I am dealing w such an intense breakup. Thing is we really broke up awhile ago but I’m seriously just catching how terrible this relationship was. It was so one sided, there was no love on their part and it really did hurt me for this revelation to sink in. I mean we go through life w these meaningful things and then we see we always cared more than they did, if they ever did. I really did all I could to not have to end this relationship and it is sooo hard not going back. I do love them but I can’t stop one cycle and then start another. That’s like insanity. I’m breaking all cycles and that means I’m having to end things w chocolate for now. I was replacing sex w chocolate bc I gave up sex a long time ago. Replaced my need or desire for sex w chocolate (rolling my eyes at myself) the revelation of this …. Ugh. Thank You Lord for all of it coming off my hips, now kindly send me my husband! Thank You!