I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
I forgive
In the name of Yeshua.

Thank You! Spirit of forgiveness for working w me to make this possible! And His grace bc He has to give me the grace to forgive some people. They fumbled so bad I don’t care if I ever look at them again. Indifferent towards them and I don’t want to be like that. This is where I find myself this morning. Very indifferent. I’m not mad, not hurt, not anything … could love on them or act like I don’t know em … I love everyone and I know this but I’m not feeling it. My head knows and my heart does but she’s feeling

lindifferent

adjective
without interest or concern; not caring; apathetic:

He had me look it up and yep that’s what I feel. I just don’t care and I know I can’t be that way so there is something or someone or some situations I needed to forgive. I know I love everyone and when I don’t feel love I need to find why.

I’m tired! I’m tired of not physically seeing anything. I’m tired of not seeing what I’ve been told to the point id grown apathetic. Even when I’d hear confirmation i wouldn’t get excited anymore. Still didn’t care bc I’ve heard it before. Then He had me look up another word and sent me a prophetic word Kynan Bridges put out saying don’t be apathetic towards this word saying you’ve heard it before — hit me like a ton of bricks! I knew He was saying that to me but I can’t be the only one. There are things I’ve known for 4 years now and I haven’t seen any of it. I’m getting irritated. Hope deferred makes the heart sick and this was a new level of healing. I’ve been up and crying since 4ish.

Trust
noun
reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.

The next word I got to look up and then He asked me where my trust was. It’s all in Him, there is nothing else. All my confidence is in Him and then I figured out why I was feeling indifferent… I wasn’t IN Him or seated in my heavenly place. I needed to forgive and repent. I was sucked into this realm for a moment. Into my flesh and I have no desire to be here 🤣 Others must feel this too. It’s draining. We are laying all these emotions as His feet.

We forgive them. We forgive the situation. We forgive ourselves. We forgive You. We thank You for the grace to truly forgive and that You grace is with amnesia so we will look for our enemies and find them no more. Thank You! Please forgive us for our ignorance and uproot all the pain that surrounds this. Thank You for the power of repentance and for resetting, recalibrating, and resurrecting all dead areas in our lives and all things that concern us. Thank You! We trust You! We submit fully to You and give You full permission to move us and take over our bodies- do what You need done to bring heaven to earth.

I know what I had to lay down and what situation bc this ain’t all of it … 4 hours worth of laying my heart out and crying to Yeshua. We are going up as high on this mountain as we can go. There is no going back!

🤣 too far up this thing now we can’t go back. Id be afraid to turn around my angels might face plant me or something… no thank You!
I’m better now! Thank You! I don’t even remember… that was super fast. I haven’t even posted this yet. Amazing! Thank You so much!
Had a big sigh here and cough – moved the energy of whatever all it was. I am content and happy within myself but changes have to be made.

Forgive me … forgive me for being aggravated with You about this times and seasons things. It’d be nice if you sent me to someone to learn this. It be nice if this anointing hit me. Thank You I felt it impart. Thank You! Sons of Issachar… thank You for imparting double what they had into us. Oh hallelujah we got that too! Amen! Amen! Amen!

If I were to say I didn’t still get annoyed w Him sometimes I’d be lying. However, He makes it all better. I ask He gives… this times and seasons thing tho we need to know bc I get frustrated not seeing after what I believe has been enough time for it to manifest in the natural has gone by. I know it’s Your timing but … forgive me for having a clock on what You’ve promised me. Help me! This is where the indifference comes in, too, bc I haven’t seen it yet. Like a tracking number on some stuff would be nice!! Nope, don’t need anymore confirmation.. I trust and believe you. It’s the time. It’s totally the time thing. Idk how to get past this. She’s crying and handing Him a huge clock. I saw that cry. The time thing and the anxiety behind not knowing is real. Thank You. I felt Him remove that w a zap from an angel. Thank You! She’s walking further up and the air is getting thin, she’s a little drunk and laughing.

I feel sadness and loneliness. I don’t feel this way. I cancel those assignments in the name of Yeshua.
I feel my ears ringing I also hear this. My ears are woo woo wooing right now.

I’m going to nap