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Two days ago I bought a pack of cigars at the gas station in Wynne and went to get a pack today and they are $3 higher than they were 2 days ago. She said the individual ones are $2 now instead of $1.19 … another proof of a time hop. Weird and if they dont go down that was it. The very last time I buy a cigar unless it a big Cuban while on vackay. Fine with me. Doesnt hurt my feelings any.

My bed was totally destroyed this morning when I woke up which lets me know we were fighting something in my sleep. As long as we won! I dont have any new bruises or scratches so we did win. Ill ask Him later.

Yesterday He was trying to give me something about my husband and I wanted to change the subject but He wasnt allowing this. I dont care. If this happens or not … at this point in time it could happen or not and I am still perfectly fine with it being me and You.

I was asked how to get over people pleasing and I will put the answer here and make a video bc many need to know this. I love you so much I dont care what you think. If I care what you think it brings me out of flow. I refuse to get trapped in my mind on if you like me or not. I get all my validation from inside me (Yah). This is how I stopped people pleasing and I flat out told people “you or nobody else will take me from flowing with Him, you’re not going to make me feel bad about being obedient and should you try He will remove you from my life and.. He has. It is smart to have your hands open and let Him do His work in you and them. Your job is to stay close to Him and not worry about what anyone thinks but Him. He is your ticket into heaven not them and He will teach you what to say and when and how.

My internal clock is still feeling spring. Maybe that means something happens this spring that He is trying to prepare us for bc numerous people feel spring and not winter right now. It is 31 degrees and I have a spring smelling candle burning … one of those weird I create my reality things lol.

I am very appreciative that He has taught me to fast. There is a food shortage coming – please have 30 days worth in your home. I believe He will still drop Mana from heaven if He has to for His and bring water from a rock. I have a friend that said she saw me with a staff hitting a rock and water flowed from it. I trust Him.

I woke up irritated and rebuke and renounce anything the enemy tried to instill in me in the night season. We have to do this daily from what I have noticed. There is not a day off but I will be honest I am ready for one. I am ready for this fast to be over ..

I wonder what else has changed? I talked about time jumping on the live yesterday and feeling like I was phasing in and out of dimensions and I know how this sounds to the natural mind bc it trips mine out. She is still with me and lets me know when things will sound nuts to people not awake. Time is an illusion and everything is happening all at once , past present and future. This is what I am feeling. I am feeling us jump. What I am so curious about is what happened to the other body we left? If this isnt my real reality that I originally come from then who are these people? Did they jump with me? This is a huge reason why people get new graces each day … who are they? They may not be the one that did all those horrible things and may not know that it even happened bc we are on different timelines. This is why I call my power back from every timeline, every dimension, every conversation, every situation, every circumstance and these timelines can be condense, collapsed , inverted and backwards… cover all my basis and if I am really feeling funky I will call it back from every lifetime. Who knows how many times we have done this or how long this has even lasted ..

We have to make it where I love going live. I know this is part of what You have called me to but it is not my favorite. It will get better after these next few days. You’re learning to flow, Kid, take an easy , yes, sir.. I hear You.

7 days.. 7 days.. 7 days and this fast will be over. Praise the Lord. I have good news about Haileys house. Nothing, not even a stray dog has entered onto her property since I was out there. That is exciting to know it was all exposed, over and that Daddy fixed this. I praise Him so much! I love Him with all of me ! I have tasted and seen and judged You faithful and good. Thanks!

