There’s not any forbidden knowledge, only forbidden practices.

I needed that today bc of what He’s been teaching me. There are spirits that are on the prowl. High principalities and when you know your enemy you can destroy them. Daddy says we perish for lack of knowledge. Hosea 4:6. He sent me to a book about these false gods and goddesses and as soon as I learn about them who do you think showed up?! Yep! Counterfeit Sophia (wisdom) and her name is Isis. I haven’t seen her but Morgan did and she’s beautiful but she’s not who you want to work with. Discern, test, every spirit and you better get to know Holy Spirit! This whole experience is spiritual and we will partner with them and work with them so you have to make sure you’re working with the Holy one.

Ever done something and then it hit you? I was on an evening walk and it hit me that I have nothing. That I’m blindly walking by faith and I’m totally dependent on Yah! He did that. He’s stretched me so far with this move and the enemy has come many times. Especially when it comes my promises and pretty much life in general. Tonight was the first time I’ve laughed at the spirit of lack/poverty … usually I cry bc it’s kinda been right (reminding me of what it appears to be in the natural) but this time I laughed and that felt good. Depression has truly tried its fare share too. Who cares! I’m not tied to anything of this world! I don’t care about any of it as long as I have Holy Spirit. He’s proved to me He will take care of me.

That laugh … that laugh won that war. I want to jump up and down. Daddy just released my inheritance! 🙌 hallelujah! Do you know how long I’ve waited for Him to mature me enough to release me into this? 11 years! We’ve been doing this for 11 years. Gal 4:2 I praise You! Thank You that it is the appointed time!

Update- it’s been 9 weeks and I’m good. I’m happy. I’m content. I’m good. I am having fun. As long as the money don’t run out I’ll be just fine. 😊 I’m ready tho. Ready for the next! I’m ready to come out of the wilderness. It has taught me complete trust. Complete and utter trust. I heard Vegas this morning… Vegas

I’ve only had one break down or freak out in about 7 weeks now. Before this I freaked while on the river a little. That is growth bc I had one w the last moon cycle. I cracked a little that day … kinda like chip on beauty and the beast. My Daddy is the Potter tho so He will patch it right up. I was mad at Daddy! Mad! I had to let all that out and then repent. He’s so good to me that when I’m sweating stuff out my hair doesn’t get drenched now. He’s in the little details. I don’t like having to wash my hair that much. We absorb and release a lot … I asked He answered.

The wilderness will teach you things. It has taught me I don’t want to be alone. I thought for a long time I did but I don’t. I love family and want a huge one! Now I sound like Him haha I love that. I am truly in love w being a Daddy’s girl. I didn’t have a dad growing up so this part was not easy for me and calling Him Daddy took me a min. I thought I was going in shock and then I just started crying bc He healed all those issues I had with the men that were supposed to be fathers in my life. I praise Him for that. He’s everything and there when nobody else is. The tiniest of details and He’s there. since I’m putting in tiny requests I have a big one. I’d like to be able to ship my truck back to the South. I do not want to have to drive that again, please and thank You. Thank You!

It’s cool here. My truck is parked, gas is going down in price and it will get to where I want it … anyway, until that happens completely it’s parked and I’ve been walking everywhere. They have the best sidewalks here and crosswalks and everything is so close. A mile one way and there is a city. A mile the other way and another half of the city. I’ve learned my way around to several places and can walk to almost anywhere I want to go which I love. The snow is almost gone and it’s so very green and people from here are astonished by this. I believe it’s Him bringing me into a land overflowing with plush green lands and tons of flowers. I’ve loved every minute… except that 30 mins, my freak out … 9 weeks flew by. Flew by.