This is the start of something beautiful! I could dance with you every night! All the stories I’ve ever read about are happening. This is the start of something beautiful!

Even when I get seriously aggravated with what is going on and He isn’t fixing it I’m still madly in love. Nothing could make me walk away and it was offered. The other day I could hear it. I laughed.

I’m laughing now. We are birthing in the spirit. Idk what exactly but I can feel it. I’m really ready for a home. Really ready to go home! Ready for my home to come forth! House come forth!

All joy!! Social security appt … I can only laugh. I think I prolly took him for a ride haha and I did. I let him into my reality for a moment. You seriously need an armband to get in here haha this is so funny. They prolly think I’m nuts and to the world I totally am. Certifiable and I told him that. I told him “I’m crazy not stupid” he said I can see that you’re not stupid you’re a miracle. You communicate very well. I said that’s all God. He taught me to communicate like Esther but I went through all of that and still lose words but Holy Spirit always comes through for me. I’m also a medical miracle and he was taken aback by this bc of the extent of the miracle that had to happen for me to survive and be sitting in front of him in this condition. He knows I’m being serious and nothing he asked could move me or move me from what Yah has told me. I was asked who the president was and I said Donald Trump. He said who is the legal president and I said Donald Trump. I can’t come into agreement with that other junk and I won’t speak it. Much too powerful for that. I don’t talk much. If I don’t want to see it I say it and I will break, cancel and rebuke and rewrite on the spot. Courage and boldness have taken us over haha it’s fun! I have had social anxiety so bad since brain injury and have had to work through that. He makes it easy. It’s the love. Love is intoxicating. Im addicted. Literally addicted to Holy Ghost and have to have a hit every single hour of every single day. Shalom, my name is Melissa and I am addicted and submitted to Holy Ghost. She is the governing entity over this body. Oh how awesome!! I love yall so much ! I’ve been so waiting on just a complete take over. Fill me up!! There is a special church Svs tomorrow I’ll be going to. I’m getting my new! I’m getting so full Holy Ghost comes out my pours lol to overflow! People can have all the fame, they can have the platforms. They can have it all, I just want more of You! I want to walk in the fullness of my calling and my anointing and my inheritance and my contract. I call them forth. Everything and everyone assigned to me, in this season come forth now in the natural in the name of Yeshua.

I choose You! I choose You! Forever and ever! I’ve walked away from everything.

I purged again and lightened my load. I feel like I do tus daily. It feels good. It feels good to be able to help. I want to be able to and it hurts me I can’t more.

I think I need a brain injury advocate for court. Idk what the outcome of this appt will be. He asked me what I did on a daily basis and I said I spend time with God and I love street ministry. I love seeing the people know He id thinking of them and I promise healing but not bc of me or the promises He has made me about this healing mission but it’s all bc of who He is. Yeshua did this for us. It’s all for Him and His glory and namesake. We live in a very contractual world and He gave us back our legal rights to possess the land. To take it. Take it by force. I take back everything owed and command any demon trying to block me to die by fire. Any witch coming against me psalm 109 and swallow them up earth according to Numbers 16.

I love Yall so much and thank You for choosing me. None of it was easy and I couldn’t have done it without Yall. I give You all the glory.

I can tell I took a nap today. I haven’t been up at 10pm in a lil bit lol

New month. New stuff. We don’t ever get too much in a routine. Stuff is moving too fast. I am good. Whatever You need. I’m sitting here trying to thjnk of something I need and I can’t think of one good thing He’s withheld from me. I need to see Addie and hug her tight. I’ve had to be really thicked skinned, patient, silent, and flow … I’m truly only still standing bc of Ruach. Tough season. Thank You for a new season thank You in advance for the car. The house. The money. The opportunities. Thanks for not letting me be put to shame. Thank You!

It’s gonna be good.

He asked me something else but I’m not full on remembering it yet. tbc