Even with hell on my boots I’m steadfast with faith chasin the Son and in gratitude! No matter how big or how small the blessing it is all working for my good!
My whole world has shifted and at times I’m wondering where are we? What are we doing? Am I crazy or is this real and then You show me something. Something does. Something is resurrected. Parts of me die. Parts of me that looked into any past this girl had is dead!! There is no past. There is just the now! Took ya long enough to get me here hahah sorry Daddy! Forgive me! I do apologize! You are my whole life and I’m so grateful to You for taking care of me. Thank you!
Don’t you think it’s so funny how people don’t know you and expect a version of you they thought they knew in the past only for them to be confused bc that isn’t you anymore?! I love this! It proves God is with me bc the fruit can be seen. Some stuff has happened recently that should be making me lose my 💩 but I’m cool as a cucumber. Whatever is to be will be by the grace of Yah! If it’s not meant I loose it and give it to You. I’m not hanging on to nothing or nobody of this world. I put everything You told me on the altar and hand it back to You!! Just don’t ever leave me. On my knees crying bc I cannot live without Holy Spirit. I feel King David here with me. Crying even harder now. The love Daddy has for me exceeds my expectations! He has sent so many wonderful spirits to help me. The gratitude I have towards You is immense. My hearts desire is to work this realm like a video game! This is my virtual reality and I’m in an avatar. Show me how to rock this joint and control the Aether!! Where when we say stop it stops. When we say shift it shifts. When we jump at a devil they flee 7 different ways. I see that cartoon of the cat, Sylvester (thanks Holy Spirit. I forgot the cats name), when he would get scared and he would jump out of his body 9 times (9lives) and you could see each part of him being held on by a knot in his tail. An 80’s cartoon. Anyway, it’s time to rock this place and make it look like we walk in magic. You said you were giving me the desires of my heart this is it. This is number one. We walk in so much supernatural power that it looks like we walk in magic. You are the magic. You are the Creator and I love You and Your creation. Thank You! I’m so thankful to be One with You! You did this and I’m so very proud of You and to serve You all my days! Increase my capacity to be more love than I already am. Stretch me. And Daddy send some loud blessings bc it’s been … You promised double for my trouble and 1000 fold blessing and 100 fold for leaving everything and I left everything. This last step proved that!!
Praise Yah we are going to be able to change the shipment address on my things so they come here. I do love Melissa so much and am so grateful to her for this. They have welcomed me as their family and You did promise that and I praise You! I Only asked for ONE real. One! He sent her! I need 4 people by my side and supporting me. My kids. My husband and her. Everyone needs someone that will tell them the truth and tell them to get out of their feels for a min and see it with spiritual eyes.
About this husband thing… who knows and at this moment in time I’ve done all I can do. The rest is on You. I’m stepping!! You got 90 days!

So, w hell on my boots it reminds me of Elijah running from Jezebel. I ain’t running and I’m ten toes down but I do ask for this extreme acceleration! Do with me what You will. I got You! Be it unto me as You have spoken, Lord!