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Today I am going to write until we clear this. My throat is on fire and I know it is bc there is a truth in me I am not speaking. Hahah.. not anymore bc I am not one to like pain. I need a new level of compassion Daddy. Fresh oil, new wine, enlarged capacity .. all of it. I trust you. I came back up here when I was finished to let you know this blog post is much more than normal. I did write until I felt better. If you stick it out I pray it helps you. If you are giving to this ministry I just want to say thank you and I love you so much. Each donation is prayed over and I pray a 1000 fold return to the giver.

When we get to a level of consciousness and our heart healing has been done we can feel when others think of us. When you know it is not you and you are thinking of someone else intrusively, like you cannot get then to go away that person is thinking of you. What are they thinking? What energy are you feeling? What are you hearing when you have those thoughts? Pay attention to your thoughts bc not all of them are yours. You have to be the observer of all thoughts and correct the old ways of thinking to get here. You have to start believing we are all connected. We are one consciousness. God is consciousness and we are all one. When you realize this it becomes so much easier to pray for others. The Body of Christ is One body … this makes it possible to feel what others feel bc we are one body. We are one mind (Christ Consciousness) and one body. What I remove from me I remove from the entire body. The wake up time varies as to when this occurs in others and if they are going to go with Yah or stay their own course. They may try to stay their own course but free will is a joke when He needs you. He will make it so bad they will want to walk with Him and His ways. You sure right on that.. been there done that lol. We praise You for bringing us through all of this and for taking us to the other side. For splitting the Red Sea and brining us out of Egypt but Daddy thank You immensely for getting all of Egypt out of us! Amen! Amen! Amen! I know I was a chore, thank You for staying with me and breaking all fear, doubt, shame, guilt, self doubt, self hate, insecurities of speaking, and all spirits to make me self sabotage off of me. Thanks! I felt that in my heart. I love the immediate manifestations going on inside of me and around me. Thank You … can we see how good this life can be? Will You show us? Show us why we were so important to You that You kept us alive. Thank You! Thank You! We receive and we receive at Your rate, flow, and capacity. Amen, amen, amen! It is finished !

I have heard the demons talking to a person to make them hate me. I wonder if they have figured that out yet. I can hear peoples hate and/or love towards me. I can feel when others think of me – how? I’m gonna tell you. When I am thinking of something else and working on something and thoughts intrude me that is someone else. Some of these are attacks that I feel on them and silence them immediately bc I can hear the hate. I can hear the demons and I can feel them. I can also feel when Holy Spirit is trying to resolve things with these people. That is exceptionally cool. When I hear like a psychic attack from a demon on taht person, I laugh. I can tell when they are under attack and when it is bc of me lol. Shoulda been nicer! When I feel HS tell me someone is thinking about me. I laugh. All of this is hilarious how it works to my flesh realm of me. She finds all of this hilarious. She knows what Holy Spirit did to her when she had to heal and when He was making her believe what He has told her.

I recently wrote about someone consuming my thoughts and came into agreement with Daddy. I was getting visions and heart felt tugs on my heart and when I asked what is this He showed me a vision of someone in particular. I already knew it was this person bc of what I was feeling but I wanted Him to verify. If you read these you know I am saltyyyy when it comes to this prophetic love story the Lord has me in. If you have been following for the last 3 years you know this is something I was very unsure of and didnt feel worthy of. I so laugh at that now and wonder if this man is worthy of me. I know we are worthy of each other but these are things He had to move me into with the thoughts He created for me to have. He will stick this person in my head and not let me move from this until I have completely forgiven and forgotten, and come into agreement with Him. If it takes me a few days to come on board with Him He will lay me down until I work through this. My throat HURTS! we gonna get through this. He told me what He does to me He is doing to him,TN, my husband. I wish He hadn’t ever told me. I love this man and have for as long as I can remember and I know he loves me bc of the drunk late night phone calls I always pick up. I am there to catch him each time his life goes down and i can tell bc he always calls. When he is lonely he calls me. When he is down he calls me. When is he going to see any of this? Lol… He shares with me everything when he’s been drinking, everything. I’m not sure he’s drinking anymore and this is a wonderful gift from above. With this calling I can never drink in public so I just dont. I will not be the reason someone thinks this is ok and I be the one make them to sin. Nope! Not me! So, I dont drink period. I used to would have a blood Mary occasionally but that desire is gone, sober minded is my new high lmbo, hilarious. I desire my calling. I desire my anointing. I desire what You have told me. I desire You more than anything You could ever possibly have assigned to me. I know why He told me bc it was a test of faithfulness and I have passed with flying colors. When Daddy told me that man was my husband, I married him right then and have been totally true to this. I also signed a spiritual contract Daddy presented me with – my agreement. I have not dated, do not entertain any conversations with men that do not revolve around my Daddy and I tell everyone I am already married. I have been tested plenty of times, been asked out and have gotten marriage proposals but i am married in my head and in my heart. I will not fail Yeshua and this is part of my calling.

