This is my new assignment for the next 21 days. 21 days is a brain cycle and how to create habits that will move us in the right direction. I write each day but I dont publish them to the world. These will be published. They will not be edited. This is merely sitting down and putting what is in the forefront of my mind on paper. I dont care. I am good with that. I have shared this entire process with the world. These are just going to be my random thoughts for a solid hour. This should be fun lets see what she thinks about. There are 60k random thoughts that emerge throughout any given day. My Addie is in here with me playing on the blue balance ball i have in my office and she’s doing well. She just gave me a high five. Did you know that a high five programs your brain for success ? It does. I love the brain tricks He has taught me. She asked what assignment was because I told her I was sitting here for an hour writing, that it was an assignment. Task at hand, this is my job at the moment. He has told me I am a write of His and He is training me. I am being obedient. There is no telling what will come out in these. Hahaha good thing i dont care and that you made me kind, not nice. Wooo that one was hard because we want to be nice. We dont want to instinctively hurt people. We want everyone fed, clothed, bathed, housed, properly cared for and loved. I cried watching a seal be saved this morning and a momma dog reunited with her puppies. It was crazy beautiful and I have learned i love my Daddy and HIs crazy self. That was compassion. I praise Him for putting that in me. I understand how that animal felt. Thing is we never look at all animals as needing saving. We are all animals of some sort and need saving. It was a nice moment for her heart and the Lord. She saw another prayer answering within herself. All my prayers for myself is for change inside of me. I dont pray for money. I dont pray for health. I dont pray for natural things. I expect them. I want supernatural change inside of me bc i truly want to be the change i desire to see in the world. She’s crying. She means that. That is me checking myself. How do I really feel about something ? I am brutally honest with myself. It took a lot of communication, honesty, rewrites, and forgiveness to get here. I am not perfect but practically in every way. That’s what Daddy says anyway, about us all, not just me. Please dont ever think I am someone special bc I may be to some but to our Daddy we are all the same. He is not a respecter of persons and if He did if for me He is obligated to do it for you and thinks the same towards you. So, we are practically perfect in every way. That felt good to write and she actually believed that. He has been brainwashing me to see myself the way He does and she believed that. We are so proud. So proud of her. Thanks Daddy. I am so proud of myself. I love you and I love sharing my excitement with you.
So, I’ll write about something i learned today that we all need to know. This was a whole new definition of apostasy and apostate. My Lord, we have all done this. There will be a great falling away that will usher in the anti-Christ but this goes deeper from what I learned this morning and we are all going to repent.
I was watching Dereck Prince this morning. I am fasting and feasting on Him and that is what He told me to listen to this morning. I didn’t listen to the entire sermon because He took me to what He wanted me to hear. In this video Dereck Prince was going through the definition of what we have been taught about apostates and who they are etc but he went into the Greek meaning of the word. He said it is directly turning away from what the Lord told you. Let’s say Noah didn’t build the ark. He would hav been being completely disobedient and full of unbelief like the rest making him an apostate. Praise Yeshua that it didn’t go down like that but have you ever not done what He told you and then looked back on why? It’s because we didnt believe Him. Which would mean we had fallen away from His truth. No! We rebuke that! We are not walking in disobedience but at all costs we are speaking Your truth. Your Will be done! these are going to be the shortest hours of my life writing with Him. Daddy, forgive us for we did not know. We have been ignorant and we thank You for show us and waking us up to this. We have all been guilty of not being obedient, forgive us. Perfect our love walk where we desire to be obedient to You. Thank You for showing us. I love you so much!
All it takes is one lie to corrupt an entire belief system. One lie! Many shouldn’t be teachers bc of this. They are truly teaching false stuff and its so are for people to discern these bc we dont know enough of You for ourselves. Lack of relationship. Dont walk away from Him. He makes me mad sometimes too and then i seek why and have to end up repenting because it was me. I am so pleased to know the block isn’t me and that it is being removed. Thank YOU! For ending that loop!! we have work to do and I am not wanting to wait on anyone. I have stuff i am changing in me too. I dont claim to know it all because i know i dont. I learn something new each and every day.
