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I’ve deleted so much from my phone and my life in this process that I got some text messages this morning for my birthday from numbers I didn’t know. I answered as if I knew exactly who they were.

I was told to delete the threads, the numbers, the photos etc … I did. lost access and it’s truly their own fault. I can honestly look back and know I did all I could do and I praise Yeshua for it not going how I wanted it. Thank You!

It’s MY born on date. The world was graced with this beautiful girl 48 levels ago! I’m gonna start writing years like they were are levels. In jubilees they don’t use years like we do and this has to do w the aging! know what ages us? Coming into agreement with aging and the rituals of aging (bday, aged) Those years start to show. I know it sounds crazy… trust me I know but it’s true. Stop speaking your age in numbers and claim how old you want your body to be and let me know your results!! I see myself in meditation with a younger version in front of me (the healthiest version of me) and our bodies merge. I receive her impartation of whatever she has I don’t. It’s me I have all of it but it’s like an activation if that helps you.

I’ve quit smoking cigars in the last week which had to be done… residual of Egypt – had to go. I talked to my lungs this morning and had to rewrite some stuff in there. The things I’m learning, love Him so much! We can change anything! ANYTHING! Next fave word w the first being All! It’s so cool!

Celebrating my vessel today!! she has truly rocked this out! We are so very proud of you, kid.

Eat the cake, buy the guitar and wear the good shoes! Trust Yah with .. literally, everything.
Happy Born on day to Me!! I’m as old as time, and have been here since the beginning. My flesh is holding at 29 on level 48. I asked Yeshua to live in my heart when I was 8. And now it’s been 40 years wandering in the wilderness … He promised me this was the year I was walking into my promised land. 40 years. 40 years but not this time!! Not again!! I declare and decree 11 days from this moment I will be walking out of this physical wilderness exact how You showed me. Established- thank You!

I am happy and perfectly fine but I miss my grands, I miss the South if you want all my honesty (part of my heart lives there) I miss having a home. I miss lots of things that we take for granted. People take their grands living down the road for granted. Get in your car and go see them!! Lay on the couch and read a book, watch a movie. Enjoy your house and your time there. You don’t know what you had until it’s gone. It was never enough while you had it and you always wanted more. Better learn to be content! Learning to smile in the most horrendous of cases and in the eye of the storm has proved my own maturity to myself.

For I consider that the sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory which shall be revealed in us. Romans 8:18
And for you… forever isn’t that long. I just wanna be close to You!

I am love and it feels great to see this. to have the full joy of my salvation back is wonderful. I pray He set your heart on fire for Him and it consumes every aspect of your life and you! That He shift and change you and rock your world!

Weird things are happening. I can feel myself in other places at the same time I’m here and sometimes I know where I went and other times I don’t. Yesterday I was in a condo on the beach but last night I was somewhere else – all of this is in the spirit and Melissa locks herself out but then the door wasn’t shut shut when she used Kathy’s key. We went on a drive Sunday and I went somewhere and when I got back in this body I didn’t know where I was or who I was with for a moment. I had to be like ok Holy Spirit- help me, and He did. He touched my shoulder and calmed me, this happens and would freak me out and put me in a panic attack before. It’s good to see growth and healing. Will it always be like this? Where I lose where I am? Idk but idc as long as I have Holy Spirit I’m straight! Everything, everywhere, all at once is what this reminds me of. We live in infinite possibilities and can visit any of these realms and extract qualities from ourselves from a different version of ourselves. The movie helps with the understanding of this.

Oh, and watch “Nefarious”. It is what they say… it’s not a horror movie, it’s truth!! It’s about a demon possessed man and the demon is the one speaking. He lets out so many truths. The whole movie is truth and they had the demon quote daniel 5. I had to pause the movie bc I knew where it came from and went and got my Bible. I was right and I loved that. I love knowing His Word when I don’t even know where I am or who I’m with. I know I’m good bc He’s there. My God I can’t thank You enough! Ruach, You are life more abundantly! Thank You!