The in between is the hardest spot I think I’ve been on this entire journey. Idk how Yah is gonna do what He said but I believe Him. The attacks this month have been worse than 10 October’s put together. If I weren’t living in His presence I’d crack. I was literally told today I pray too much. I knew it was coming. People think I’m lazy bc I am secluded, pray 12-16 hours a day and praise at all times. That I don’t do enough in the natural when I have given it all. The widow that put everything she had in. I am her. I have nothing but a story Yeshua and I share. Nothing! Meaning I have nothing but prayer to give! I don’t have anything but prayer to give anyone and to some that isn’t enough. And that truly hurts my heart. I was told I shouldn’t speak the truth bc it may turn people from choosing Jesus. Ha! It is not my responsibility nor my job to change people. That is Holy Spirit Job and not mine! Me telling the truth to someone that doesn’t understand how the spirit world works is me planting seeds. We haven’t been taught any of this and that is why the world is the way it is. People want things sugar coated and I’m not that person. Neither was Yeshua. They killed Him for the true message and if they wanted to chop my head off tomorrow I’d gladly take my booty home!

I know this was an attack but it totally hurt me that people the closest to me, or the ones I thought were for me, aren’t for me and there is no support. It has been a fight since day one and I’m done. I close that door and lock that bad boy shut! Anything the enemy can do to try and move me from what God said. That’s not gonna happen if I’m the last one standing. Pity. Pity is what I feel for so many bc they don’t want the truth. Immense pity!

Wanting me to come down to deal with things in the natural will not happen. I pray. My power is in prayer and to anyone that thinks I pray too much take that up with God!