing He was sending me today. I wasn’t looking forward to this and I love traveling this country — a whole bunch! I don’t even mind driving now! Freedom sure feels good! Jump up and down good! Like, I literally just did. Just jumped up and down. Fearless and fabulous February I welcome you!

The spirit of rejection yesterday was what I was up against. I was told my whole life I wasn’t wanted. Rejection is tough especially when it’s a parent but if can be healed. I’ve learned that if I pray it for others I’ll get it! So, I pray the same things I want for myself over all of us. I don’t even pray for me anymore. I thank Him instead bc it is already finished! I praise Him for teaching me and for making me a son! It’s really time to walk in this sonship! Thank You!

My dad is in good health considering what he’s been through. He is lonely and God has been talking to him and he wanted to talk to, look at, and visit with me. I went and he asked me why I was there. I said being 100, God sent me. I was an answered prayer today.

The sweetest thing I heard all day, it almost made me cry and he did have tears in his eyes (it was a most precious moment) he said, Jesus chose me, me Melissa, to be one of HIS disciples and I’m so happy about that.” This still brings tears to my eyes and heart, it was beautiful for real! He may not of raised me but I wouldn’t be here if I weren’t apart of him too and I thank my parents for giving me life. I had a great childhood!! Don’t get me wrong some crappy stuff happened but that is not what I choose to remember. My parents, both of them, did the best they could with what they knew at the time. We all grow in wisdom and there ain’t no reason to hold grudges. They only hinder us not the one we are holding them against. Life is too short and Yahweh is a God of restoration! Today I walked into a promise- my family being restored to new and that they all support me. I needed the restoration more than the support but it’s good having it. They were the last ones on the list. God, I love that list! Thank You for answering! I have a fabulous little sister that is just beautiful! Today was a good day! Thank You Daddy! I praise You! Thank You!

Every generational curse was broken today- Praise The Lord !! Everything He has delivered me from everyone I was around today will experience the same. Hugging, laying on of hands, impartation. This trip was pretty great, in the natural and in the spirit. A lot was accomplished in the spirit, and that is always great news!! Amen! Thank You for Your finished works! Thank You for being a God of restoration!