Have you ever been in the situation where you didn’t know for sure if you’d ever see someone again? Something happened and they might not of survived? Wondering if you’d lost them for good? Gone from this life forever!

On March 31, 2023 Wynne was traumatized by an F3 tornado and the very first person the Lord sent as a real friend from Him house was flattened. He put Kim and I together and we have enjoyed living w Christ together. She has dragged me to conferences that I needed way more than she did. I’m so grateful for this friendship. Without her idk if I would have ever found Nesbitt and wo her I wouldn’t be who I am in Christ today. So many reasons I’m grateful for her! Mainly it’s her love. It’s her love for Him and His children. My flesh was terrifed she was gone but God kept reminding me of a promise that was to her that He showed me. I saw her whole and complete. My thoughts had to come into agreement with Him wo a waver and they did. I praise Him!

While I was without power she was trapped and so was Sean. We complain about such petty stuff when someone 5 miles down the road is fighting for their life. Being without power didn’t bother me. I lifted the windows and lit some candles and pretended I was camping. I tried to text Kim and I heard Daddy say “I got this” but He didn’t tell me what He had. I wanted to go to wynne but Holy Spirit stopped me – I had locked my door ready to pull out and He said no! I came back in and started to stress myself so bad He laid me down. I had nothing but Him and what He said to hang onto so that is what I did. He put me in the bed and put me to sleep. Sometimes He will sleep me to keep me from getting in His way. I’m thankful bc it was getting serious. My flesh doesn’t freak out and she doesn’t worry but this kinda shook me off kilter and I needed Him. When He says it it becomes my truth but what did He have? Umm, just her life in His hands but I needed His very breath bc I was on my way to a full blown panic attack. I felt my body try and I’m like girl, you know what you saw stop this and it quit. She listened and that was it no more worry. This was a big eye opener on her true trust level for Him and what He says. And, trusting myself that I hear on 100 has been a true process but I do trust Him. Finally, I trust myself. I was fine Saturday when I woke up and had word she was alive w minor injuries. Praise The Lord!! In any situation I’ve learned prayer is my go to. Someone couldn’t find their keys yesterday after being here shopping and I prayed. They found their keys. Trauma, not trauma, it’s still all prayer. It’s my first response and I love He did that to me.

Yesterday was the first time I have gotten to lay eyes on her and Sean. The day after she sent me a message on fb from Sean’s account bc she didn’t know where her phone was. They found it the next day without a blemish. Praise The Lord ! He kept her! He kept them! He kept us!! My God thank You for being our keeper!

A week later and our city is a mess. It’s gonna be a while before it gets rebuilt. The cleanup efforts are still ongoing. Some have left and more are to follow. There are parts of town I still haven’t seen. I walked one end to another, it was an assignment, and while walking I could see everything .. the photos don’t show the depth of it. I can sit here and think about this and cry, cry, cry!

The day I walked it was when I truly felt the magnitude of this. These are things you see on social media, the news etc but when you see it w your own eyes it hits your heart different. I could feel the fear, sadness, grief – all of it, a city on their knees. there were several people that stopped and asked if I needed a ride, wanting to help bc so many are without cars too. I got to explain that I was praying over the city while walking it. I didn’t go too in depth and then thanked them. Hutch wanted to sing, his mom and he walked the last mile w me, so we sang. It was a chilly morning and we were feeling Christmasy and he chose jingle bells. So we sang Jingle bells to the top of our lungs strolling down Falls Blvd in April. And the smell of the BBQ at the tech center was amazing!! By the time we were in front of there we were singing to Yeshua. It was precious, he’s 5. We also had breakfast at the gas station that finished up my assignment. encountered a few demons, some arrows, broke some curses, did some healing…
Saw some prejudices on how some are treated bc of the way they look – it’s sad! We prayed against this and all spirits that cause division. Ive seen mostly Unity but there are some that slip through the cracks. We need to be better. Make us better. Make us more like you. Instill more compassion in us. Thank You! We prayed and we prayed a whole lot! And we praised Him. It could have been so much worse, so much worse!