I ordered luggage and it’ll be here Wednesday. Packing up and going. This is truly my last week here. I’m totally excited!! A journey with Holy Spirit- yes please !! I have more nerves about my drive to Sikeston today than this move. A day trip to a hospital and I don’t particularly care for hospitals. I’ve learned I don’t like too much about the medical industry, and I used to be a nurse. The lies. The lies! The way they are killing people and using them just to study annoys me. We are in the shape we are in bc we have been lied to so much. I’ve become like “them”. The ones we, as people in the medical field, would laugh at bc of their beliefs when we were the ones wrong. It’s humbling to say the least. My biggest prayer is when I walk in a hospital everyone is healed so much so that even those in the morgue get up!! That hospitals lose so much money bc of the power of Yah that they close!! This is a goal of mine kinda like walking on water. I desire for us to be so infused with Him that this is a normal occurrence and people go to the church for healing instead of doctors. You are the church! People that don’t even like you will come to you for healing. Go forth and heal them all. ALL- there is my favorite word. Idk what happens today and whatever His will is I pray that be done. No matter what – I got You!

Everything has sold except a few clothing items, I’m donating them, some kitchen stuff and decorations. This will be the week to catch me outside- It’s got to go! What doesn’t go I’ll donate and I’m more than fine w that. I need to go get a small storage room this week and put what I am keeping in there. That is my plan. He hasn’t told me to do this but it makes me feel better on the inside to have some sort of plan. My plan is to go to Colorado and Utah for the summer but I’m so sure of His plan He can destroy mine and I’ll be great!
I’m so excited! Either way it’s all for my good! Before this move all these plans were in action so I wouldn’t have been here for summer anyway but I didn’t know I would be practically homeless and couch surfing lol, and laughing about it. Yeshua was homeless so I wouldn’t have to be and I trust Him to provide for me. He told me this was a whole new season of trust and boy was He was not kidding!

I don’t talk about what goes on in my personal life too much bc I don’t want anyone speaking crap. I’m sick of canceling junk and if I don’t have one friend except HS I’m more than ok! Fantabulous to be exact! So when you’re told to shut up please hush. You hear it, come into agreement with it and that’s it, It’s done. Don’t!! Do not come into agreement with everything. Don’t speak it if you don’t wanna see it. Don’t think it if you don’t any to see it. Think on what you want. Declare what you want. Who cares what you see. Change it!! It’s energy and has to bend!! Oh that’s exciting. He’s been teaching me about energy for four years and yay- this is how you do it. With your THOUGHTS!! What you think on goes into the heart. When they get to the heart they become reality. (Heart desires and that’s what He gives you!) If you think about what someone said about you and meditate on it (dwell on it) that becomes your truth. This is why we cancel, rebuke and renounce word curses. This is why we see ourselves the way Daddy does bc we meditate on what He says and not anything of the world. It’s a process. Don’t forget to give yourself grace.

Daddy, speaking of grace I’m gonna need a whole lot of that today. Thank You!