Constant attacks

Something must be about to come into fruition bc this is the most warfare I have experienced in a while (towards me). Most of the warfare I encounter these days have been for another and not geared towards me. I have been fighting in the spirit for myself the last few weeks, maybe the last few months. God will always expose your enemies before He elevates you and He will move everyone not for you away! Trust me when I say this bc I have had to let go of people that I thought were my friends. If there was anyone that would even try to do something to His seeds He moved them for a time being. If they refused to change their heart and go back to Hm (nothing to do with me) He moved them completely. He is very jealous for me and will kill if needed for me. He has told me this and confirmed it. I do not want enemies bc Holy Spirit will make them His enemies and I dont want that for anyone. This made it very easy to remove myself from these people so Daddy can work on them. They arent my battle. Just a heads up when He locks you up lol He will show you how everyone really feels about you and if they are in your corner or not. Dont take it personally – hard I know but He is all that matters.

I was talking to someone last night and he said my only nonnegotiable for marriage and I got tickled. I have a non-negotiable that I told TN when I saw him in Dec 2020. We were talking about marriage and I bet he doesn’t even remember the conversation and I told him I had one nonnegotiable, just one. I will do what Yah says when He says and I wont allow anyone to come in between me and Him. Then I told him i didnt ask for this didnt even want it- i might need to pluck those seeds haha i dont want him to remember that part bc even though its true I dont ever want him to feel like I didnt choose him bc I did. Daddy gave me a choice to find love on my own or allow Him to do it for me. I chose Daddy’s way which means I chose him. Daddy has courted me in the spirit for this man and it has been a wild ride. I do pray this is what is coming. I am at an indifferent phase with this but i feel heart drawn .. like a pulling, its strange it is like there is a cord connected to my heart that pulls me to him. There were days that I didnt think on anything but this promise and then He would play me music and give me visions and dreams about this – I love what He has shown me and knowing what is to come made it easier to stay the course bc this is not an easy road to travel. It’s walking into the unknown with knowing. Maybe there is a spirit of knowing. Idk but knowing is different than anything I have experienced with You. It’s different than faith. I can remember me telling my faith she needed a spirit of faith and then asking for the gift of faith. I wanted to change me, my life, my outcome, i want what He wants. I lay down this life for His and i am just getting to enjoy the ride. My picker was broken when it came to men haha wasnt doing that crap again. (Yes, I wanted to insert a more choicer word there) i have been with men that would have sold me for 30 pieces of silver and I am not doing that again! Flockkkk that! Thank YOU! I praise You bc this was a rescue mission! You saved me from me and I praise You! I couldn’t be more happy than this singleness phase. I dont mind being single, have never minded being single and things usually worked more in my favor when I was. When He started talking to me about marriage I really thought He was going to tell me to stay single like Paul but He didnt. He took me up in to the courts of heaven and we fought for this man. There were things that had to be broken off of him, his family, me, my family and i wonder if I missed something…what is going on? I know there was a delay but He told me that was broken so Idk… he could come now or in ten years and I am good. The last few days though he has been almost all the thoughts that randomly pop in my head. Idk if that is him thinking of me or You putting him in my head and heart more .. idk but I give you free reign to do what You need to do. If I did anything or said anything that could have caused this please forgive me Father, I do not want to do anything that goes against Your will for my life. If I am out of alignment show me and correct me. Move me at Your speed. Thank You!

There is ice everywhere but the roads and I am so thankful for that and there isnt any power outages bc it stayed off the power lines too. Thank You for this. There is a weather man that He will put in my YouTube feed when there is something that needs to be canceled and there is another guy that He puts in my fb feed to show me how dumbfounded they are by what was predicted and what actually hits. I think they are finding these storms and amping them up to cause catastrophic damage – we praise You for teaching us to cancel that! Please start canceling manmade and manipulated weather over your territory. Your territory to begin with is every place you put your foot in the natural. That’s how I started and He has stretched me and opened my territory to include numerous states. This scared the crap outta me at first bc it was like people depending on me. Areas depending on me and I didnt really want that. I didnt want any of this. None of this was my plan and I praise You for changing my course. Thank You! I knew some things to come from when I was with Him but i didnt know when and it could have been in years to come and I wanted to go back to work. I have been begging Him to let me find a part time job or something for 3 years now. He has told me no each time and there have been some great jobs that I am glad I didn’t even see. I am not sure … I am glad I didnt see them. Some of them might have been more temptation than I could have withstood lol. Really really really wanted to get back to work. He healed me – lets make some money ya know. No! That is not what He has allowed. He has told me I work for Him and He will take care of me that He doesnt want me in the workforce He has plans for me and this was a learning process. I have always worked, since I was 13 and learning to be still and truly depend on Him has been a test all of its own and He has pressed me so there must be some oil…hahah amen. We receive fresh oil! I got a word the other day about passing this test. This was surely a test bc this is the brokest I have ever been in my whole life and He humbled the poo outta me lmbo its your calling kid we had to. You have to know what its like to be them. I was them. Homeless, rejected, shamed, beaten, sold.. now, you are them. You will fight for them more now bc you have experienced it. I am crying as I type this. This was one of the hardest things but I am appreciative bc You’re right, I dont want anyone to experience anything I have and if they are I want to help pull them out. She truly does. She still doesnt like going live but we are going to change that with the reading of Enoch. It’s gonna be fun kid and you’re gonna do fine. I do get fearful of me getting on there and just stalling and being like welp … cant do this today and cutting feed. I am more comfortable being me and talking about the crazy stuff I experience int he spiritual realm. Thanks for the video diaries they help with this and to know others experience this too and You’re showing us what it means through me is amazing. thanks for this!

I can see the moon out my office window again this morning – doesnt happen much – and she’s full almost. I didnt even realize we were coming into a full moon. Gonna have to look into this today. That is so funny. I have truly started to live without time – i am amazed at this. I came back with no concept of time but people hate you for this so I made myself learn time. I dont care about what one person thinks now so I live on His timeline and in His calendar. I live in this world but am not from it. None of us are. Some people are remembering trips to other galaxies and i think this is so totally cool. If we think earth is all there is that is kinda limiting God, right? That is how I see it and this cant be all that an infinite consciousness and universe – Yah- has created. I think He comes to us and says “hey, wanna go to earth?” Or “hey, want to go to Planet X?” Here are there rules for this planet. this is what’s gonna happen if you stay close to me and this is what will happen if you dont. And this body you’re going in needs to learn some things so you’re gonna help teach them but there is a veil that will have to be lifted and you’ll remember. And we are like sure Lord, send me … sounds legit lol

In this recent warfare there have been some pretty ugly things said about me. Some nasty word curses and I have been breaking them continuously and I have not tried to defend myself not one time. I dont have to say a word God defends me and I love that. It was personal but I dont take it personally. I am so proud of what You have done to me. I love You so incredibly much.

The place of intimacy is where you will gain the power you seek. It is in the secret place that He will hand it to you. People come after me for the power I walk in but it isnt mine. I will never rob Him of His glory. None of this is me. I wish it were but its not. Robbing Him of HIs glory also makes Him upset and I dont want that towards me. Repent if you have done this. He is slow to anger but when he does get mad at you.. He will use all of hell to bring you back to Him if He has to- trust me!