Ever had an enemy so fierce they paid a witch to cast a spell of death? or maybe they did the spell work themselves. If you have done this i come to warn you-get your house in order. Yah flipped it all! Whatever person done this will perish and soon from what I am hearing. Not sure if this is physical death or death of part of the ego, we shall see, but its about to get real! Can you imagine casting something and not being able to get rid of it and trying a return to sender and it hitting you harder? That’s what is happening. I used to laugh at this and think they are getting what they deserve and maybe a part of me kinda still does but the majority of what I feel is sorry for them. I do stand in the gap for them and pray for their forgiveness and mercy .. depending on how evil they have been towards you is the equivalent of what they are about to experience. My only advise is read Isaiah 38 bc that is what He gave me to go with this.
I have seen this with someone that put a bunch of crap on me. Not their physical deaths and I have prayed for their lives to be extended and reminded Daddy the good they have done. That was a test for me bc old me would have said “Oh, Daddy, get em… get em good..” this time however I was begging for someone’s life so they had a chance to get their life in order and they were the one that put out a hit on me the night I died. I laugh and cry as I write this bc i would have never suspected this person, never!! I will be so glad when I get to tell it all but He has not released me to do so yet and I think this is why I havent felt Him make me finish the book, it just simply isnt time yet. Prayerfully this persons life was extended but I am not sure bc God’s will be done and His will is for all to be saved. Lord, I pray you bring them into repentance, shock their inner core and wake them up!
Wolves in sheeps clothing … straight facts, these people are in church’s putting out hits. This is so sad and so stupid. They should know the laws of the universe, kingdom principles- even before I knew I would never wish death upon anyone. Even in my unknowing I knew, they know and they intentionally did it with evil and malice in their heart. It is so sad someone is so broken on the inside that little o me could make them do something like this. Sarcasm, a little but… Blows my mind!!! I will not ever tell who did this bc it doesn’t matter, definitely doesnt matter anymore and I am still not sure I wasnt dealing with a demon working through that person and I have to look at it that way. I am not at war with that person but with the demon that was in control- switching my paradigm to this way of thinking allows me to forgive the hit on me. I laugh at it and pray for this person. The contract my Daddy has on me in the spirt is much more prevalent and powerful than anything the devils got. And, since now I know it was a hit I am putting one out myself in the spirit for every demon that touched me that night! Ha!! I’m coming for your ass!! Bet that! Thank You Daddy for sending me all these angels, My God I love You so much.
All of this still blows me away and I dont even like thinking about why or what they did or trying to place it with what happened to me. Repulsive! i think that is also why I havent been in the book bc when I get to that chapter i freeze and cant go on bc it has hurt so much to know they intentionally tried to kill me. My wreck was no accident. And boy does that piss me off! I mean! Id like to punch that flocking demon right in its nose. And nope I dont care if i ever see this person again – make me want to vomit lol she truly cannot stand them haha ugh she’s gagging lol but she’s holds it together so well. My goodness My child look at you, you need to celebrate that. That is pure control bc you plotted and planned. Thanks Daddy, thats all You. You did this to my heart and I praise You for it. Thank You! Thank You for molding me into Your image, Yeshua. She’s crying again out of gratitude. People will never understand how grateful I am to You and how much you truly changed about me. I dont even want them dead but I do not want them around me! Thank You Holy Spirit for being my teacher, corrector, keeper, lover, and thank You so much for being my friend. I love You!
It also hurts her to write this bc she is having to see why that night happened. Was it in His will? Yes and no, He allowed it but He also saved me. He let it happen so He could show Himself mighty and boy has He and He is just getting started!! That’s why You havent finished the book kid you were not ready for the compete truth but in time We will tell you the entire story but this is why We taught you to send everything back and to the original sender. Your words are much more powerful than theirs. Their voices do not reach every realm of the heavenlies yours does. That’s so cool to know, thank You. She’s crying again .. i cant help it. Thank You. I am so eternally and infinitely grateful. I used to think God killed me bc I was so pissed bc of TBI … so pissed and I knew i was going to be brain injured when I came back. I felt like King Neb wondering around the world for 7 years not knowing what was up. Oh no, I dont want to hear this and I dont want to write about it. Not yet. Thanks for loving me so much that You keep this hidden from me until the appropriate time. I dont want to be here when You tell me this. I am going on a trip with You and You can tell me everything then if you want. Or in the next few days or now I guess .. I’m sorry for trying to negotiate. I have made negotiating skills and have got to stop trying to negotiate with Yah. I always lose and He always laughs at me. I love Him so much and we are ready when You are. Do I want to know anymore than I already do? Not really. I just dont. I dont need to and really neither does anyone else. we have enough information about this. I know who, I know why, i know where, i know when and i know how … i dont need tiny details. I mean I really dont. I know enough. You’ve shown me. You said You would show me and You did. Thank You for saving me … in so many ways. I am belong to You and will forever claim Your victory! I am so bricked in by Him now and cloaked with His invisibility in the spirit and they cannot see nor touch me. I love that. Angels of fire surround me as a shield in the natural. That’s how we do that. Amazing. I just caught taht lol.. so, when I walk and get cold I would ask for a shield and put my hands up in front of me like blocking the wind or something and it stops. It’s like a wall goes up in front of me and it’s angels. I think that is so cool. Angels do what you do and thank You so much for sending them Daddy! You bless my heart and soul each waking moment and I cant go a moment without you.