That’s funny bc she was so unsure of her worthiness bc she had been beaten down to the dirt … so brainwashed by a narcissist that I was a terrible person and everything was my fault. I started to take all the blame this person could dish out. Wanna know why? Turning my other cheek allows my Daddy to go after them. I dont have to do anything but bless them. Now this person, the narcissist, is being humbled bc their grace period for repentance is over. I pray for their mercy Daddy. That’s all i got. No hatred, no anger, no nothing but i do ask for their mercy. I know what happens when You finally have had enough of our crap. Forgive us Father, for we have not understood or known.

Each time he would put TN in my head He would start working on my heart. i could feel Him writing new pathways about this person and I have felt Daddy in this persons head working on things. We are connected, some of us are just more awake than others. I am soul tied to this person so I can feel what they feel. I can tap into him but I dont purposely do this bc i dont want to force myself on him or manipulate any of this..and, I dont want to know what he’s doing. When He would tap me in before I could even tell what this person was eating. Bacon appears to be a favorite. The details I know trip me out… I have serious issues lol. Sometimes I wonder if we can know too much. Spiritual courtship is what this has been and it has all been orchestrated by Holy Spirit. I keep hearing any moment he’s going to contact you and tell you how he really feels… im ok with this and will let him express himself fully. It is completely unnecessary though. You’ve told me but if he needs to I come into agreement with You on that. It’s weird being in this and knowing and feeling … ready to see something for sure. I felt fear just be cleared. I guess some part of me was still scared to do this. No. I am not afraid. I would go to the courthouse today … yep, she meant that. He’s been telling me this for so long that He has sunk it into me where I truly only desire what He has for me. Oh, if you didnt know why He told me who it was its bc I was a cheater. Went to hell for having an affair so, Daddy told me and told me to stay faithful. I have. I have not had sex in 4 years. When Daddy told me to stop having sex, I did. When He told me I was married I became married that day. Why even entertain anything not of him. That would put my heart on the line and someone else’s that I know is not mine. No! No desire to mess things up for myself or anyone self.

Ordained before the beginning of time. I wonder if we are supposed to find each other in every lifetime and how many times we have and how many times we haven’t. I bet it was each time the Lord intended. Who knows how many times we have to come here but I honestly think we do it until we get it right. I want to get it right this time, I truly have no desire to come back to earth but maybe we could check out a new galaxy lol. Daddy also used music to help me love this man in a supernatural way. He has also shown me some of our future together. I have seen the lake house and it is fabulous. I have seen the beach house and it is amazing! I am not sure when all of this happens but what i am sure of is that I trust the Lord. If it happens today I am ok. If it happens tomorrow I am ok.

I come out of agreement with everything of the enemy that I willingly or unwillingly come into agreement with. I cancel every demonic contract now in the name of Yeshua and render it null and void. I ask Holy Spirit to burn us off every demonic alter now. Thanks! I come into full agreement with what You have said and spoken over me. Be it unto me as You have spoken, Lord.

I feel like there is more she wants to know but then at the same time doesnt. If the Father is taking you to the book of Esther He has you in a preparation phase before marriage. Each one of us has a mate that is being prepared. The book of Esther will give you the entire prophetic love story and how everyone coming against you will fall and that all is well but there has to be a lot of trust bc this is not easy. There are many women watching their husbands in counterfeit relationships. We demand the enemy loose his hold on our husbands now in the name of Yeshua. They are free! We ask You HOly Spirit to whisper them the truth. No, these men need to wake up we ask for an earthy visitation and if they are drinking we ask You to do this while they are completely sober so they know it really happened. Make them sober minded and give them peace with a whole lot of grace. My throat still hurts. This isnt all of it. Cant be. It isnt as bad taht is for sure. thank You so much. It felt like I was swallowing razor blades. I command that spirit of infirmity to bow and go now in the name of Yeshua. I command all witchcraft be canceled upon me and my covering and that all spirits of divination be returned to original sender. That we will walk safely by while the wicked fall into their own pit. I can taste that and I command healing to my body and all infections to removed themselves now in the name of Yeshua. I think this is from the draining with the snot bc its still moving through me – the science behind it anyway but I am not taking any chances. I will speak my truth. You supply all my needs. You withhold nothing from me. You load me with daily blessings. You are the promise keeper and will take care of me. We are abundantly supplied. Those are things I tell myself each time I feel her worry about finances, and not just hers but everyone’s. He has promised me we would be good during this famine and I believe Him. I trust Him! I trust Him and Him alone. If He has to send a crow He will provide for us. If He has to bring water from a rock we will be alright. Knowing what’s to come for some and worrying about others and their livelihood is where He wants us all. It hurts my heart for another to be hurting.

