Kingdom marriages- this was a new concept to me so I’m sure it is for many. This is when the Lord tells you who to marry. You are their rib. just like Adam and Eve. I’m not sure He ever stopped picking. We just have never been this close to Him to hear. When you truly find Holy Spirit He will take you right to her. He will tell you who your rib is. Or who you were created with. Gen 2:22-23 interesting huh?! I think so and chances are you know. You know who this is because there is a connection like no other. It’s weird to say the least. The women who are here for calling are listening. I know the men are bc He sent one for me to gauge where they are in their process. They have been doing a lot of healing. I’m inquisitive! I’ve wanted to know. I promise we pray for y’all more than I have ever prayed. We war for our next. My sweet Morgan has truly been warring with me relentlessly for this. I’m so thankful. she’s real and a real friend. One of my 2 in my inner circle. If I don’t count my kids and grands, which I don’t but they are definitely in that inner circle and I tell them and prepare them for everything so when Grami steps they already knew. It’s fabulous! Anyway, He removed everyone except 2 people lol. Boy! and this is why you move in silence and don’t tell people your business. I trusted some I should have never trusted. I learned tho and it was a fabulous experience. I don’t love them any less and I forgive them and release them to You. I give grace for grace. I’m good. Truly.

I’m DONE! In the spirit I’m over it. I’m over the enemy and I praise You for training me and exposing everything.
Recently, like today, I got cyclops. Who woulda ever thought but if someone thought it uo it’s real in the spirit. That’s nuts too tho but for sure how it works. Last week or whenever we froze Poseidon and come to find out cyclops is his son. I guess he got mad and went to my granddaughter in a dream. It was the cloak that made me seek who was cloaking themselves to come at us 🤣 y’all will never understand how fun this is. Warring is a lifestyle and laughing is a remedy! Laugh at your enemies! You laugh at a demon and they are not going to say. They don’t want none!
And, use your authority and kick them out of your realm. You have the power… you just gotta use it. It’s your mouth. Your on top looking down and commanding and decreeing what you want. We call things that are not as though they are.

I’m observing and just watched her look is the spirit and say you don’t want none ! Heard da da da na can’t touch this haha We are so proud of her. There was a lot of fear and slaying that demon …sheeeew that one was the hardest to get rid of but she did it. Out of the heart. Out of the mind. Out of the body. Out!! She laughs.

I do. If I feel fear I will laugh and if it tries again I will chain the demon until judgement day. They don’t want that but it’s what they’ve been getting. The dungeon is full of lower level demons. We’ve been freezing the principalities and He has them on a shelf in one of His offices. I’m not the only one that has seen it. Fascinating to say the least. Daddy … I gotta stop saying blows my mind I need a new phrase. And not a complicated one please. Daddy exceeds my expectations daily. Thanks that’s good! I like it! And, He does. The confirmation He gives me makes me cry a lot. He gives me exactly what I need when I need It and sends reminders if I start to feel down. Today I prepared the boys of my departure and they were fine with it. I was asked where I was going and why and then I was given the ok to leave. I’m thankful. All the children have been prepared every step of the way and I love Him so much for that.

I am prepared for my next. The packages will be delivered this week. Thanks for all of this new chapter in advance, Daddy. Thanks for carrying me into the next Holy Spirit.

I feel Him stretching me .. it happens right around these moon cycles. I feel drunk again. Hahah I walked to the mailbox earlier and the cat followed me. I was in my phone watching TikTok and the cat was laying on the ground by what I thought was Melissa’s apartment. Not the case. That cat sitting there made me think I was close- my nose was in my phone lol- I walked right up in someone’s balcony. Saw the furniture and knew I was not in the right place haha just. A funny.

Everyone’s at a firework show and I’m laying on the living room floor enjoying a little alone time. It’s been busy the last month. Lots of healings, lots of curses broken, lots of love, lots of love. I have truly enjoyed being here and have met lifelong friends from You. It’s been fabulous and im so grateful for this whole trip but … You know. You know. You know I am ready for You to swoop in and rescue me. 100!! She’s not kidding one bit either. Hahah so grateful.

I have felt more feminine here. I’m safe. 100% safe. It’s hard to get the feminine energy out when you’ve been living in your masculine in survival mode. I’ve been in survival mode for 11 years. He’s had to truly put me in environments to make me feel safe so she could emerge. I used to wear heels all the time before my wreck. Yes, I want that back. It’s time to transform again and I felt that. Healed masculine and feminine energies. Nice!

There is a meme and TikTok’s about the real flex for a man is making a woman feel so safe she can be comfortable in her feminine energy. Yeshua has done this for me. He has taken me place to bring back cellular memory of these important aspects of me bc the environment I had been in was toxic lol. So toxic, especially for a brain injured person. I’m so grateful! So grateful! It was so bad I was starting to lose some faith in ever being healed. the seizures were terrible. I’m so blessed my brain didn’t just fry.

There is a German pastor that had an aneurysm burst and when he was in the coma he met Yeshua. I saw his ex wife’s video and their story and then a zoom call of him. Seeing him like that made me cry .. he is healing. She divorced him so he could get the best care possible and that is in Germany. The German govt take care of people in crisis. We could take lessons bc I was lost in the system. Many TBI survivors are. That shouldn’t happen. the brain is too important. I understand their decision. He is making major strides and isn’t a vegetable anymore. The day she was going to turn off the machine he woke up. I found that to be so Yeshua. The transplant team had been to see my family and freaked my daughter out. 2 weeks. Give me 2 weeks and then turn em off .. I extubated myself and then was right back out. I said “How do you like my Jesus” and was intubated again. Then I have another memory of me being intubated but having visitors. I remember freaking out one time I woke up bc I had been to the future and saw some things … I thought they were happening at that moment. Needless to say they put me out. They prolly had to do that several times… I had just been to hell and watched myself die in surgery. I’m sure my freak outs were healing the trauma on some levels and I was pretty freaked out but I was healed. That’s all I new is I was healed. The first time I ever even admitted to having brain damage … I’m ready for bed.
Laila tov

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