For if you keep silent at this time, relief and deliverance will rise for the Jews from another place, but you and your father’s house will perish. And who knows whether you have not come to the kingdom for such a time as this?”
Esther 4:14

Read the whole thing again. Read it three times if you need to but see that if you tell the Lord no you and your family will perish and He will get someone to take your spot but His will is gonna happen. I don’t want anyone to perish and neither does He that is why He is so patient with us. Go before Him and start repenting and don’t forget true repentance comes with changed behavior… can’t just lip service Yah. Forgive us Daddy. Oh Lord, forgive us where we’ve gone against You and oh Lord, forgive us for ever telling You no… forgive us and create a clean heart is us.

This is not the time to be telling God no. Who do you really think you are to tell Yah, your creator, no? That’s a lot of arrogance stemming from an unhealed ego.

I speak to your soul and command healing. All spirits of trauma and all spirits of pain from trauma vacate these bodies now in the name of Yeshua!! I cover us in the blood and praise Yall for its healing power!