I was terrified when Holy Spirit told me that He was prepping me to be an apostle. Terrified!! It still makes my heart cry bc she is so grateful. I understand undeserving more than anyone would ever think by looking at me. Looks can be deceiving! I don’t look like anything I’ve endured. Look at this body!! My God! And half of it was broken! My face was broken and my jaw was rebuilt! Jesus what a miracle You did there bc people were so afraid for me my face would stick (it was pretty disfigured). Thanks for being the docs hands!

I’m glad this happened to me, now. I am proof of a living God. I am proof of Yahweh! I am proof of the love of Jesus! If you watch these videos I’m proof of the Holy Spirit bc He speaks through me and you can tangibly feel Him, especially when He helps me give my testimony. (I feel Him and others tell me they do! Awesome!)

If you feel unworthy let me help you- I went to hell and here I am! I am worthy and so are you! He died for us, for me, for you. Personalize it. This will prove His love for you! You will know Him as love and you won’t need it from any other source. He still practically has to kick me out of my house bc I’d soak in His presence all the time! He is the best! He is my life! He gets us where we need to be. We’ve not been live but been pretty busy. I love ministering to His children and He has the answer for everything. I don’t and have had to commit to not taking anything personally and telling the truth. It’s Him not me! He’s so cool in how He presents. I mean! I get to watch Him! He will tell a demon to go, correct the problem inside someone and heal. It is pretty awesome! I’ve begun to see this start immediately! 🙌🙌 praise Jesus!

This is going to be so much fun!! I love people and my heart is set to heal!

Acts 10:38
how God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and with power. He went about doing good and healing all who were oppressed by the devil, for God was with him.

🙌🙌🙌🙌 praise Jesus! This is amazing! I’ve been in several tests since that last fast, my God some of them were off the chart – thank You! Thank You for seeing me through!

So much has changed inside of me. This heart opened. Like not only grew 16000 sizes but opened itself up to love completely. Faith it until you make it! People do not understand the mindset brain injury put me in, and studying serial killers in grad school prolly didn’t help haha, (seeds) I was getting dark! I called one of my friends once and told her I needed help and her first words were, “does this include a body?” 🤣 why yes, yes as a matter of fact it does… we had to go take the peace that was fully laid on us like a blanket to a funeral. God had already gotten me by then but she knows knows me. Only a handful of people know. Satan was on my ass and had been since my wreck. A very select few know what I saw through those 10 years and what He was teaching me.

Y’all, we can control anything that has energy! ANYTHING! I’m still learning but what I have seen is AMAZING! All it takes is a little faith! Just that the size of a mustard seed 😁 we all started w that measure of faith now grow it. Put all your trust in Him. My heart just bowed! Yay!! I’ve been fully surrendering for like a year – she just wholeheartedly meant it. Stubborn ass! I know! Not w You. Not anymore! I’m ALL IN! My heart didn’t skip a beat for the first time ever! Wow! She is ready! We are so proud of you kid! You’re about to reap a huge harvest! Praise the Lord! Amen! I receive! Thank You!

Well, if y’all been waiting on me… there ya have it.