I can see so much in my memories. I’ve left myself little hints along the way so I wouldn’t panic. Well, let me 100 Yah left me hints so I could wait well hahaha He is so funny. Please don’t be jealous of my relationship with Him. I do this for us all. Every time He elevates me He does you. And, let me throw this out there now … please don’t ever try to be the kryptonite to my power. There were people that would have done that and He picked me up and moved me. I find a lot of this hilarious.

I don’t think anyone understands the level of trusts this takes. I am a severe TBI survivor. I was supposed to of been a vegetable, according to doctors. Look at Him show out! He brought me cross country to stay with people I didn’t really know. Melissa and the boys had come to see me in Arkansas and I flew out here and met everyone in February. So wise. So strategic. He knows I’m just now starting to really trust myself. Brain injury did a number on me. It was a different type of oppression and it was just absolutely horrible. I’ve only seen one type of brain injury I don’t want healed and that is of those that had an encounter and are on fire for the Lord. They are healed. The world makes me think they are still sick. I know bc I loved this. I told them all I was healed. I was a survivor and would not come into agreement with anything they said. I didn’t understand why but I do now. If I had come into agreement with it that would have told my body to be sick. Many times I felt like my brain was trying to kill me but it had to be healed. There was no other way. He promised me healing and I got it. To truly believe I have healing I had to start remembering… you know, proof. He did that too but I didn’t like it. I don’t need all of that and I might still have the same conversation with you 25 times before it sticks. Some stuff I don’t want right then lol oh gosh we can’t be this way. Makes me wonder if I’ve done this to Him … almost sure of it. Please, forgive me and thank You for changing me through repentance. I gotta be better. Thanks for shaping me. Thanks for being my Potter. Thanks for putting me back together even better than I had imagined!

Melissa and I will both live to be in the 120 range and we were talking about how good our bodies have held up and it’s a really good thing. We’ve got along time to go. I bet we look just like we do now at 70. Reverse aging! To the cellular level. I love that!

13 weeks were most of my travel assignments and next Saturday is 13 weeks. I’ve had 2 freak outs… it got pretty bad one day and my sweet friend witnessed how human I can be. That was prolly the most needed breakdown I’ve had. It told me a lot about myself and how sorry I truly was as I was venting. I didn’t like that and had to change it. With my revelation of Power the other day He helped with that. I’m so thankful. When I asked for help He sent it.

God gives power to get wealth.

But thou shalt remember the LORD thy God: for it is he that giveth thee power to get wealth, that he may establish his covenant which he sware unto thy fathers, as it is this day. Deut 8:18

I’ve been standing on this verse for 4 years! That’s quite sometime to be living prayer to prayer to make ends meet and eat. Thank You! Idk what or how! I dont care I just praise You! Thank You!!!