I’ve been up since 1:50 and was sweating when I woke up. This aggravates me on days I wash my hair. I just washed it last night 🙄 and the headache was harsh until I got up and prayed. It’s 311 now and I kinda want to go back to bed. My stomach was hurting a little too … ascension. When we ascend a part of us dies and our bodies feel it. Sometimes when we are shifting we will feel anxious. I don’t feel that right now but I did when He told me to sell everything. I’ve transmuted anxiety into excitement which brings more joy. I guess anxiety died in me – praise the Lord!

I have a few things to write first …

A few days ago I put up a prayer where I asked Sophia (wisdom, our sister) to help and show us. I got a phone call concerning this prayer and how quickly it was answered. Dawn called me and told me she had a testimony about the prayer and as always I was excited to hear. She told me that she kept hearing the word Sophia but didn’t know who Sophia was. She went about her day and my post on fb was in her feed and she learned who Sophia was and then everything was exposed. The lies and the truth, in about an hour after she said the prayer. At the speed of heaven. I sure love our Daddy!

The costume party was yesterday and we had a great time. I dressed up as Cinderella and loved it. I felt like a queen. While I was getting dressed He was talking to me about queen esther and asked me “how would you like to have to get dressed like this everyday” I hesitated. Esther had people helping her get dressed. It took me a good 30-45 mins to do my hair, updo, and a ton of hairspray. I planned my hair washing around this bc I knew it couldn’t be clean and stay up. And a full face of makeup which I don’t do on a daily basis. However, if I had help I wouldn’t mind. I felt pretty and feminine and I can see the feminine energy presenting itself in other women and little girls around me. Many have been trapped in the masculine and I can see her emerging and I love it. I was a girly girl and then I had to survive, I shifted all the way into my masculine in 2018. I love that she’s back and that we’ve shifted into her fully. This is such good news to me bc women stuck in their masculine energy and I see us coming out and into the queens Daddy called us to me. If you’re a man reading this you still have to heal the feminine energy to fully embody and operate w your masculine. I am still learning about these energies. I learn something new everyday. The wounded feminine needs healed in us all. Again, I did this w solfeggio tones and getting on the train. I know the very moment I went into survival mode and this has went full circle – I won’t allow this to happen again. I saw the cycle a week ago and broke it. I praise Him! My God you’re so good to me!

At the party yesterday I had a full on TBI moment. I had been time hopping all morning and I I was in 2020 for a huge portion of the day correcting things. So, I get to the party and say hi to everyone and see such a cute baby. I ask “whose baby?” Then, I’m told “that’s Oakley” … I don’t think I forgot about him but I think I was in a dimension where he wasn’t here yet and in 2020 he wasn’t. Or for a moment I was really curious as to who just had a baby… forgetting it was us or did I? I could have momentarily thought Oakley was there but perhaps this was a different baby or did I forget? It was weird and super embarrassing… that’s my grandson. 😩 I was asked, “ did you forget you had a grandson?” And I stumbled bc I didn’t know what happened and was like “idk, I really dk but I guess .. I had a momentary time lock in my brain. It was not 2023 in my head. We’ve been having to go back to Egypt and pull people out and I got stuck until that moment and it snatched me out. I saw that all of Egypt is out of me meaning I’ll make it into my promise land. All these little things that used to be horrific w TBI just don’t really bother any of us anymore. We just laugh at this and carried on. Things like this just make a person feel so guilty on the inside. For a minute I hurt my own heart bc I was truly confused. Did I forget this perfect human? I asked myself so many questions trying to make sense of it. This was an attack to try and make me spiral. Everything is happening all at once and there are tests… these have been against my brain and things that would have sent me tail spinning in the past. I am so at peace and love Him so much. Thank You!

This transition has taken a lot of remembering what He has said. If you only had that word from God (the one He has told you that concerns you) and nothing else would you go forth? Not having confirmation and being a front runner is not easy – I promise – but it’s exciting. I don’t get confirmation before I act but afterwards He will send it and reassure me bc I ask Him a million and one questions to make sure I did right, acted without malice and w the correct intent. This is a lot of power that i see and I don’t want to say anything wrong bc every word out of my mouth is done. I don’t talk too much these days … quieter than I was lol

I know nothing of where I’ll be after the 25th of this month. That is the day we are having the sale and who knows what happens after that. We are going into Nissan on the 23rd and the equinox is this week too. Nisan is the mth the Israelites left Egypt ( exodus 19) and then to the wilderness they went. So, maybe 11 days … the journey was supposed to be only 11 days but took them 40 years. Daddy was trying to get Egypt out of them but they wanted to go back. We don’t want to go back! Not turning back … we will reach back and pull them out (uproot the seeds!) but we ain’t looking back! I’m totally excited to see what all He’s about to do.

I have everything in the living room that is for sale and He is sending people to buy it. All the big stuff is gone or sold needing to be picked up. I’m thankful that some things they have sold are still here bc I’m using them lol. When He says to its gonna be quick. I had someone come to my door yesterday and told me they’d buy what was left. Idk what they intend to do w it and I dont care as long as it’s gone. Had someone bring me some crates for my books, highly appreciated. I’d like to stay here through Passover and then wherever, that’s my only request and it’s the first week in April. We shall see! Thank You! Don’t have a day yet but I get to go to Passover celebration w Nesbitt and I’m grateful. There is a plague coming and I’ve had confirmation of this a few times but do not like putting this out. The plague of the first born (exodus 11) I cannot stress the importance of repentance enough. Pharaoh is about to lose it all and be swallowed by the Red Sea, pharaoh will die as well. People are about to start transitioning again and to where depends on them. Lots of warnings. Please, please, please repent! If you are not in a relationship with Yeshua (Jesus) you’re in trouble. There is a difference in knowing someone and knowing about them..

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