Today is 13 weeks and my assignment here is over. I’m still waiting on my package but I handed the territory over to my girl tonight. That means I won’t be here much longer. Still tracking that package haha prolly overly tracking lol I can’t help but laugh at that bc He told me He’s giving instructions when the package arrives… so, when I say overly track I mean it haha I want my next and my instructions for it. I’m ready to be rescued, haha, I laugh at that too bc there is like a fairytale playing out that is my life now. Haha I can’t even! I’m so excited. Daddy has made me for this, for all of it and I deserve every bit of it. Please, please know you do too. And, He has so much more planned for us than we could ever think or imagine. Eph 3:20.

I’m so ready bc the stuff I’ve prepared my family for proves He is with me and that this isn’t me. Steps are about to be misunderstood for so many in this next season. You might wanna go right but if it’s a left you’re gonna go left and He is why … you are the observer He’s running this show from now on hahah I think that’s so funny!
I’m down! I’m down for the ride. Show me! You’ve shown me everything else hahah might as well go all in …. Hahaha I sound like You now! Hahah I jumped and didn’t have any water in the pool. I trust You. And I trust you my daughter. 😭😭 not laughing anymore. That made me ugly cry. I love Him so much.

I’ve had to give Him a few more yeses the last few days. I’ll always say yes, always. There is no other way. I agree to anyway You want to use me. I’m ready for You to turn my mess into a message. I want my life to be a walking testament to who You are and what You can do!! I want everyone to know You like I do.

I found a trigger today and I called it out. I can’t stand to be called crazy. I am crazy and I call myself that but I know my crazy. I also know the crazy the world calls us. I didn’t like that at all. Your unbelief and ignorance doesn’t make it any less true. I didn’t call you ignorant but am speaking about all of our ignorance, we haven’t known. He is teaching us. Don’t be hating who He sends the message through. Some people will fall a test bc of them still judging the outward appearance.

I understand. He told me I’d know my husband by his spirit and I do. I don’t know this man but his spirit and I have been courting in the spiritual realm hahah sounds nuts huh?! Haha but we have been for 4 years and I’ve fallen in love with a person I don’t know. I Am ready and prepared. it’s crazy how the Lord had my body fall in love with this man before he’s present to me. He knows me so well. He told me so I would have no confusion and wouldn’t fall for a counterfeit. When He told me I married him right then and have been faithful. I coulda went out but I didn’t. I coulda had sex but didn’t. I coulda done a lot but didn’t. I had 3 marriage proposals haha but I’m taken and married to another. I’ve stood my ground in the spirit for this person too. As I have elevated hes had to. We are one. Thanks for this! Thank You for the man You’ve sent me. Thanks!

She truly warred for this, we know her whole heart is in it. Of course it is! I’m marrying You in a little you haha.
I do love this and praise You for all of it now.

Thanks Daddy, thanks! I’m going to get some food. Laila tov