Dont you give up on me by Brandon Lake go hear this today. You prolly need it as much as I do bc gross darkness us upon the earth. I praise You for letting me see it but not be in it and for making me a light. I praise You for the revival this darkness is going to bring. Thank You for the football fields full of people there for deliverance and healing and that they are ALL healed that nothing can stay in the presence of the anointing. When we walk in is is You walking, we are merely vessel. Let em bask in that glory! Thank You. He’s telling me it wont be long now and people are going to start falling out in the glory when I walk by … and she’s crying again. Haha, yes, yes I am. I am so grateful and so amazed by You. It truly isnt me. The only thing I did was commit to being used and getting in His will no matter what it takes. I say whatever it takes prayers and have had to have the faith to watch those whatever’s play out. Short of death or jail, bring them in. We are whatever it takers around here. I learned to get very specific. Whatever it takes prayers has taken a bunch of trust bc I have had to let it play out. I knew it was Him. He would show me a little of the future so I know how it was going to be ok during the trial and this made it where we trust Him implicitly.
He tells me everything and sometimes I see it like I am there listening myself. Some call this Astro projection and I guess that is what it is but Elisha did this with the king. He even knew what the king said in his bedroom lol. Cracks me up. Well, I mean it does and I do not snoop on anyone. I do not want to know what folks are doing and this is easy to do you just have to trust yourself and what you are seeing. This is also why we come against any entity that would come to us in our sleep via astral projection. I dont do this at all unless Holy Spirit takes me bc truly I have enough of my own crap to deal with and work through to go be nosy about someone else. I dont care. When He takes me places tho its so we can pray through it. I learned to come against evil entities using AP when I had a dude project in my room. I saw him and I was pissed. Highly irritated. Like HOW DARE YOU!! I blinded him in the spirit right then. 2 Kings 6:18. And poof he was gone and then text me asking me why he couldn’t see lol. Dont be playing with me! I will be like Elijah and be your worst nightmare. Calling down the Fire of Yah!
I can see the moon again this morning through my office window. She’s in a different spot than the other times recently when I noticed her. I could also tell we released more. My hair was damp this morning when I woke up. We must be getting close to having fully loosed all stagnant energy and cellular memory stuff etc bc my hair was just a little damp and the top of my tshirt was a tiny bit damp. Not near as bad as it has been in the recent weeks when I would wake up with my heir wet. I had to wash my hair 2 days in a row last month. I will wash it today. Did you know our hair is an extension of our nervous system? I didnt and I know why I felt the need to cut all my hair off when my process officially began in 2018. It was holding all that energy from when I had died and it had to go. I really started to see myself healing in 2018. I’ve been up since 3 and I am tired today. I think I am going to take a nap. I think we have decided to read Enoch on Saturday morning. That is the sabbath and its a way of people participating and getting the blessing. He’s told me either Friday night or Saturday after I get out of church and I think i like after I get out of church best bc Ill be full of You and You can totally have Your way bc Ill be out lol. You let me know bc I’m down for whatever You want. I love you, have a beautiful day!
I have been sitting here writing for a few hours to clear that and find the truth about what I wanted to know and what I don’t want to know. Sometimes we dont need all the information. However, if You want me to know I am readily available and no matter what I wont react in the natural. I trust You. Let’s get dressed and go for a walk. Yeah, lets take our time .. its a little cold out right now. Yep, she’s good lol. We searched her and she’s truly alright with all of this. I really think that is all You bc well, You know what I thought. I give You all the glory on that.
oh, before I forget I got a great message from Daddy yesterday that made me cry. I text someone and when I got a replay it was what Daddy told this person concerning me. “Some women like to talk about themselves, but this woman likes to talk about Me for other peoples sake.” Made my heart warm to know how He thinks about me and confirms me to others. There was a war against my character and I never said a word. People either were listening to God or they weren’t and fell off. They will either be back in my life or they wont but my prayer is that they return to the Lord, Yeshua before their grace period is up.
My my my how I love You, Lord. You fill me to overflow and I praise You. There is no way I could do this without you, not that I want to but yo know what i mean. My love for you runs to eternity and is infinite. I understand how unconditional love doesn’t have the ability to be measured. You cant measure Infinite. It truly feels like spring. Like I just wanted to go to the lake lol
I have been so engrossed in this writing that I missed power up this morning. Praise the Lord for replays. Thanks for this so much. Time is crazy. Ive been up 4 hours and it feels like about one.
I was standing, you were there ,two worlds collided and they could never tear us apart. Something is up with this bc He highlighted those lyrics this morning. Never tear us apart – INXS
Be Still & Shut up 