Gerald

I am one proud bird 🐦 momma right now. I have been up since 0245 and outside praying, hanging out w Yeshau … the regular and I was greatly anticipating sunrise this morning so the birds would wake up and I could see if Gerald was close. He was still in the tree where I saw him last before going in last night at dusk and it felt so incredibly good to see him there. Gerald made it through the night!!! When I woke Kaylee for school and told her it was time to eat breakfast my next sentence was Gerald made it through the night. We high fived each other and praise the Lord. After Kaylee had her breakfast we came outside and she saw him. I think it made her heart happy, too. We’ve been taking care of him together and she would play with him every morning and every afternoon. Warmed my heart! I needed Gerald more than he ever needed me. Don’t let what’s going on around you harden your heart, stay pure, if you gotta rescue a few animals.

Not only did he survive his first night out on his own he met me by the rose bush on a low tree branch so I could reach him. I told him when I walked in after Kaylee left thst if he wanted something to eat to meet me down here and I’d feed him. He did. He came down for a little water and some food, then he flew off again. My heart is so full of love for our Abba! I’m so grateful I’ve been crying tears of joy. Gerald made it through the night!! He has come back to me twice now and that was one of my prayer requests.

1. Thst Gerald live and thrive
2. That he always call and come by when he sees me. No matter how old he is or how old I am that we are bonded and know each other.

I hear him each time I walk outside and he has come to me twice now. I know he will eventually leave here but so will I and no matter our paths should they cross again, we will know each other.

Thanks Daddy for sending us Gerald 🐦 we both needed him. Gerald could be Geraldine but we are leaving it as Gerald. Male and female blue jays are hard to tell apart.

He taught me a whole lot and I was in a test and didn’t even know it. Attachment vs bonding. I’m not attached but I am bonded. I let everything go so it can come back on its own. I attracted him bc he needed love. I am love. It feels good to be here! It feels good to be a bird 🐦 momma!

If you didn’t know, I’m not a too animally person. I think they are cute and I love them and they are funny but I don’t want any. I don’t want to have to remember to feed something. I’ve not had anything to make sure it stayed alive, other than myself, in years. On purpose. the cat we had for goodness 12-14 years had to be put to sleep in 2010 and then my dog died in 2015. Kids were grown and I was done with the animals. Gerald help heal a part of me thst I didn’t know was broken. I didn’t ever want another animal after losing Honey, my lab. She was the best dog ever. She would warn me before I’d have a seizure. I was seeing different colors but didn’t know why but she did. She dragged me to the ground so I wouldn’t hit it. It hurt when I lost her and I didn’t want to love another animal, until Gerald. There are two cats here that I love. Cigar and Samson. The dogs haven’t won me over yet but I am loving toward them and have remembered to feed them.

This season was a whole lot! It was a lot dark but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. When He showed this light and the tunnel He showed me the tunnel in Mobile, AL. We are at the last few lights right before the tunnel ends and sunlight reappears. The first time we were in this tunnel it was at the beginning and then I got a flash of the middle where the turn happens and you can begin to see a peak of light. Now, I can see the light! Thank You that everything is working for my good! Romans 8:28 thank You for the change in season! Thank You for bringing us through April and for blessing May! Thank You that May will be a month full of miracle manifestations.