Timeline shifts

0230- I believe there was a huge shift last night. I felt like crap and had one of the worst headaches. I have not had a headache that bad since summer. It was like every energy center in my neck, face and head was all getting rid of and receiving something else at the same time. The last time it hurt like that I had two glasses of wine. I was ready to jump out of my skin. I love my body and her and I have merged (Oh yay that’s such great news! That was my shift. The mind becoming the body. Dr. Joe talks about this. I wasn’t sure he knew what he was talking about until this happened to me and i heard it last night. I felt another part of me submit last night. I was dancing and i heard the body asking the mind to take over and merged the two and He said something about this in the live yesterday morning. It happened but not without some pain. This hurt and it took a good 2 hours to come out of it. I couldn’t go ground but I tried. It was raining. She just looked for an enemy and found them no more. Cell remembrance and muscle memory (renewing the mind haha this is part of the shifts that will occur inside you) changing from how things used to be into how things are in the future. Living from the future in the now. This is part of feeling so the subconscious mind will remember. That is how that mind works, by feeling. To impress anything you are gonna have to make your subconscious mind believe it. You wont see it until you believe it. All these subtle shifts lead to the one where you just step into it. I guess. I really dont know, yet. This is all in theory at this point but I trust Him and I am stepping into the promises. Apparently we are about to walk into something and we praise You for this bc boy do we need a miracle. That headache was so bad I didnt sleep. I was up and anxious bc of the headache. Those headaches bring up every fearful cell in this body bc of what she survived with those things for years. We had to rewrite that too. She was waiting for the shoe to drop and we had to rewrite that. We have been in a steady rewrite and its like what wasnt supposed to be there was pushed out and redone. I guess this needed to be written so I wouldn’t forget. There must be more. I just got really sleepy.

0254 i do kinda feel like a historian for what all is going on and I felt a like I met John the Baptist last night and that was cool. I felt his heart on truly wanting to pave the way for our King. I fell this. I am going back to bed for a little while. Last night was rough. The headache and trying to make it better was tiring. All the warfare yesterday, but really it was fun. Weather, closing portals, fighting in mirrors … yea, lol, My body is getting tired, some hope deferred, feelWhat am I missing? What do I need to do?

0306= not sure why the times is having to go on this but we are just going with it. Shes sitting here crying bc she has poured and poured. I feel like my cup needs a boost. Boy are we venturing to self pity land- no, and if we are trying to shut that down. Thanks for being honest with me about how you feel. When you see you will know why it took so long. It is so much bigger than you an imagine. Sick of hearing that. Sick of hearing right around the corner. Sick of hearing that crap over and over like a broken record and nothing. If this is a test i will pass and I am passing, with flying colors. There is nothing i need. We might only have x to our name but we will be ok. Yep, this made her cry and tried to make her feel unsafe like she wont be take care of. We just had to make sure you couldnt be brought back down to that mindset. Please tell me that means this is over. The financial stuff stresses me and I am out of options. That made her want to smoke. She was a stress smoker and that passed quickly but it is also annoying my body still thinks about that as a stress reliever. She come to You immediately, even when pissed off at You.

0315- i really do want to go back to bed for a few hours. I didnt sleep at all and I am going to have to wash my hair again today. I do not like even getting my hair wet everyday much less washing it. I have stopped using shampoo and conditioner bc they are poison. I do use them once a month but other than that its apple cider vinegar, essential oils and water on the hair shaft and baking soda and water spray on the roots. It has made such a difference in my hair health and I don’t put a lot of heat to it. I feel like I have sat here and been delivered of something and now my body wants to sleep so it can reset itself. I would love to go to sleep for a little while. There hasn’t been much good sleep. Thank You for Your spirit bc He is the only reason we are good while everything is exploding around me. My stomach is hurting again and one minute im hot and the next im freezing. I feel like this is release again and so was the sweating. I dont remember any dreams but I remember the body and mind merging and when she finally relaxed the body became the mind. I find that interesting and need to research this a little more. I’m down but I dont truly understand it. Your mind because Him bc you merged your thoughts, will, emotions with His. Ok, I get that and understand, Christ consciousness. Merged the mind with Christ. Now the body merged with Christ as the mind- losing this life to find it. I didnt lose anything. Are you kidding me? I have absolutely nowhere to go but up and noting possession wise to lose – dont care! I guess this is just some revelations of this shift. There is more too. I reset my subconscious about the lives yesterday too. My body would feel some kind of ways right before we would start the feed but I have had to show my subconscious Yeshua as a lion and to allow Him to be let out. I think I have been holding HIm back. I really dont want to do that. I feel a void. Not sure but I felt like I was spinning into a tunnel – going to meditate for a while and prayerfully back to sleep- gotta go check out this tunnel she feels like she just fell in. That does sound fun!

333 on the clock. Yep, i am going back to bed.

0738- thank You! We love You so much! Thanks for supernatural strength and stamina!