compassion
kəm-păsh′ən
noun
Deep awareness of the suffering of another accompanied by the wish to relieve it. synonym: pity.
Literally, a suffering with another; hence, a feeling of sorrow or pity excited by the sufferings or misfortunes of another; sympathy; commiseration; pity.

I saw this in myself this morning. The type of compassion that heals them all. Hallelujah!

And when Jesus went out He saw a great multitude; and He was moved with compassion for them, and healed their sick. Matt 14:14

I was sitting on the balcony this morning having coffee when one of the neighbors could barely make it down the stairs due to pain. I saw the back brace and my heart was moved with compassion. I had to wear one of those for over a year and then multiple times on this journey due to pain. When I saw this person I started to pray and command healing then I went down and asked them if I could pray for them, and touch them. Told them some of my story and that I understand the pain, too much understanding tbh. I started to cry when I put my hand on them. Oh how I remember not being able to walk without pain… hurt my heart. When I finished a lady said the MS is gone, your touch worked on me 🙌. That’s the anointing not me but I did endure so I could become the healer He has entrusted me to be. The MS is gone! I touched her a few weeks ago … and He healed her. Now she knows there can be no other way when it comes to her husband. This is just fabulous!

Faith is a force to be reckoned with and this is not based on anyone’s faith but my own. A knowing. A knowing that everything He has healed me of I’m anointed to heal. 🙌 Hallelujah, Thank You Daddy, Yeshua and Ruach.

I asked for His heart towards His people and His compassion… He delivered and I saw that this morning. This was a new level of boldness for me bc I don’t usually go running down stairs to pray over someone. I pray but this time I made sure to touch them. I’m a total introvert that He is making be an extrovert when I see something that needs to be done. Sonship! 🙌

I understand why Yeshua snuck away for alone time with Daddy bc I have to do this myself. Life and people and energy gets overwhelming. When I need a reset I run to the Father. I highly recommend running to Him, today! I still run into His arms like a little girl and cry cry cry. He is my safety net, the water in the pool, and my guardian … my saving grace. I would not ever want to do any of this without Him.

Being in limbo or the in between is not easy. I don’t know how any of this is going to play out but I’m totally excited to see and I’m truly enjoying the journey. How could I not? I’ve seen!

This morning I was in the box and there was another person in there with me. I fully expected it to be Yah when I zoomed up there, it was not. This time my husband was sitting in the box with me and I love that. I’m glad he’s figuring out who he is bc I don’t think he would have shown up in the box with me if he didn’t know.

Everyone wants a spouse and wants to be in kingdom marriages … let me warn you- this will be the most gruesome experience you’ve ever been put through. Not as bad as TBI or this move but it’s 3 on the list of hardships He’s had me overcome. It’s a ministry. It’s a calling. It’s a split like Adam and Eve. When you’re called to this it’s exhausting watching them live out their best worldly life …. It’s long suffering for sure and you cannot listen to the world or what they say. I would have walked away 2 years ago, I’ve known for 4, if He hadn’t of kept reassuring me and giving me confirmation. Sometimes it was from my husbands mouth I got that confirmation and I’m positive he had no idea at the time.… I did! Verbatim what Yah had already told me. Not easy and if I had listened to all this relationship advice so many people try to give I would have been like thats a double red flag, time to go! I have tried, I promise, but I can’t. the calling is bigger than me. I’ve cut cords, broken any tie I have to him and then I watch as Yah knits us back together… can’t get away if it’s a calling.

I tried tracking my package this morning and no new information… it’s just moving through the network. I feel like I’m catching waves, even felt a little sea sick and I’m in the mountains so that is hardly the case, it’s spiritual. It’s waves in the spirit pushing me to the shoreline. It’s been a little bumpy but He told me it would be.

I’ve been up at 2 for the last 3 days. That’s 3 southern time and up until 5 which is 6 there and that is the 4th watch. I’m ok with the reset on the time. I’m ready to go home! I’m ready to go to my home …. I’m ready for my promise land and for me to come out of the wilderness in the natural like You said. I come before You and petition You for the promises. You said Daddy and I agreed to Your will not mine. Be it unto me as You have spoken. Show me how good this life can be. Show me! Thanks for being with me. I appreciate You so very much!