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I’m totally the most introverted extrovert anyone will ever meet. I’m perfectly fine on my own, if I have to I can be a social butterfly. I prefer to stay in the secret place. I love being in His presence.

The wilderness teaches you to trust. It teaches you to love without limits. It teaches you to give grace, freely and quickly. It teaches you patience. It teaches you to truly step out in faith. It’s taught me so much about me and I’ve gotten to show Him I am all in. I won’t back down and I won’t change. I know what He taught me. I am what She put in me. I can’t do this without Them … That’s my only non-negotiable. I will do what He says, go where He says and when He says. I will fulfill the calling on this life in this lifetime.

I walked with archangel Michael the other day and almost didn’t know who he was. It wasn’t until after that they told me. It was a test. I was entertaining an angel completely unaware. I don’t stop to talk to people. If they stop me I’ll chat but I don’t just walk up to people, it’s just not me. He’s been truly pulling me out of my comfort zone and making me talk to people about all of this. He was sent to test me on my morning walk. I passed but I could still feel myself wanting to get away bc I was alone. Not alone but alone in the natural. He sent them out two by two and I need my other one to make two. I’ve had to sit and watch a demon lay a man on the ground so I could walk by at my command bc I wasn’t allowed to cast it out or speak to it. Couldn’t ask any questions nothing bc I was alone. I don’t like that. I want my marriage bc it makes hell nervous! And, it’s an assignment. Everything is an assignment and so is everyone. How badly have you dropped the ball? Realm of repentance.
I’ve told people about my move. Why I’m here. What He’s done to me and how I met Him when I died. I’ve gotten to talk about angels and parents are watching them catch their kids. Have I mentioned lately that I love this? two people that just moved here were sent here to heal and they are. I’ve talked to them about demons and legal rights and how to remove them and about ascension. It’s really cool and there have been many healings, it’s still happening. He healed a girl of MS today. I praise Him, that isn’t pleasant. Your brain and nervous system are literally fighting everything about you. I felt my brain was trying to kill me. She’s healed bc I was! That’s the thing about this anointing He has on me… everything I was healed of I get to see others be healed from. I’m glad it all happened. I’m glad she was the way she was and that it all happened. I’m so grateful! So grateful!

I have seen by all these things how well I hear and how well I do stepping out in faith., didn’t miss a beat and I’m proud of that. When asked it just spills out and I don’t even have to be asked sometimes. It’s the truth and nothing else. No jibber jabber in between. No explanation. Nothing but the truth and that is Him. That’s what He’s done to me so if you don’t wanna know please don’t ask.

I was told to get my things organized and ready. I did. Now, we wait. This makes my heart a lot excited. I know. I know. I know. I know what has to be next. My environment is proof. Oh and the gas went down again to $3.85. Don’t you know these people are loving that. I think I had almost gotten comfortable in the wilderness. Even had a small routine going on. He told me not to get too comfortable and I’m not but me leaving will be bittersweet. He shook things up and shifted things last week, no routine. I’m going to miss these people and I’m so thankful for them. The love they have shown me is as if they were taking care of Yeshua Himself. That’s how it should be when you’re helping or taking care of one of His sent to you. (Galatians 4:14). He has had me in Galatians for over a week showing me different things each time I read it. I’m seeing why.

That’s how He’s gotten all of His Word in me. Just an fyi. People want to know how I did this. That’s how. I got the Word in me and got to know all three of Them. I meditate day and night. I will read the same chapter for a month if I have to. Whatever it takes!

I’ve also learned in the wilderness I have nothing to lose! You know He told me many years ago there wouldn’t be many miracles in my hometown bc of others disbelief. Like when He was in His hometown. I sure have seen them here. I’ve even had a wife receive healing for her husbands and it worked! Daddy blows my mind. It’s in the faith. Everything I have faith in and do not doubt I’ve seen. I stopped a cloud. That is still a trip! No doubt! Can’t have any doubt living in your heart and the only way to get rid of that is through fasting.
Fasting will also help with that natural mind getting in the way. His voice will become the loudest. Some of y’all are scared to fast bc of how He will transform you and how you’ll hear Him bc you are riding the fence! Please know the line has been drawn! You better pick a side and get in the realm of repentance.

Laila tov 🥰