Shew … the last few days!!
Last night while I was at the marina we were all sitting at the bar chatting and they were asking me why I was in town. I told the truth. I could have just said “I’m just passing through.” But NOOOO He spilled it all! I knew He was going to I could feel it bubbling up inside me. “God sent me! in the last 50 days I’ve sold everything I own. Left everything I’ve ever known and this is where He brought me. Idk why I’m here, I thought I’d go west but we came east.” Holding back tears I told it all even part of my testimony, couldn’t help the choke in my voice but we didn’t cry. Healed! I had someone tell me once when you can tell your story without crying you’re healed of that trauma. Didn’t cry but when we got to the God sent me I choked up. It’s so humbling. The creator of everything sent me here. Idk why I’m here but I do love it here.

This is the third time He has sent me here but the first time I’ve gotten to know some of the people. The last time I finished the book except the last chapter. If you’re wondering that is why it hasn’t been released. The last chapter was all prophetic. It prolly couldn’t hurt to go read that and see what it says. Maybe there is a clue in there lol. I am still so in the dark and I needed their testimonies. After I told all of this the owner of the marina said “I got a God story for you” and I’m like oh yes please I need to hear it! They were sent here, he and his wife are from California. The B&B owners are sisters from Louisiana, God opened this door for them, too. See what I mean He will give you exactly what you need when you need it and I NEEDED this more than anyone will ever understand. and, the best part nobody has thought I was crazy. Jesus is this norm. I LOVE that!

I went to the river this morning and sat and cried. I’ve done that a lot lately. She’s going and flowing but at the same time – DEEP BREATHE, blow it out- we got this. He’s had to reassure me a whole lot and I praise Him for that.

Thank You for Your grace! I praise You it is given in the measure it is needed!! I’m so good right now, better than good actually. If home is where the heart is I’m always home. It kinda almost made me distraught when I looked at my keychain. First time in my life there hasn’t been a house key on it. Almost got me for a moment but as long as I have Him and He is with me home is everywhere He takes me.

He has also been talking to me about the Israelites when they were in the wilderness after leaving Egypt. They didn’t go hungry and their shoes never wore out! He never left them and no matter what I’m content and not grumbling bc I’m going into the promise and not running from it out of fear! I don’t see myself as a grasshopper and those giants, mountains, anything that tries to get in my way will move! We are coming out! Nothing can stop Him! I praise Him for getting me here.

It’s easy doing what He says bc I know He has got me. I know in my knower I’m gonna be just fine. I know in my heart I am safe and so divinely protected. I’m in the safest place bc I’m in His will for me and that makes all the tears go away. Yep, my body has been trying to freak out a little bit and we are so proud of her for taking the plunge and jumping. I just exhaled hard and thanked Him for catching me! I’m all in. It’s a calling and I’m here for it! Totally excited!