This has been a busy week but as I reflect only wonderful things happened even if they didnt seem wonderful at the time. Everything works for our good and for our purpose. The things that must happen to put us in our purpose is not always the best circumstance but He will do what He has to do to get you. My wreck got me so dont make Him do this. Just go to Him! He will destroy everything you put before Him- EVERYTHING! I know this bc He did it to me and told me everything I put in front of HIm would be moved out of my life. I stopped putting anything or anyone in His place. I learned to depend on Him and Him alone. Learning this an allowing Him to move people, places, things, in and out of my life has taken 3.5 years and I get it. I am ok with it and praise Him for removing some of them bc they were full of the enemy. Idk what they are like now and I dont care they are your kids and not my assignment nor my problem. This is how I had to look at things and not be a people pleaser. I love you so much i dont care what you think helped me more than anything I could have told myself to get over this. It’s the love. It’s His love that makes all of this possible. When you stop seeking external validation you wont care what others think. All your validation has to come from Daddy, and yourself. If you think you did good and Daddy does why does what anyone else think matter? This is what you have to ask yourself when you find yourself caring what another thinks. Is this person even in your future? Is what they say going to matter over what Daddy says? These questions helped me find my blocks and let me see I totally do not give a poop what others think of me. I love me and all my love, validation etc comes from me and Daddy. When you totally learn to accept all of you you wont care what others think. I know this seems like a lot but it is a huge hurdle we all have to cross and I have seen this is what sticks a lot of folks but you seriously arent stuck your finding your blocks.. you gotta give yourself grace too! Rome wasnt built in a day and neither was this life we have created based on fear and not love. It takes some time undoing what the enemy did and renewing your mind to what He says. When He says something WRITE IT DOWN bc in reality your brain is no better than mine when it comes to what He said you will forget. You will forget the details. Get a journal! I have heard from some men that we dont journal our feelings were men and I am like that is the most important reason to do it so you can heal your inner masculine and feminine energies … a man in his feminine energy will attract a masculine female. A man in his masculine energy with his feminine energy healed will attract a feminine female taht completes the duo. I have seen this and it takes healing the feminine energy, mommy issues, daddy issues etc. it takes healing and if you’re a man that is single but dating and your woman is masculine the problem is you and she needs to heal her masculine or she will not submit to the Lord. This is what some of the counterfeit relationships that the enemy has formed looks like. You’ll be able to notice this now.. go inside you and heal your energy. Your male energy lives on the right side of the brain and your female the left. There are tones (solfeggio tones) that will initiate this. You lay down and relax, meditate, and allow the music to play. This music hits on a tone that your body understands and will bring whatever issues you need to heal with this energy up allowing you to see what you need to face. When you see who this energy is mad at do not go off of them but forgive them this is the beginning of that healing. You must forgive. it is your numeral uno key! Once you forgive cover taht energy in the blood. You might have to do this more than once and heal your inner child. Get a pic of you before any trauma in your life and tell this child what their life will look like and send them love. You’re gonna have to parent your inner child with what you needed as a child. After this you merge the brain hemispheres and marry them. There are lots of meditation videos on YouTube for this. I have one up and the title is lets get married. The female energy in you will not submit to the Lord until she feels safe. She must heal! I pray that make sense. There is a verse He gave me to explain this to me. Eph 5 .. read Eph 5 and let Him guide you through this bc one thing I am sure of … He taught me He will teach you. He will complete this teaching in you.

We also do have energy centers in our body where energy gets stuck and will keep us in survival modes.. those tones do wonders for this as well. They will help balance you as does grounding but sometimes grounding isnt possible. When I cant ground and feel something in me I will go to YouTube and type in the emotion I feel and solfeggio tones. Like If I feel anger I will put on the music to clear anger. If its fear they have tones for that too. This music brings up what you need to clear and then Daddy will walk you though it to heal it. some of the stuff that came up while Iwas healing would piss me off so bad I wanted to slit some throats… I didnt and you wont either but that doesnt mean when You go internally you wont want to, just dont.

What do you want? This is what He just asked me. Truly, I want what You want. I have no desires taht arent Yours. I may want to speed up some of the timeframe, bc I don’t have one lol but I am good. I have absolutely everything I need and then some. I do want to see tho to be sure I didnt miss and got this right. I am ready to see what was promised.

If you prayed the prayer at the end of yesterdays blog post congratulations ! Your life is going to change … maybe a lot.. but it’ll all be worth it. Learn to say amen at everything coming your way. Someone cuss you out amen! You showed me who they really are. Someone lie on you. Amen! You showed me they are entangled with the enemy. Someone do anything and its amen bc this is working out for my greatest good I just cant see it yet. This term- amen Lord- got me through those very things. I smiled once while being cussed out. That was really Him and it happened bc someone was mad that I bowed to theLord and had to tell them no. They got mad bc they couldn’t manipulate me anymore. Praise the Lord! Even at that moment in time when all of that happened I was fine! I knew He would take care of me. I smiled when someone told me I was crazy.. if they only knew how much hahah

I pray this helps someone and that they heal completely. Amen! Thanks Daddy for teaching us and helping us to know these bodies and what they need and what all is on the inside of them, how to use them and how to trust them. Thank You!