Healing

I am not feeling this writing thing today and I am having to make myself sit here and do this. I really want a day off. A day trip. A date. A life. I mean, seclusion and a lot of it with this. I feel a little lonely and that is not me. We gotta get rid of that bc I know I am not alone. I am traveling with 7 for sure – the 7 spirits of Yah (Isa 11) and I have no idea about the angels, how many- like millions from what I haves seen. I cant count them. But I do miss human contact. I miss going. These seasons have been crazy. I have been crazy lol

I was up at 3 this morning and in mediation He was showing me things. Some of it I really dont remember but He was showing me the 4 corners of the earth and to pull the winds to me so I can prophesy to them and employ that portion of His elements. Holy Spirit is Ruach- air, wind, breath, etc so I was just calling Him to me apparently when I break it down and I appreciate Him lifting everything that was dead that concerns me. Thank You. I saw a lot of faces that I do not know. I saw some demons being removed from people and I am excited to see how this pans out in the next few days. EXCITED about that. I almost got up out of the bed and jumped up and down. I hate people being under control of the enemy.

Situation doesn’t matter. When Daddy said He was going to teach me to manifest He told me it was a walk of faith and I could not think about what I see but what He has shown me. It has not been an easy task but I have learned what I KNOW about things brings them to me. Well, to Him bc He is doing this I didnt know how. He has me think on certain things and gets me to feeling the love for it, tells me it is established and I praise and wait. Sometimes the wait is a long time, sometimes it is immediate. I never know but I want to get better at this and knowing the times and seasons so I do know. The sons of Issachar knew the times and seasons and i would like that anointing from that tribe please. Thank You! I receive by faith and am sure of You teaching me. I prolly dont know exactly what I am getting myself into with that but lets do this!

Thank You for bringing everything and everyone You need to You! I praise You!

I was asked a few questions and we are going to answer it here bc if one person has it 10K have the same one.

1. I have full on conversations with a memory, a feeling I get, a person in my life I want to talk to but they’re not physically present.
I think I may be cursing them or myself or I might be talking to a demon who’s been hidden from me for a very long time.

This is a huge portion of healing and can be a few things. I will try to address them all. This is definitely giving me something to talk about today and I appreciate this so much bc I truly did not want to sit here today. I wanted to go watch some reality tv or something and I dont even have tv lol but I love teaching more. Thanks! I love all of your questions and comments and I truly do try to address them all here so we all get the benefit. Please keep them coming!

Full on conversations with memories. We need to analyze this a little bit. Was this a bad memory? Is there something in that memory you need to forgive? Is it a pleasant memory that makes you laugh? Makes you feel loved? All of this matters and I am going to tell you why. The first key to getting ANY memory to stop playin is to forgive the person in that memory. Even if it was a good memory – forgive them. I feel better safe than sorry. Daddy is allowing this conversation in the spirit so He can move you past whatever the repressed emotion (feelings in motion) so He can get it out of you. Energy. We are energy. Never forget this. Our cells remember that vibration and that has to be cleared. If that memory pisses you off you have something in you that needs to be cleared- usually rejection to be honest. Everything stems from that demon that hits us while in the uterus. Careful what you speak over a pregnancy and how you react to it. we often times need to talk it out, this is why talk therapy works so well bc people wont sit alone with their feelings and get to the bottom of why they have them so their moving energy (emotions) are only love and that the body only remembers the love vibration. That was a mouthful and I pray it clicks clicks clicks

To work through this when I was furious and wanted to claw that person in that memory up I had to put them on the stool. I had to imagine them sitting in my kitchen on a bar stool that I would put in the middle of the room. They were in the hot seat. My hot seat lol but we went through it in the spirit. I have wanted to knock them off that stool but we pressed through. What you’re really doing is talking to your subconscious and clearing that anger bc anger is a huge emotion that we have to work through to get that cell memory out of us. That way your entire body doesn’t respond to anger and you can control it and it wont make you sin. Funny how all of this works huh? You’re working with Holy Spirit and yourself so He can get this to clear out of you so He can clear that stagnant energy out of your body. FORGIVENESS! When I had to do this it was all horrible memories I had to work through, some from childhood but we did it with the stool and the train. Use the stool first so you can express your anger so there is no repressed anger. You’re mad about being rejected – the root of everything from what I have learned. You may have to work through many emotions so you dont feel them anymore with one memory. Fear, anger, sadness, depression etc, then we have discovered the culprit. The spirit of rejection and it has to go. It brings an orphan spirit with it and no matter how close you try to get to Daddy you will always feel separate and you arent. I cancel the spirit of rejections assignment over you now in the name of Yeshua and I loose the spirit of adoption. We ask You to push everything that rejection brought out and we command that demon to take everything, every single seed he planted, out and any other demon operating with him must go too in the name of Yeshua! I uproot all seeds left by rejection or any demon working with it and command they shrivel up and die now in the name of Yeshua. Nothing may be born of them ever again and we ask for fire so there is no residue in us amen! When you have that memory work through it, healing is messy, and then get up and praise Him bc now you’re done. Forgiveness is the biggest key there is to the Kingdom. Please hear that with your spiritual ears ! I loose the spirit of forgiveness over the body. Amen! That memory wont come back and you’ll see exactly who you were mad at and its gonna be a demon. We are not at war with flesh and blood. You will forgive that person , yourself for acting poorly and dont forget to shed that forgiveness to Daddy so that seed of anger against Him id lifted. We get mad at Him and dont even realize it until that seed blooms some when something else happens. We get mad at Him for not doing what we wanted. Forgiveness!

When you truly forgive you’ll know bc demons cant use that against you anymore. And until you mean it say it! Make yourself say out loud I forgive them it sinks in you. The more you say it the more you’ll mean it. Now, it could be a demon bring all this up to test you. Laugh at them. When you have forgiven and they try to bring it back up laugh and then go after them in the courts bc they are trespassing. We haven’t known the rules but we do now.

2. Now that I think about it, before the Shift (9/11/22) I would have angry judgmental conversations as if I was complaining to a loved one I didn’t have the nerve to do in person, or I would use it to work out my feelings on a subject without lashing out at them personally, but I think I’m still speaking curses over myself and them… the power of the tongue.

Sounds like you were in your own version of what I call the stool. You were talking to a loved one- Holy Spirit and He used that to keep you from lashing out. He will start showing you things that people are plotting against you now bc you arent going to take it to them without His prior saying to do so.

The speaking curses – yeah- try to do the stool as internally as you can bc often times we say things out loud and they are idle words or curses. We repent for all of our idle words that we didn’t send out to do good and we thank You and praise You for showing us the power of our tongue. Thank You for teaching us to shut up! Thank You! We retract all idle words and break any word curses we may have put on someone else’s or ourselves in the name of Yeshua and nothing may be born of them again in the spirit or the natural! Thanks Daddy! You’re so good to us! My God, I love you! Thank You for connecting my heart with Yours and teaching me to walk in love. You’re so good to us!

If I didn’t break this down enough or there is still further understanding on this please send me your questions bestillwriter@gmail.com. If you would like to participate in a zoom meditation please shoot me an email so I can get you the link when He gives me a date. He has told me the first mediation would be for healing and removal of stagnant energy which is great! We need this and I am excited to be one of those that gets to work with Him in this fashion. He’s amazing! I love Him and I love y’all!