Loving yourself and knowing who you are and Who walks beside you is a game changer. He’s had me down for the last two days lol. I’ve seen a lot and done a lot in the spirit from the bed. The warfare over this territory has been extreme. There are some witches losing their minds. This kinda really exceeds my expectations 🤯 exceeds!! He has shielded the moon. People are seeing this in the natural. It is His and we went on a take back mission! Oh how I do love this. I’m just the vessel, please know that and know that what He has me doing is good for us all. Power lives in the secret place. I merged with him at the river a few weeks ago. What happened is she finally gave it up and agreed to walk in power. She knows people are going to hate her and We had to get all of that caring about it out. And He did. As soon as I see or hear something I’ll call it out. It isn’t me I’ve just given Him full control. I just wanna be kept and watch. He can do whatever He pleases. I didn’t come back to make friends, I came back to help You and allow You to do Your thing! I understand the assignment. Thank You for letting me see my babies this weekend. Oh thank You!

We also have a shield over the sun. When He put a shield over them He took them back as His own. Do you know how many forces of darkness we had to go up against to do this? There were times I had black eyes, bruises all over me, scratches and cuts but we got up stronger after each fall. Knowing more. Learning. Seeing. Being. When I stepped into me being His apostle, which I had some imposter syndrome for a bit I’ll be honest, it changed the whole game when it comes to spiritual warfare.

Know how I feel about jealousy now? Let me just tell you. I think it’s funny. I’ll laugh at it bc it is a demonic spirit. It also makes me a tad angry bc it’s not of my Daddy and has to go! I won’t tolerate this around me. We strategize and plan attacks up here. It’s time people learn to invade the camps of the enemy and collect their spoils of war. That means I’m gonna have to teach how. Whatever You want. No matter how crazy I sound haha I got You! I have always been weird and I love this new type of weird. Actually the weirder the better.
And I want people to be jealous. Like Paul said if they are jealous they are gonna want what I have and that’s You! And I am 2 Cor 5:13 crazy!! Whatever natural mind I had left has utterly left the building. Hahah this is great! I refuse to come down. I will not be coming down to anyone’s earthly level, we are done with that. I feel like I’m on speed right now and I am still adapting to all of this energy.

Whatever there was that was in me that was coming against what They have told me is gone. Not in my heart or my head. Not even in my cells. I’ve seen the future and those images He gave me of it stuck like glue. This is such fabulous news!! HalleluYah they did it! They brainwashed me so well! I’m on the same page with Him!! I’m so glad He told me all of this a long time ago. I’m so glad and grateful to have had the grace to go through this and finally get to the other side. I don’t know what They are doing behind the scenes we’ve been busy. He asked me if I wanted to go to war the other morning. Yes, of course! I got You. It was time to suit up! This queen will lead the battle. Deborah anointing. Oh I love that! A strong warrior, like David, is what He built. David was a king, I’m from his bloodline and am a queen. Interesting. Don’t know what all there is with this yet but something I’m sure. I am just here for all of it!

This warring has allowed me to see the OT come to life and see the wars! And go up against those same spirits to get here. He’s been driving the enemy out of my land. That’s so cool! He loves us so much and I’m gonna get to be proof. I already am for sure. I am proof of His love bc wo a few miracles from Them I wouldn’t be here. This body would not have been able to pull out of that without a miracle and being the science nerd I have always been and a nurse, too, I know science wise those docs were right. It’ll take a miracle. The transplant team was asking for my organs already. This was a serious miracle. My Yah my Yeshua my Ruach … thank Y’all! My my My I praise you! I’m on straight borrowed time and anything I can do is truly my pleasure. Thanks for asking me but we are so down and here for this! Show us! Show us!

I stepped into me being an apostle without any doubts in Utah. I stepped into the war to take back the elements. Did y’all know that these witches been using the sun, moon, stars, winds, water, earth, fire, the elements amd light sources to cast spells and eat us ? Oh this is why they are truly truly losing their minds and can’t figure out why everything they’ve put out is back on them. Mercy Daddy. Teach them but protect them as only You can. Forgive them. I claim their ignorance for them. we have all been stupitized and brainwashed by this world. We have truly not known You for ourselves. Forgive us, we didn’t know. Thank You for showing Your children who You are and bringing them back to You! Thank You! Thank You for teaching us to pray. Go easy, they know not what they are really doing. Should they know know bless them and keep them and give them peace. I bless them. This makes me so nervous for some people. I’m glad They have the elements at Their beck and call! I’m so happy to help for sure! I thank Yall for letting me play and I praise Y’all for the realm of unusual and immediately! Thanks for choosing me for this. I’m so enthralled by y’all, captivated and ready to go wherever, whenever You say. I have absolutely no plans! I do not have a plan b. The only plan is to follow You. My eyes are fixed on Yeshua. Fixed! I can’t do this – I won’t do this – without Them!

Thank You for lifting those of us up that know You and for showing the fakes. Thanks for our increased discernment. Thank You for being love through us. Thank You! Thank You for showing who those that have submitted unto Your authority. Thank You! Thank You for showing quickly those that have bent the knee to Baal. Expose them quickly. Give folks quick understanding. Thank You!

The other day He handed me a golden scepter and showed me in the throne room co-ruling and this was awesome. He asked me yesterday if I knew what that vision truly meant. We are equal. We are ruling the airwaves together. We are taking back what’s His and He made me a queen in His courts. I’m honored and thrilled and I accept. I don’t know how this changes things but I’m excited to see. Excited to see!! A warring strategic Queen ready for battle at all times. I know how to take my crown off and slip on a helmet quick and I am thrilled!!

