Grateful heart

Thank y’all! I’m so thankful for y’all, more than you know. I promise! This is not easy and the support y’all have shown me is so warming to my heart. I praise Him for the village He has surrounded me with.

If you couldn’t tell the feminine energy is at an all time high. It was so hard healing the wounded feminine and bringing her back out. When women go into survival mode they live out of the male energy bc he’s the survivor. This has nothing to do with gender. We all have these two energies and they reside on different sides of the brain. That wreck was so traumatic, and the events afterward, that I didn’t know if I would get her back out. It’s safety. She has to feel safe. You have to heal the energy center around the hips. Fears live here – trapped energy. Hip locks – fear! That’s fear trapped in your body. Our cells remember and recreate. Idk what these things are called other than energy centers but I know what the world calls them, I’m sure you do as well. It’s cool how those were discovered but not cool how it was turned demonic. These energy centers help our light body when they are all balanced. Meditation is how I did this. I meditated with Holy Spirit to certain solfeggio tones. Please try, meditation will change your life. I’m about to lead some people in meditation via zoom and I’m pretty excited about that. If you’d like to play w zoom w me let me know. I’m trying to get the hang of it before I do a meditation … trail and error. Technology is kinda like medicine lol this is what I tell myself anyway. Practice makes perfect. I’m perfecting me and my technological skills – this part has been a chore bc I didn’t really want to learn this. It kinda scared me but this will get me over that. If you want to play on zoom email me and I’ll set it up. I’m not ready to go live on there for the meditation group yet if you’re part of that. In the meantime I can put up a few meditations on YouTube. That’s a great idea Daddy! Then everyone can do it. It’s pretty cool He even let’s me feel what you’re feeling enabling me to explain it. This lets you know it’s working. Amazing! I love Him so much! Bestillwriter@gmail.com if you wanna trail and error zoom w me. We will set a time.

I’ve been going through stuff this morning and moving things I want to keep in my office. It’s mostly pictures. That’s the only materialistic thing I care about and my blankie – yep, still sleep w one. I have since I can remember. I guess that makes her feel safe lol … idk but if she needs the blanket she can have it. It’s really not hard walking away from everything. I have been crying in gratitude bc we are really going forward. What He’s told me is becoming reality. It’s wild! I’m so crazy in love! He has me selling everything in this house – which made me jump up and down! This stuff is gonna help so many. Yeshua is on all it it. it’s all His. He brought it here. I had an air mattress when I moved in here. That’s all! Everything else He did and I have two living room sets- double for your trouble! We all receive that! I’m ready for the new beginning and so excited but wow! It’s really gonna happen. As humans we kinda doubt we hear Him right … I am hearing right and this was so pleasing! I didn’t miss! I’ve known about this move since 2019 and I’ve prepared everyone. We are all still standing a little shocked bc some thought I was crazy hahah I love this bc He is crazy- but it’s happening! Loco and I love it! This is my kind of crazy. It’s all love. He has me so high on love that I’ll do anything He says, seriously addicted to Holy Spirit. I have to spend my time w Him and meditate. I’ve learned I can do this in a room full of people and I love that. Oh my goodness! He’s so faithful and true!

As I look around I see so many items that helped me remember certain events, places, people etc and I’m closing that door and stepping through the one Yeshua has opened. He’s going to slam this door and it might be sooner than what I thought. People are coming in and going shopping lol. Stuff is going and that is marvelous! and I’m so grateful! I think I sold my bedroom set last night. I do have my air mattress and can sleep on it again. Whatever it takes to stay in His will. Whatever it takes!

Friday night my babies came and had dinner w me. I have a bar and a table so we interchange between the two when eating but Friday night I told them to sit at the table w me bc it was going to be the last day the table was here. It sold the next morning and was picked up that afternoon. Last supper was pannie cakes, bacon and eggs.

I’m so grateful for my blog and that He’s had me document alll of this. Through the years this is going to help many people. The first few years is a record of my training and what He was telling me. and it is a record of all the crazy prayers and things I’ve experienced! I’m thrilled for more! Thrilled! I also have all of this to help me remember without any enemies. You will look for them and find them no more. Amen!

Again, thanks for hanging out w me. I’m so excited to see what He does w all of us next. 🥰 we are stepping. Stepping into new beginnings!! And I got an $88 cash app- confirmation!! And double for your trouble, again!! Amen! We receive that! Thanks again. I love y’all! You’ve helped me press forward more than you know and I pray He show your heart how you influence others w your words and actions.