With a brain injured person habits, order, tidiness, schedules etc are necessary or everything is off and full of chaos. Our brains are full of chaos and when the living conditions are we can spiral into a breakdown, new injuries occur (set backs) we take 2 steps forward and fall 15 back, … it is the most horrible thing a person can survive… and order and things being where they should be is kinda mandatory, this has been my experience w TBI, I needed things to be where they were supposed to be so I’d know where they were. I can’t remember where my phone is half the time much less worrying about where the can opener is bc it wasn’t put back.
The ultimate test is my house is in disarray, not as much order right now and I’m not freaking out. Stuff is laying everywhere so I can go through it and decide what I’m keeping and what’s being sold.
In the past this would have stressed me and my body so much I woulda had a seizure or something. This time I’m all smiles without a care in the world and that is all Yeshua. The peace I have is unfathomable, and I have no idea what’s next. Free of fear!
Winds of change and I think I got lifted up a little 🥰
More healing and I’m so grateful!