Stretching, pruning, dying, birthing, mass revelation, resurrection…

I have felt all of this in a matter of days. There has been so much happen during this fast I don’t even know where to start.

I feel like the last 30 days flew by. It felt like it was just a week, I feel the acceleration. He has pruned me. The wilderness had to come out of me. Egypt had to come out of me. And with that parts of me died which brought lots of revelation… the resurrection was Him in me. Over the weekend I felt a Judas spirit be revealed and a shot to the heart. Daddy played me Bon Jovi’s “you give love a bad name” a few months ago and now I see why. It was the shot to the heart … A knife to the heart while looking me in my eyes in the spirit. I literally felt like I couldn’t breathe, I felt the overwhelming anguish of wanting to beg Abba to maybe take this cup from me. Deep wailing and I was out walking the trails with people everywhere and I’m bent over like I had taken a literal knife to the chest and sobbing loudly … nobody said a word. I just kept walking and crying and feeling the pain and I knew I needed to feel it. I needed to know what He went through in the garden and after He was betrayed. It is a spirit not a person and from what I’ve learned we contract them before we ever come here. This accelerated Yeshua and His destiny and what He had to do so prayerfully this knocks me into my destiny too. And- Nevertheless Your will not mine. I got in the scriptures deeply and ran for Yeshua bc I couldn’t do it alone. Literally could not breathe it hurt so fiercely. Had to pull that out and cover it in the blood. Pain went instantly. Hit that realm for real!

Then I felt different realms, different aspects of the Bible and His death come to life in me. I felt Him set captives free in me! I was resurrected with Him and made to sit in heavenly places. I felt us go into the whale to get the Jonah’s and that was pretty cool. Anyone trying to run was captured and set free. Lots of stuff has been revealed and lots of things are manifesting in the natural quickly. 24 hour turnaround and that is fabulous.

I feel Him stretching me again today … haha makes me laugh bc there is still 9 days left. A lot can happen in 9 days.

I’ve been told to pack up and I’m happy to say I get to go home. How does this play out and what does home look like – idk! Idk how or what He has planned but I’m excited to see! Home is where my heart is and my heart belongs to Yeshua so anywhere He takes me is home and I’ll be good but He said Home and I take that as my literal forever home. I praise Him! I’ve not had a home in many many years. A roof over my head, and I’m so very grateful, but not a home I felt safe in. Not where I could relax and live while letting live bc there was always the wonder of when will I be told to leave. I was actually told that a few times and just said I’m not leaving until Yah says. I’m so grateful that story has changed. I’m glad I gave Him my pen and He is rewriting everything.

I dreamt about the kids. They are learning about their power and using all the tools available to them. Makes me proud.

10 [For my determined purpose is] that I may know Him [that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly], and that I may in that same way come to know the power outflowing from His resurrection [[a]which it exerts over believers], and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed [in spirit into His likeness even] to His death, [in the hope]
Phil 3:10 AMP

I feel like that scripture and the gospels came to life inside me over the course of the last 30 days.

The last 20 days of this fast I have committed to praying in the spirit at least 2 hours a day. This is changing me. He is changing me.
Not that I have already obtained it [this goal of being Christlike] or have already been made perfect, but I actively press on [e]so that I may take hold of that [perfection] for which Christ Jesus took hold of me and made me His own. 13 [f]Brothers and sisters, I do not consider that I have made it my own yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal to win the [heavenly] prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. 15 All of us who are mature [pursuing spiritual perfection] should have this attitude. And if in any respect you have a different attitude, that too God will make clear to you. 16 Only let us stay true to what we have already attained Phil 3:12-16 amp

I’ve the course of this trip I’ve been in Exodus, Joshua, Genesis, Matt, Mark, Luke, John, Phil and we’ve been walking it out.

I didn’t know I was going to be on an Abraham move like this. I didn’t know I would be walking in those footsteps literally and symbolically. I know a lot of people don’t understand and I’m still getting understanding myself, more each day, about what all this move has done for my bloodline. Went through Exodus bc I left Egypt. I left everything that was trying to oppress me. Joshua helped me war and speak prophetically and know what not to do bc we are coming out! Then we walked together through the gospels and He showed me things differently… He still is and I’m so excited for more.

There is more bc there are like 3 drafts… gonna have to see what’s in those lol. The joys of truly learning to press on and stay out of the past … I forget 😊