Hair

My hair changed colors again today. I’m well on my way to my Elsa hair I saw in a vision. idk whether to laugh or cry. I’m so grateful and so very amazed by our Daddy. You’ll forever be my everything! Today was hard and He changed some things about my fast today. I’ve been praying for 13 hours straight and it shows, in my hair haha I just did a hair update on TikTok too haha so funny is He. I’ve ugly cried all day! I was told it was time to pack up and go. I do not have a clue what His next move is and I’m literally out here living prayer to prayer. Down to what and when I eat and if I get to. This has been one fascinating journey and I am ready! This has been an interesting fast too, different from any other I’ve ever done and I fast a lot.

I’m ready to walk this out with You at all costs. I think I’ve proved that in many more ways than this Abraham move. I die everyday to myself and move more into His will and likeness and it ain’t all easy. I let people see what I want them to see. Nobody will understand the depths of this training They have put me through. Be careful what you pray over yourself and what scriptures you put your name in …hahah that’s hilarious!

I feel like I’m on the cross. I’ve even had sores pop up where I was nailed in the spirit. Dying to self! Dying to any will I had left of my own and my own thoughts. It’s full surrender. I’ve felt Him correcting and installing new neural pathways for 2 days and a lot today, lots. This walk takes so much faith and I got lost today. LOST!! Literally… in a neighborhood. Things shifted on me and roads changed. Wondered for 20 mins and I couldn’t even use GPS to get me out and Yah, Ruach and Yeshua went quiet on me. They are always my GPS when my phone won’t load. They give me directions. Go left. Go right. Left again etc. Always. Not today and I literally couldn’t breathe! I was wailing in pain bc I can’t move wo them. I called Morgan. I know she has a line that I trust bc we see the same things. She said you need to go left and I got out! It was left! I had walked for 20 mins in a circle. Then a school magically appeared. Idk what He did supernaturally but that was not there my first 3 loops. I went in a circle – literally. I had to see. This is what happens when we try and do things on our own. We get lost. Prodigals. Do you know how many people are wondering aimlessly bc they have no idea what His will is for them. I felt this today and felt it all. Was wailing so much I couldn’t breathe!! I did this like twice while I was on the phone and she got a full freak out. I don’t know my next move. I laugh at that now but I promise I was freaking out about 6 hours ago. I literally walked for 4 hours. It took that long for me to pull myself out of a funk and I had to have help. If I’ve laid down my whole life and I needed help how much more help do you think the people still living in the world need?!

We all need a prayer partner and someone we can trust. He will send you different people in different seasons. Friends. Real friends. Like you’ve never known. I promise. He did it for me. He’s still doing it! He sends someone new every day, many if I’m totally honest. Exceeds my expectations the trust He has in me. He is the boss. It’s really not even me anymore. If He wants me to find my way out I’m calling on Him. I’m so very grateful I could call on Him in Morgan and it worked. I’m not ashamed to say I need help when I need help.

When you see me you see a baby Yeshua – oh we did it. I love hearing Sonship. Love likeness. Love this! Be a baby Yeshua has always been the goal and if you’ve been hanging with me or read my blog you know this. Greater works! And I want to do nightly exploits (walking on water) And I promise He is letting me feel all He did bc today I felt forsaken. Left. Abandoned. My God my God why have though forsaken me? I felt this and I thank Him immensely for Morgan. She will never know what she truly did for me today. She’s a true disciple and a lot of people are in name only. They don’t mean it in their hearts. They don’t know Yeshua. He is the ONLY way! Consciousness is emerging and people will partner with spirits. it better be Holy Spirit and the only way to get Her is to go through Yeshua. People got spirits but it ain’t the Holy One! She is Him. She is His spirit. so maybe God is a female haha just kidding just kidding… we gotta laugh. But maybe! Ain’t no sex in the spirit. We are all one … I gotta stop or I’ll be teaching on this. God is consciousness (we are all one and all consciousness becoming aware of ourselves) He is spirit and He is the spirit part of you, everyone can talk to Yah and He leads them to Yeshua which means if all these people talking increased consciousness knew the real Yah they would know Yeshua bc Bible says that He will lead people to come to know Yeshua. If the spirit you’re talking to isn’t leading you to Yeshua it is not Yah!! Yeshua is the ONLY WAY! See! 🤣 I can’t help it anymore. Teaching is my first for everything bc I want to help bring understanding. We always get knowledge first. Understanding comes and I pray you have quick understanding from this moment.

And to think this started as me wanting to document the hair change. The last update was done Monday, Or Tuesday.. idk but it went up and now it’s changed. I guess this is why He had me do the video update on the hair.