I love these people He has assigned to me. Some call these people their kids, their spouses, their grands – I call them all assignments and i love them to the depths of my soul. This girl walked through hell for them and has never told them .. never told them the path our entire family was on .. never told them what I saw and I wont. Me coming back changed that. I am eternally grateful to You Yeshua. My God You are my Rock, my protector, my fortress, my love, my life.. thank You. If You never did another thing for me in this entire life You did enough on the cross. Thanks for Your word and for giving me back the years i lost. With the years we can accomplish things. Thanks for bringing me back. I was so mad for long like why did i do this to myself and why did He let me. I was mad about coming back and He would hav to remind me. I praise Him. My God i would have never made it through this without you. Thank You for healing me and putting me in my right mind and right with You. I cannot ever praise You enough. Three of the babies He has given me are in my living room watching about animals being saved. Their hearts are so precious and they are so wise. If people only listened to children. Out of the mouth of babes. There will come a day where they dont want anymore children and that makes me cry. People will grow their children instead of giving birth. They are going to miss an amazing opportunity… from what I have learned they are already doing this. It was a little shocking to find this out. I see so much of the Bible coming to life. I see so my prophesy taking place. I see the enemy trying to usher in things and my Daddy is gonna strike the land and put a stop to that. Oh my God! Is that what you did too? I am learning what all those ground strikes did on NYE and NYD. He blows my mind! Angels created the booms. Me hitting the ground was their sign and everyone is dying to self, the ego. We are being molded in His image. It’s simply amazing He is using me in such great ways. Blows my mind. I would have to say that was a mighty exploit. I wish i would have recorded it. Lessoned learned!
The other morning i was sitting here praying and I saw scripture. It was calling me. Jesus wept. That was it. That was the whole scripture and then i started to cry with Him. I have been thinking some of the sadness i feel is the collective but it is Him. His heart was sad and He cried the other morning which made me cry too. I was so sad He was sad. I look at the condition of things and what we have done and how far we have strayed from Him and His ways and I cry out in repentance and ask for change. So many people are being deceived. It hurts my heart. I cant save the world but Yeshua can! He did, already has and the enemy is so scared of him that people think he was a mythical creature. A magical unicorn or something. Whether folks believe in the Bible or not there were historians that recorded his death and resurrection… is all of history lying too? Well, i can almost see the validity in people not believing history now. They have tried to change it but history always repeats itself until the cycle is broken. We need strategies on this please.
If i could write a letter to the collective it would let them know how loved they are and how truly worthy we are. We have been oppressed and lied to so much we dont even know who we are. We dont know that we are a three part being just like Yeshua. We dont know that the spirit in each and every person on earth is Yahweh. They might have an few more too but He is there. If you make your bed in hell I am there. You cannot get rid of Him because you are Him having a fleshly experience with a soul that needs to be saved in a body with a whole personality. When you get to know your spirit you know who you are and how powerful you are and why the enemy wants you oppressed. This would be my 30 second teaching to the world!
11 mins to go. Not bad thoughts. I am proud of her and what she thinks. I just heard that. She mentioned the business. We are so getting there kid but we are not writing about that here. I have your strategy. Oh yay! Thanks.
I love Him so much. He is so gracious to us. He is so amazingly good to us. I’m so thankful lets pray these last few minutes.
Daddy, we praise You. You are so good to us. So much we could never thank You enough. Thank You for bringing everything to yourself that you need. thank You for supplying all our needs and for showing us grace. Father, where we have walked away from. You, not believed You, not been obedient we ask for forgiveness and in our hearts truly repent. Our hearts are set towards pleasing You and only You. We love you. Thank You for washing us, teaching us, showing us and making us new. Thank You for teaching us how to love ourselves. Thank You for showing us Who You are. Thank You that we know our God and we do mighty exploits in Your name! I love you so much. I praise You. Thank You for bringing the promises into fruition quickly, at the speed of heaven. Thank You for teaching us time is nothingness and means nothing to the Kingdom. Thank You for putting us on Your timeline. Thank You for showing us Your truth. Thank You for our supernatural protection and provision. Thank You for our angels taht are contending with anyone that contends against us. Amen! I love that. Thank You for making our enemies Your enemies! Amen !! We receive Your word over and in our lives. We agree to adapt and adjust. We love You. Amen amen amen
When I feel my brain wanting to be active on things that are irrelevant i will start praying. If there is something i try to think on that He says not yet I will start praying. Learning to control all of that was fun. I looked at as a game and I am only in control and over myself. My only competition is yesterday me. You taught me well I give you all the glory amen!
If you stayed with me until the end of that I love you! You are worth more than all the rubies. 111 left on the clock. May the Lord bless You and keep you, shine His face upon you, lift His countenance on You, be gracious to you, give you peace and make 2023 your best heart year yet! Amen amen amen have a fabulous day. The timer is going off. Not too bad of an hour now I can play with the girls – ahh, thank You!!
Be Still & Shut up 