Yeshua, thank You! Thank You for giving me access to the Father. I’m truly crying in gratitude, this is the most fun I’ve ever had in my life. I’m praying, teaching, prophesying and casting out devils. None of it has been sloppy and I’ve not had but one manifest and He wouldn’t let me cast it out. He did lay it down so I could walk safely by 😭 oh my heart is so full. I see why David went after His heart. He went after Yeshua. He is the heart of Yah. He has made me into a little baby Yeshua and I do love that. Getting to sonship where everyone was healed has been my ultimate goal. It was sure a process but Holy Spirit is the best coach and amazing!! Just amazing! She’s a wonderful cheerleader and a perfect comforter. This hasn’t been easy but it was worth it. I am proud of myself. It did take a lot to get here. It took 11 years lol I usually only talk about the last 4 bc those are the ones I remember… I remember my training but everything else is a distant memory.
It’s not in my heart to be mean, not even to a Judas. It’s just not my heart bc that person is just being used as a tool. They may not even know it… this helped me not take stuff personally. However, if they purposely know and there is a Judas spirit amongst me lock it up, expose it, and arrest the demon. Protect me! Thanks Daddy and thank You for sending all these angels. Thank You!

I heard Michael tell me the other day that I was keeping them busy. That means I’m truly doing my job. I dispatch them and they protect. This is cool to hear about. So cool to witness those warring prayers answered 😭 I’m so grateful! So grateful! I hear so well in the spirit I can hear their plan of attack enabling me to cancel it every single time. That is amazing and I do loveeee this!

Daniel had an excellent spirit. Knowing everything is spiritual I asked for that same spirit and got it bc I received it by faith, I didn’t fall out or feel anything. I asked for it and then put it in me. I grabbed it out of thin air bc it was there. It had been loosed. Then it had to train me. This has been such a rewarding transition and training.
We are walking on water!! I’m so excited about this. I want people to know Yeshua more than anything and what better way?! What better way?! It wouldn’t be possible without Him …. This is gonna be so fun! I do want to know what all we are capable of in this land. I totally believe we’ve been lied to and dumbed down, especially about the spiritual realm.

I can handle being called crazy bc to the world I am. 2 Cor 5:13. He gave me some thick skin. I asked for the same thickness Donald Trump has. Idc what anyone thinks of this man or what their personal opinion is, he has impressive amounts of thick skin in the public eye. I want that bc I know persecution is coming. I wonder how many times he’s cried out to Yah bc his feelings were hurt while in his quiet time. Anyway, Daddy delivered. However, don’t call a kid crazy that is learning the spiritual bc you’ll see the lion roar. I let Him out and He went to town but so calm and my heart was thumping … I don’t like confrontation, do not like it and it pisses me off. What did I miss in the spirit for this to even be allowed around me?! These are things we’ve got to start asking ourselves. I’m not talking about a training season bc Daddy has to gain your ultimate trust. Even when I wasn’t sure I’ve still trusted. I’ve had to pray pray pray and still do…. Sometimes 24 hours. There have been more fasts than I can count. More sleepless nights than I know, a watchman. I’m keeping guard and not coming off the wall. He will have to drag me down. Nothing gets past me, not anymore. Not anymore!! That’s so fantastic! I have no warfare up here. I’m not oblivious to it but it is not on me. My prayers are done the first time I ask and my angels are working… boy are they working. We judge our angels one day but you have to employ them. You do that with His Word. The word works if you work it. gotta learn to meditate. that is the flesh giving you a hard time if you can’t and you need to pull it under subjection. You are the boss and the flesh will bow. Don’t forget who you are!! Every knee will bow to include your own.

You don’t need a why to things before hand. At this level it is obedience and find out why later. That used to terrify me and put me on guard everywhere I went. Not now. Now I know I was born for this and it isn’t me. I’m practicing what I know and adding to it each level up … boy when I found out obstetrics was the same in the spirit as it is in the natural and if it can be done here it can be done there. Spiritual abortions of enemy tactics and plans was a game changer. I’ve learned I can go straight to the womb of things and cancel it before it ever starts. I give a warning afterwards that the next action will be a hysterectomy- don’t mess with me. Not there! I am kind, not nice and there I am their worst enemy! They tried to kill me and I’m still mad about that!! Daddy called in His contract on me that night and saved me, saved my soul and my life oh I praise You Yeshua. They were there to take me out! Thank You! My Lord Thank You! His contract on us trumps everything out there. I signed a contract with Daddy to marry someone. Little did I know He was just getting my permission again. (Philemon, Gen 24) He knew I forgot what we agreed to before I came here. I’ve had to agree to more things while in the wilderness.… I’m so very pleased we are coming out!! I’m at the well! You’ll find me at the well at almost all times. I practically live there being refilled with His living water. I took air shots of Holy Spirit a few times and drank on Him then They showed me the water. This sounds nuts to your natural mind but in the spirit go to the bar! Only the good stuff is served there.

I do really pray we are not here when Melissa gets back. For real though, I’m serious. I told Kathy I’d dunk her in the tub again this morning or we could go to the river and I’d do it right before I left if she wanted. In my heart I’m ready. That’s good to know. I am ready!

My vision is 20/20 in the spirit and idk who just sent a dragon but I captured it and put it on Daddy’s shelf. nice try 🤣 you can’t use that anymore … stop! You’re only hurting yourself! It is finished!

I do laugh but it also hurts my heart for that person, that flesh, bc I’m not at war with any person, ever. It’s all in the spirit. We don’t wrestled with flesh and blood. The punishment for working with divination is hell (Rev 21:8) and I truly don’t want that for anyone and I know that dragon was their pet. I do find that funny but idk what’s gonna happen to them now. It’s scary bc I do know what its like, been there. I do stand in the gap for them, they didn’t know. Surely they didn’t know however they will now. Zap them! May they have no rest until they get in line. I can see this one. Can’t be riding the line anymore or thinking you can be a Christian witch – ain’t no such thing! I guess there are tho realistically bc Christianity is a pagan religion. It’s not ok to celebrate Halloween and put a different name on it. We did this for years and praise You for the power of repentance and I come before You for myself and I stand in the gap and ask for forgiveness and for You to change us all and let us see what that does to us in the spirit. Give us the truth!

I’m by myself for the next 7 days… this is a little strange but if there is anything left in me I need to fix before we leave this would be the perfect time. if I know I need to fix my flesh and can’t do it alone, which is never. I can’t do it alone so I’ll go on a fast and by about day 6-7 He’s fixed me and all I had to do was seriously let Him know I wanted and needed this. He delivers. Some think fasting is religious but when you gain understanding of the power in it ! Bible doesn’t say if you fast it says when!! That means we all need to fast at times and some demons only come out by fasting. If you hear the Lord tell you to fast or it keeps coming up you need to ask Him what He needs from you. How bad do you want it? How bad? I want everything He’s promised me enough I’ll fast to fix me so it comes to pass. whatever it takes and I don’t do anything halfway ( had to choose my words wisely just then it was habit to say the other. Thanks for fixing my language and gifting me with great conversational skills. Thanks! Thanks so much! My God thank You!

I may just have a pajama day! Might even watch a movie. This is weird now. Hahah that’s funny bc I loved living alone. He did so much to me here. He got me used to lick tn with someone and being around boys … I’m thrilled and so excited. I had the boys by myself yesterday and we had a blast. Right now I’m gonna go to the coffee shop and get me and Kathy a coffee. Yep, going in pajamas haha I do love You. Thank You !