If I feel someone’s anger behind their pain I am not as compassionate, and we need to change that. I have learned that anger is really pain that needs to be healed and they really arent mad at me and I can’t allow their anger to protected in to me or on to me. I know they have something inside them that they need to heal and it really has nothing to do with me. Not taking anything personally. That is how I did that. That is not bc of me that is bc they have something in them that needs to heal and then I can pray! I pray against every negative emotion I feel. Emotions are energy (your feelings) in motion and others can feel everything you do! Bitterness must flea. Anger and wrath you gotta go too. Stupidity you better know you are not allowed!

I desire to be closer to You. I desire to have more of You.

I just felt my left ear pop, like it cleared something. I swallowed and it a little better. I am listening to 384 Hz to overcome social anxiety, insecurities, shyness and I used to have all of this but not after today. This is what You were showing me. Thank You. He has been teaching me about energy centers in our body. These people that talk about chakras are right but what and how they know is perverted. We do have energy centers but dont be doing yoga or nothing like that. Daddy taught me to clear these centers and to heal the underlying cause using music! It’s energy. These bodies are energy. This energy brings up hiddenness in the body so we can deal with it. Whatever emotion you have trapped in that energy center will be removed. It’ll bring it up. Nope, dont have the complete science on it but it works. It’s vibration. It is all vibration and energy. That vibration hits that same energy in your body brining it to the surface in your consciousness enabling you to feel it to heal it. Part of this healing and learning to control your emotions is healing them so you know it isnt you when you feel someone else. When I feel something I immediately check myself. Is this me or them? I know it is not me bc i can feel the shifts now. It’s pretty cool actually. When you can sit with your emotions you will be able to control them. And, you will know immediately what is yours and what isnt. It takes time getting here and it doesn’t happen over night. You have to become the observer of the thoughts. You’ll catch so much. We have 60K random thoughts a day so some days were solely dedicated to catching each one and fixing them where they lined up with Him. It took me years to be able to do this. It definitely didnt happen overnight. I wish it had of and i guess it kinda did I just didnt know what was going on. Thank You for the clarity and understanding.

I command the spirits of hate, deceit, lies, wrath, anger, to bow and go now. Up and out! 1-2-3 and take everything you brought with you as you leave. All of it! Every seed up now in the name of Yeshua. Fire! Fire! Fire! Thank You Daddy! It is finished.

I have went way over my hour and I am glad of that. 2:20. We gotta get a book out or maybe we can do two. They are both almost finished .. you ready to finish? Almost. Thanks for being patient with me and for making me feel safe enough to put them out. Thanks for that tweak in my heart. I didnt even realize that was part of my throat hurting. It does have to do with speaking my truth and You’re right I am ready for that and not only so I dont have any blood on my hands but so Your people know the truth. If there is anything I need to say to anybody please show me so we can fix this. I speak Your truth and have no problems with that and can speak my truth without issues, with ease, with the correct tone, and in love and not care about any repercussions. You contend with those that contend with me. I do not fear people i do however fear You. Mad respect for HIm!

i cancel all assignments. You get that word ALL! YEP, you know! Thank you but no thank you. We are good. We are surrounded by the favor of Yah. I cancel all manmade and/or manipulated weather now in the name of Yeshua and command you dissipate and leave my territory. Any entity trying to attack my voice, my throat, and my energy I command you bow and go. You’re caught now give it all back X7!! Amen, amen, amen.

Ive been at this for almost 3 hours now and I just had to reset my vagus nerve bc my body was stiff and hurting. It’s not supposed to be and every single time I feel any stiffness I reset that nerve and if does the trick. Little discipline creates big habits that change the world, bc they change you.

i feel better and i can feel the shift. I have some meditating to do today. He wants to show me something in a scroll in the hall of records. New realms and i am excited!! Ive been asking to get back into this hall for almost 4 years. I was there when I died and we picture hopped like Mary Poppins. It was an awesome experience and I am too excited to go back. Maybe I am getting new instructions. Yay!! She likes that idea. Yah, gives Melissa the power to get and obtain wealth and adds no sorrow to it. I have absolutely no sorrow for having a pilot named Manuel. Ok, he can have whatever name You choose but thanks for letting me have one! Thank You for giving me that desire! I love You so much!! I am ready to build with You. There are people coming to help you.. thanks I am so excited about that. No more throat pain I praise YOU!! Amen amen amen You are so good to us. I love You so very much. Thank You. Thank You. Thank You. From all of my heart Thank You!