I have a huge lion in the spirit and he’s beautiful. I got him in Utah too. In July. It was cool! Then some dogs showed up and some new arsenal In my belt. I mean at the weapons of warfare They use. The coolest one has to be the lion. I watched him shred some hell hounds. I just bent over and cried as I watched them fight. I didn’t know there was such a thing. He needed to be on certain grounds during this trip too. He had to be certain places at certain times. I was just the vessel and I’ve had a blast! Once my perspective shifted to how can this be fun bc it’s been 6 mths of intense warfare, major intense, we had to get to the realm of immediately, in the right now, real time, the realm we are operating in, that fractured moment in time. Put it back together. Resurrect what You need to and destroy everything that shouldn’t be there, fire. Burn it down! Search us. Know us. Test us and give us the grace to get through. Thank You!! I’m still learning about timelines and now lay lines too. I know I’ve heard Him speak to the vats inside the earth. Ancient wells. Some people are here to open up the ancient wells. Let the water come forth! Rivers of living water! Rivers inside us! Thank you for increased discernment and for canceling that attack over us. Thanks for Your truth and for making us obedient.

This is so humbling. So humbling. Being used by our very creator. The creator of every thing and every one. Every single thing we see They did! So humbling! They literally have control of everything and can think it and it is done. Immediate in the spirit makes it immediate in the natural. They talk to everything bc everything is alive. It’s been fun watching them. It’s truly amazing and I can’t boast about nothing but Them. I am the belly button they chose for this particular job and I get to tell people about it. You will go up against different demons and different principalities bc of your calling. You may get to know demons I’ve never heard of and vice versa. They have to have a belly button to operate in this realm. That’s the rules and they need ours. This is the same rule for demons and that is why they want to possess people. They need your mouth. Yeshua needs your mouth to get what They need done in this earth done. Stop allowing the enemy to speak through you! Get out of the feelings bc tHis is how they know what’s bothering you. Everything is an energy. Emotion is energy in motion and people can feel others don’t you know a demon does. They feel your energy when you are thinking on something or in a situation and they come feeding you junk through your ear gates to get you to come into agreement with them and we do this by repeating what they have said bc you’re in feelings. We have an emotional body that has to be healed. we thank You, Yeshua, for the blood. we apply the blood to our emotional body and thank yall for its healing power. thank You!

queen /kwēn/

nounThe wife or widow of a king. A woman sovereign. A woman considered preeminent in a particular field. “the reigning queen of hip-hop.”A woman chosen as the winner of a contest or the honorary head of an event. “a beauty queen; the queen of the prom.”Something having eminence or supremacy in a given domain and personified as a woman. “Paris is regarded as the queen of cities.”The most powerful chess piece, able to move in any direction over any number of empty squares in a straight line.

This morning I saw battle plans and a map that had chess pieces on it. I just got a quick glimpse. it was the Queen on the map and He’s been telling me I’m a queen. I was called a princess the other day and had to correct them. I am no longer a princess but have made it to the royal courts as queen.

The queen is the most powerful of all of the chess pieces and is often used in early and brutal attacks. I’ve seen some brutal attacks, brutal, but I like it. I’ve always liked war movies and history so I love the OT and the battle part is fun to me. I know how to take off my gown and throw on some armor. I actually fight from the throne now but armed and ready at all times.- viscous attacks!!! They attacked me viciously. This is my comeback and payback to them all!!

As mentioned, the queen is the most powerful piece. This is because the queen can attack (or defend) more squares than any other piece! This is awesome! Thank You for explaining it this way. Thank You!! Thank You for stretching us and for birthing us. Thanks for resurrecting things we had forgotten about! Thank You for favoring Your Queen!

The queen moves similarly to multiple pieces. It can move in any direction like a king but is not limited to a single square. The queen can move the same way a rook can, moving freely up and down on any file and left and right on any rank. This just helped me catch chess a little. All this spiritual warfare has been like chess, a ranking system and once I figured out my own ranking and how to move in who I was called to be everything shifted. She’s the highest ranking, no wonder they hate me. I knew I was a 3 star general on temp assignment and my ranking would change but I didn’t know it would go from general to Queen. This is just fabulous! I’m so honored, so honored. Idk what all of this means but I got You!! Got You!!

I am gaining my energy back. I get my energy from Holy Spirit and it can’t be drained but we’ve recently went up against some vampires and it was an interesting fight. It took Him taking the earth back to win this win this. He commanded the earth to eat them. Putting out those orders terrify me. I just wanted to pull their fangs and set them free but that wasn’t the case this time. This time I was forced to be still and put out the order. I have to look at this as a virtual reality and someone created something horrible and by that they have to be taken care of. Like a video game and Mr. Smiths are after us, like in the matrix.

The witches were eaten by the earth too in the spirit. Idk what this does to those operating with those spirits in the spirit in the natural. But those spirits had to be taken care of. I pray mercy for their vessel. I’m sure half of them didn’t know and have been blinded by that stupid spirit. I command all stupid spirits and everything they have down to die by fire. Die! Die by fire!! Fire! Fire!! Fire!! Fire!! I command any veil remaining to be rolled back and ripped. We refuse lies of the enemy! Up and out now! Bring Your prodigals home to You Daddy. I do understand and know their ignorance. I was them. We search for the supernatural and have been destroyed for lack of knowledge that You are the supernatural!! Forgive us. Be merciful. Thank You!

I guess the Queen is like a secret weapon. I’m perfectly good with all of this! Thanks!

Thanks for the chess lesson! Thanks for increasing my rank! Thanks for letting me sit with You! Thanks!