I am up seriously early today but I have a new baby. Oakley was born last night. I am a Grami again to a precious baby boy. We didnt tell anyone about this pregnancy to keep everything away and her pregnancy and delivery went so great. I woke up to a phone call and then saw the photo of my only grandson. I am so excited to meet him this morning. The hospitals are still limiting visitors and I want to spend time with Oakley, Tanner and Maegan and Paisley and not be rushed to let in another family member. They will be home before the weekend. Our Daddy is so amazing! This little guy is so perfect and weighs 8.2 and so healthy, has a head full of hair, and his cry was adorable. I cannot wait to hold this little piece of heaven.
Yesterday seems uneventful now that Oakley is here. I had so much that I thought I needed to write about but now it totally escapes me. Thank You so much for blessing. Thank You for answering my prayers with his delivery and for him being so perfect and he looks like his daddy, my baby, and now he is the baby of our family. It will be many years before another grandchild is born to me. I have two sons that haven’t met me yet but one day they will have children.. they are still young so it’ll be awhile. I think its pretty neat how Tanner is the baby and now his baby boy is.
I have been fighting Lilith in my sleep in the spirit and rebuking and canceling things in the natural. She tried to come at me in my sleep and I have bruises on my right arm but her.. ha! I Cut her head off just like I did jezebel. Hallelujah! This new level new devil stuff has proved to be correct from from experience. I have a girl in my group who is truth serum and she just asks, “who are you” and the demons in them tell her. We have also been up a Japanese half spider half woman demon called Arachne – who would have ever thought they were real? Well, they are! It took bits and pieces from all of us to figure out who we were fighting. We put it together and hit the demon book. Vampires too.. energy vampires. Then we were up against a blood bond and learned taht this is signing a contract with satan. Some kind of draconian stuff that we are still researching. We had to go in the spirit and render the contact null and void. Cancel it and then did the supernatural blood transfusion. It was a pretty cool experience but my goodness this complete freedom it took us so much war, so many prayers, and canceling of things … 2 years worth and i am not exaggerating this process of freedom from all these chains took 2 years but we did it. This blood bond almost killed her. I would literally feed her energy to resupply her so she could breath. My energy cannot be depleted but she was being drained by a vampire of sorts bc of a blood bond. Praise Yeshua for showing us, her being ready to break it and for the ability of His blood to undo all we have done to mess ourselves us.
I closed some demonic portals in my city yesterday. I have always opened portals that was my first time shutting it. I went to the places to get a visual so I knew exactly where I was in the spirit and then I saw the portals and zipped them up and covered them in the blood. Ain’t no reopening when God slams it shut with the blood! Amen amen amen
My daughter is being awakened and He told me it was going to be forced and it has been. If you refuse He will make something happen where you have no other choice but Him to win. He is the only way to win. His word is the true power we have.
I feel myself getting sleeping. I have only been writing about 30 mins. I have been mostly praising Him and crying as I sit here counting my blessings.
I have noticed and learned some things about myself with this new birth. I want to share these moments with someone. You won! I do want to be married. I have been being groomed for this for 3 years and am excited about it but I think my heart finally just now saw she does want this. He’s asked me hundreds of times what I wanted and i just said whatever you want. That is true but that is not the answer He wanted. Inside of me I have to desire what He is giving me and I haven’t if I am 100. I have been scared he wouldn’t like me… how insane is taht but that was a root. This marriage prep has been like a thorn 😉 but I tell ya what… Daddy trained me so well. I have been married to Him and learned how to be a wife. I am finally truly a wife and have graduated from thinking it to knowing it. There is a difference in someone that dates for marriage and someone who dates to have fun or get laid. I dont date period and have absolutely no desire. The only man i care about getting to know right this second is Oakley. I love my husband and want to get to know him as well but Oakley is brand new. He’s still got the residue of heaven all over him. I cannot wait to meet him. I cant wait to meet them both to be honest. I think my human husband the Lord chose is gorgeous, he needs some spiritual work but I dont mind helping with that as long as He receives.
This movement of Yah is women and some men aren’t gonna like this. Daddy has prepared me for the backlash of being in ministry as a woman but I got Him! You picked right when You picked me if they need to be shut down bc … well, if they believe only men can do this and it isn’t a calling why didn’t they get their ass up and do it? Yes, ready for their junk and i laugh at it. They misconstrue, twist and warp .. it annoys me. The amount of boldness i see coming though is all him. I know I will have to confront someone about something they have done if they dont come to me first .. Daddy has given them a grace perilous and if it isnt met I will do exactly as He says and I have learned I do not like confrontation at all. At all! I have also found that when I am tired, and hungry is when my flesh feels the hardest to overcome. I have gotten the hunger part tamed but this tired stuff. It gotten to where if I even feel someone in my driveway or on my property I wake up and just rise into action. The first time it happened i was deep in meditation hangin with Yeshua and then I was walking to my door letting people in. Nobody had knocked yet but they were walking up to my door. I knew they were here and just jumped up. Then, i felt a guy in my yard and woke up on NYD .. he was out there picking up pecans. I just knew he was there.
The knowing is differing with each passing day. There is a deeper knowing of who I am, who He is and what He has said. It is like that is all i know. I have tried to search my brain for junk that I know used to be there and its gone. When I forgive it is wiped which is totally fine with me. You will look for your enemies and not be able to find them. He truly does amaze me.
I have company tonight and a lot of energy under one roof and i can feel Him rewriting the neural pathways of someone close to me and i feel Him doing that right now. I have also been rebuking and uprooting seeds … the Bible is right.. the enemy comes to wear down the saints. Praise God our energy is replenished by Holy Spirit and there isnt anything we cant overcome. This is a season of mass deliverance.
I am so grateful He is using me and my house to heal His children. This gives me great reward! I am honored and delighted. I find all of this highly entertaining and enlightening.
Fear- that is what I feel coming from everyone in my house. I hate taht and i hate that demon. I cannot stand when people that operate in fear and try to manipulate a situation, it’s irritating they are out spreading fear instead of faith and these are supposed to be people of Yah.. wheat from the tares, separating.. oh, I know Daddy but it is most frustrating at times. I also have seen things happening in slow motion, time is an illusion and I have noticed this more times than I can count.
This went over an hour because of the warfare i feel and have had to cancel. I feel like I could finally go back to sleep. It is 0300 and I’ve been up and in my office or my study as Kaylee calls it since midnight. Looks like I had 3rd watch tonight.
Daddy, i praise You for so many things. Thank You for bringing Oakley into this world without any issues. He is safe and perfect. Thank You. Mom and baby are both fine and I am so grateful and so proud of Maegan. Thanks for helping her, its not easy having a baby without an epidural thanks for all of this! I love You so much Thanks for keeping us all safe and for the deliverance of everyone in my house. Thank You for our dream life and how it lets us know what is on the inside of us we need to clear. We praise You. Thank You. We rebuke and renounce anything the enemy tired to instill in us in the night season. I cancel all witchcraft and any entity tying to use the moon as magic I cancel that too. Al divination bow and go we are protected by Yah the God of the angels army! All fear i cancel your assignments now in the name of Yeshua. I uproot all seeds any of these demons left behind and command they shrivel up and die to never rise again in thought, will, deed or emotion in the name of Yeshua – Amen
Be Still & Shut up 